[] He Felt So Upset By How It Was Almost The Fourth Consecutive Night That He Had To Cancel Your Usual

[♡] he felt so upset by how it was almost the fourth consecutive night that he had to cancel your usual dinners together. work was beating his ass but at least he was trained to endure it, so and at the end of the only thing that made his heart feel heavy, was the fact that you’d probably felt sad and disappointed, and all because of him.

it had certainly been a problem before, and he can recall a fair share of girls who ended up resenting him for it, and even if he tried to convince himself that you’re really different from them, the lack of confidence on your relationship itself, it still made his shoulders feel heavy. would this relationship fail too?

as he finally got out of the building, tie on his hand and the first few buttons of dress shirt undone, he spotted you on the seats near the fountain, waving at him with the biggest smile on your face.

“joonie!” he only had a few seconds to react because you were right by his side in less than a moment, linking your arms together and your face looking at him like he was the most precious thing to see. it made him instantly blush. “i brought you food! you’re working so hard” you gush at him, stopping the walk to give him a smooch on his cheek, the blush on his face intensifying.

“are you okay?” he hadn’t had the chance to speak but his heart started racing when you looked at him with worry in your eyes, scanning his face and smoothing his hair with your warm hands.

the dimple smile he gave you brought butterflies to your stomach. “i’m so glad you’re here” carefully grabbing your wrist, he gives you the faintest most delicate kiss there and finally links both of your hands together, decided on walking to the car that was parked not too far from there, instantly asking you about your day, wanting to know everything about it.

[♡] "Can we please just go to bed and not continue with this conversation?" he begs once again and you groan in response. He pulls his tie away from his neck and sighs. It was going to be a long night.

"No, jimin. This is exactly what we've been doing for the past few months and look at where it got us. I'm tired of not talking about it" this is exactly what happens once you get tired of his habit of sweeping all of your problems under the rug.

It had all started with you coming to his office to pick him up. It had been months since he started working super long hours at the office, more than usual you might say, and today you'd decided to break this cycle and get him out of the office to eat something; that was until he refused to leave and tried to hide behind the tall pile of papers in front of his desk as a reason to not spend time with you. If it was another time maybe you would understand, but the thought of losing jimin through distance and distractions scared you more than anything, and even while giving him a hard time starting an argument in the middle of the elevator, you mean well. And he knows you mean well too. But you both are so tired, physically and mentally tired. The both of you ended up coming back to his apartment, no dinner and no romantic outing, instead spending the hour commute to his place arguing discreetly on the subway, or that's what you'd like to think instead of paying attention at the curious eyes that look at you both from distance.

"Baby, i'm really tired right now. And you're mad. We won't find a solution today. Isn't it best if we just go get a good night sleep and talk about this tomorrow?"

"I swear to god if you try to avoid me by going to sleep, you're never hearing from me again." you interrupt his slow steps towards the bed and he sighs once again. "I'm tired of always having to be the one that's-" in the blink of an eye, as you try and pick up one of your old sweaters from the top of the closet, a tiny box falls right into your feet, and if you weren't completely frozen from head to toe at the sight of it, you'd continue with your argument. If jimin's eyes could barely open a few minutes ago, they're about to jump from his eye sockets now. "What-"

Before you could pick it up, jimin screams "No!" at the top of his lungs and picks it up himself, ironically landing on one knee right in front of you.

"Baby, what the hell is this.." you're breathless as you stare at him. All thoughts out of the window right now. What were you even fighting about two minutes ago? Nothing else matters when he's right in front of you.. like this.

"Okay, first of all; please don't get mad. This is not the way I planned things to go.."

[♡] "You're letting me in?" his shocked face makes you giggle and your left arm instantly pulls him inside your building. He looks dumbfounded as you guide him inside towards the stairs to your apartment. One thing about him; he was not expecting this. You were letting him in.

"You don't wanna?" it's too late to ask that and you know the answer to your own question even if not a word comes out of his mouth. This moment right here was one of your shared firsts. At first you were adamant of the idea because you were taking things slow; but after seeing how smooth and fast this date had went; you just wanted to spend a little more time with him, show him your appreciation.

His body is following you and you are most definitely sure that his head is full of questions and confused thoughts, yet you can feel his eyes fixated on your back as you go up the stairs. it doesn't take him too long to connect the dots and he's not mad at the idea of you taking the wheel and leading. on the contrary; something stirs up in him once he gets to watch the knowing smile you give him once you're both at the door. you could tear his heart out if you wanted to, he doesn't mind at all.

He lightly bites your lip in the middle of a heated kiss and you get the signal to get your lips off of him for a second. "I cannot remember if I locked the car before coming in." his big doe eyes make you coo and you take the car keys in his hand to throw them right to your nearest bedside table. You both stumble right in the middle of your bed and he struggles a little to relax so you try and reassure him. "We'll see in a little bit, okay?" he nods once he locks eyes with you and his hands bring you close to him once again, finally embracing you in his arms and his lips instantly latching with yours.

"Take it easy, baby." he sighs as you unbutton his shirt and leave some wet kisses along the way.

[♡] "baby, come on! i'm winning!" he says, his laugh laced with pure happiness. you roll your eyes at him, fixing your work clothes in the mirror one last time, hurriedly spraying perfume on your neck, ready to go out.

the both of you had decided to have an spontaneous karaoke session in the middle of the day, and you had been having so much fun while having an almost brunch-like meal, but now, he was staying while you had to go to work, and it was hard, because he was so pretty today, his hair ruffled just the way you liked and he was in such a good mood, everything was perfect. but you couldn't stay with him, not even a chance. your brain had worked ten times harder than your heart to convince you of that.

"i love you so much, give me a kiss" you interrupt his extra note changes and grab his both cheeks with one hand, his lips puckering up, ready to reciprocate your kiss. "mwah!" he exaggeratedly exclaims and smiles once he hears your chuckles. "have a great day, baby" his bunny smile is the last thing you see from your living room once you close your apartment door.

fuck.

[♡] As someone who feels like he has seen everything in life and has experienced moments he once thought were impossible to experience; Jungkook recurs to let himself be surprised by the simple things. A bird flew by and decided to join him on his early breakfast by the balcony? The highlight of his week. A little girl approached him in the park asking for help to tie her shoelaces? He could not be prouder of helping her. And when it comes to having you in his life... It feels so right. Every single moment you both spend together makes his world go round. Partners come and go; but you’re the real deal. He knows he has very little chances to find someone like you; probably one in a million, that’s why you’re so special to him.

As soon as he wakes up, he checks the phone and instantly gets out of bed once he finds a text from you letting him know you're coming over to have some breakfast. Lazy Saturdays are the best. 

As he finds the kitchen spotless from last night; he somehow wishes it wasn't and he wishes there were still remains from a hypothetical cooking night between the both of you; one of his favorite activities that are so precious to him when it comes to you. Once you come through the door, you find him sitting in the kitchen, swinging his legs playfully, patiently waiting for you. He doesn't hesitate to come down from his spot and hug you once he sees you. He's excited to hold you and he shows you exactly that, leaving an excited groan once you're between his arms. He's so cute. “Did you miss me?" you look up at him and his heart skips a beat once he sees your smile; you're so pretty. every day, but especially today. even the earrings you were wearing (the ones he's especially proud of choosing as a birthday gift) were enhancing your face in the most beautiful of ways. You are so pretty. it tumbles out of his lips and it makes you squirm with joy, leaving a nice smooch on his lips afterwards. you don't stay in his arms too long though; the heavy plastic bags setting your hands on fire making you run to the nearest counter to settle them down.

He's left there entranced in the way you confidently stride across his kitchen; knowing where to place all of the things you bought and knowing where everything is after many hours spent together in this apartment, and definitely many nights of binge eating together. You're telling him about your morning and he swears he's listening to you intently, but at the same time he's trying to drink you in. from your silky hair, your perfect figure, noticeable even under all those layers of clothes thanks to the cold weather today. He smiles once he gets to process the fact that you're telling him you'd gotten out of your way to get those pastries he really loved on your first date together. And you're starting the coffee machine too. You make a killer coffee too. What did he ever do in his previous life to even deserve you? 

It's not common for him to not answer for a while so that's why you turn around to take a look at him, leaving the two mugs of coffee unattended. "Is everything okay?” he instantly nods but you stride towards him anyways, your hand coming up to caress his cheek. The coldness of your hand is refreshing and it makes him close his eyes for a second, almost entranced. "I love you" it tumbles out of his mouth and his arms find home on your waist. Maybe it's the fact that he's still very much asleep from waking up relatively early on vacation, and maybe that's why he's not too bothered by making such an important statement first thing in the morning and out of nowhere. but he doesn't care. He loves you. He brings you closer to him and it makes him giggle the way your mouth opens and closes without a word being said. you're caught off guard. but still say it back. and he already knows.

[♡] nothing feels better than a long shower after what felt like a really heavy humid day. and that's why you leave the bathroom humming to yourself in happiness and with a smile on your face, catching like a magnet the attention of your boyfriend, who was already waiting in bed for you, leaving his phone unattended to follow your every move, finally opening the duvet as a welcome right when you get close to get into bed with him.

one of the best rituals a couple can have is definitely night time after a long day being away from each other, and having him every night as your companion made you feel extremely happy and at ease, ready to seek full relaxation right by his side.

he seems to take on your good mood and smiles to himself, turning around on his side to properly look at you when you sit by his side. "what?" you ask, avoiding his gaze to not giggle in shyness. he still had that effect on you. so you make yourself busy by quickly moisturizing your legs. "nothing... you are pretty" he smiles at you and gets closer to leave an affectionate kiss on your arm. "and you're too" you quickly peck his lips before settling in bed, leaving your phone on the bedside table to finally get closer to him. he wastes no time on settling on top of you, his face lowering to sniff your hair in the most exaggerated of ways just to get an inevitable cackle from you. your arms try to get him away from you while you laugh, but you simply know that he won't budge. "what are you doing, love?!"

his mouth and his hot breath near your skin makes you move your head to the side to stop him from going further and stop the tingling feeling on your skin, but jungkook was already an expert when it came to you, and one thing you couldn't do was escape from his irresistible kisses.

"can't i show a little appreciation for my woman?" he seems playfully offended with your question, and as he says that, his cheeky hands start exploring until one of them is pushing down the straps of your silky top, his soft lips instantly finding home on the fresh skin of your shoulder. and it feels delicious, your hands by reflex instantly looking for the hairs in the back of his neck while the sounds leaving your mouth are the best kind of praise he could ever receive.

he has you screeching his name when he playfully bites one of your clavicles, but before you can scold him, the quick pitter patter of those paws you'd grown used to hearing for these past few days gets closer and closer until it sits on the bed, taking half of the surface with it. "bahm-ie, dad is fine! leave!" he tries to shush him away with just his arm, trying to keep going with his little scheme but the puppy was still standing tall with his chest out like a soldier, a worried frown on his face looking at his owner. it was an adorable sight.

"you know the rules" no sex in front of the dog. you pat his arm and he whines for a little until he gets off of you, a frown on his face as he turned around to face his new adorable puppy. "fine" jungkook doesn't even finish extending his hands but it's enough of a signal for the puppy to walk and kick all over both of your legs until he's right by jungkook's side. just two seconds with his gigantic form on top of the bed was already making the queen size bed feel incredibly small.

"he's too young to watch his dad get into action, anyway" so he's going to let you be all hot and bothered because of the dog? "jungkook!" now it's your time to whine as you see him get ready to cuddle with his puppy, his back facing you. you sigh in frustration when he doesn't seem to budge, giggling away while you're looking at him incredibly offended, a little bit hot and bothered maybe.

"the both of you will pay for this, sooner or later." you say as you turn off the switch of your beside lamp. they definitely will.