I Need Less Calories

I need less calories

nothing feels worse than watching yourself gain back the weight you lost

today has been the worst day ever. it’s 8:00am.

i feel so fat and embarrassed

apparently i sleep talk and my sister says yesterday i was saying “cheesecake, cheesecake, cheesecake” over and over again

im even subconsciously fat… i never wanna eat again😭

I don't even get mad. i just get really quiet. what's the point of talking to them and you try to communicate something that bothers you and they act like they didn’t hear you or respect your feelings enough to take it into consideration.