I'm Screaming

I'm screaming

Why do I love the pain

Petals (ft. Hoseok)

Drabble Game Prompt 18. “I shouldn’t be in love with you.”

→ hanahaki disease!au, extreme angst → 4k words (oneshot) → what happens when the surgery doesn’t work?

A/N: WOAH ok…I realized after writing this that this deserves a story talk so please read that! I hope my first Hoseok story turned out okay :) 

The lights are piercing, shining too bright for a godless day like this. The nurses wheel you into a different ward that shares the same kind of lights, and you can see in the swinging doorway the faces of your close friends and family as they smile tearfully at your weak body atop of the gurney. 

But the sight of him makes your heart clench, waving at you and hugging your mom close as he meets your gaze from a few feet away, and the overwhelming need to throw up comes again. The bitter taste of the petals are already at the back of your throat. But you swallow it down, tears pricking your eyes as you calm down your breathing and focus on the sharp smell of alcohol that fills the surgery ward.

The nurse smiles at you from under her mask, her eyes crinkling as she stops the gurney and begins preparing her tools. “It’ll be over before you even know it. You’re very brave to be doing this procedure.” You nod, as she prepares the anesthesia and puts a mask over your mouth. 

“Alright, honey, can you count backwards from twenty please?” Other doctors and surgeons fill the room, and you can see on the second floor, that a few other doctors stand over the glass paneled room, watching.

You nod, and she smiles. 

“20, 19, 18, 17, 16,” you begin, faltering as you count, “15…14…13…”

And everything goes black, the taste of flowers still bitter at the back of your throat.

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Masked - J-Hope (Rated)

whoops accidentally slept til noon my bad. Anyway, here’s the very much anticipated filthy, kinky Hobi smut. I really hope you guys like it…ah, I’m worried xD Anyway much love to all of you and especially the anon who first requested this!

Warnings: major D/S themes, breath play, spanking

           The walk to the dance studio seems somehow longer this time. You’ve made the trip a hundred and one times before but this time, with your heartbeat pounding in your ears, it seems like you’ll never reach your destination. Even with Hoseok’s arm firm around your shoulders, pressing you against his side, you feel almost sick with nerves. He’s quiet, more so than usual, and most people walking by would assume it was just because of the late hour.

           If they knew what he had in the black bag slung over his shoulder, they would know they were very, very wrong.

           In a blink, you’re in front of the door to your destination and it’s only when Hoseok picks up your free hand that you realize you’re shaking.

           “I love you,” he murmurs, pressing soft kisses against your fingers.

           “I love you too, baby,” you choke back. Your voice wavers and you curse internally.

           “You ready?”

           Oh god, are you.

           “Yes.”

           He pulls you in close by the arm around your neck, free hand coming up to hold your cheek as he kisses you hard, mouth soothing over yours. You whimper in his hold, the way he crowds over you making you feel almost painfully little, and he nips at your mouth until you’re panting against his lips. You don’t notice him opening the door until he backs you up into the room. It’s a losing battle trying to control your breathing as he pushes you against the back of the door, reaching to slide the lock shut with a resounding click.

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catch your death (m)

➾ jung hoseok x reader, hybrid au

➾ 5.1k

➾ summary: jung hoseok has always been your number one antagonist. as a snow leopard hybrid, the only one in the kingdom— you’re always just too much for him— too pretty, too cold, too elegant, too weak to match up to his standards of a competent fighter. so when you’re betrothed to him in a very unusual matrimonial ceremony, its natural that your blood should run cold, because you hate him to the core. right?

➾ warnings: exhibitionism, orgasm denial, breeding kink, creampie, cum eating/ cumplay

➾ a/n: happy birthday to our sunshine boy who will always be our ray of hope :”) thank you hoseok, for always working so hard for us, you did so well!! i also dedicate this to @94hixtape, the biggest hoe(seok) i know bc she requested me to write this months ago and also bc like hoseok, she deserves all the love in the world. 

enjoy!!! this will be hoseok’s part for my breeding series :-) 

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A Fanciful Affair

Description: Your sister is getting married, so naturally you are the Maid of Honor in the wedding party. To your surprise, your opposite equal - the groom’s Best Man - is a previous fling whom you would have rather never encountered again, so it must be the “love in the air” that makes you agree to round two.

Pairing: Hoseok x Female Reader

Genre: Fluff, Mild Angst, Smut

Format: Female Reader’s POV

Word Count: 9.5k

Rating: Mature

Warnings & Features: profanity; mentions of sibling favoritism; mentions of societal/parental pressures; pessimistic views towards marriage; graphic sexual content [mentions of drunken sex, tiniest mention of a beastiality-like situation (like probably not even worth bringing up in my warnings, but just in case), light foot play, fingering, cunnilingus, public sex]

Author’s Note: I don’t even want to know how many times I used the word ‘smile’ or any sort of synonym in this. Don’t expect this level of sweetness in any of my future fics. Hobi just brings it out in me (’cause, you know, biased and all). :’) Anyway, I hope you enjoy! And thank you for reading! ❤

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“I’m on my way right now.”

That part is essentially true.

“Yeah, l’m in the car.”

That part is a downright lie.

“Yes! Stop worrying so much. I mean, it’s just the rehearsal, isn’t it?”

It takes two heartbeats for you to realize your mistake, at which point your heart stops and you halt all movement. You close your eyes and silently curse your loose lips. You hadn’t meant to say that last part out loud - it just slipped.

Detonation imminent in

3…

2…

1…

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OK so we know your fave enemies to lovers fic, but do you have a top 10 (or more)???? Not mxm though :D I live for this stuff~~~

ok i literally have a google doc open right now of all of the enemies to lovers fics/rivals (i just lumped them together tbh) i can think of that i’ve read that have left a lasting impression on me. let’s get into this shit. hope this is what you’re looking for, anon. i won’t be doing fic recs like this again, for the sake of my own sanity and time.

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domestic hoseok (m) 

“We’re gonna be late.” You groan, but it comes out gurgled. And apparently falls on deaf ears because when you glance up your boyfriend isn’t even looking at you—his eyes are closed, face the picture of calm, head back against the wall and arms rested on the couch. It would’ve been endearing, hot even only—

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