AND YEAH

AND YEAH

I WANNA SPEND THE NIGHT WITH YOU

YYEAHHHH I WANNA FEEL A BEATING, BLEEDING HEART

DONT YOU??

CAUSE I'VE NEVER REALLY KNOWN

BUT I PINKY PROMISE YOU, I'M GROWN

AND I WANNA KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE

talking to a guy (he thinks i want to be friends.) 🤷‍♀️

two things

he isn't ALLOWED (??) to go to hoco and

what the fuck why did he talk to some random girl all period and then NOT walk with me to class. what the fuck

maybe its the black and white thinking but he must be doing this to make me annoyed

talking to a guy (he thinks i want to be friends.) 🤷‍♀️

am i being dramatic if i don’t want to see my therapist because she talks too much

i might change my blog name but idk what to change it to

update

he’s so ughh i want him so bad. he can play piano super well and he’s like kind of sheltered by his parents and he writes stories and he plays minecraft and he’s respectful and he likes to kind of?? praise me??? idk what the more non-chalant version of praise is but he really often says “you’re so amazing” and like “that’s so cool!!” like he CARES and he plays chess and he’s in ap classes and he’s smart. and he’s already so much better than my exes (ex #1 hates me and spreads shitty rumors about me and ex #2 threatened to beat the shit out of me and push my dog down the stairs)

and i hope i can make progress so he’ll ask me to hoco soon

talking to a guy (he thinks i want to be friends.) 🤷‍♀️