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Been Gearing Towards And Wanting To Do This For Years But I've Finally Finished A Little Animation With

Been gearing towards and wanting to do this for years but I've finally finished a little animation with Luma's Dream Machine using art I've made in Stable Diffusion + Photoshop alongside some ambient sounds I've created.

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11 months ago

These are some of my favourite images tbh, all from 2015 aside from the third which is 2017.

Whats Your Favourite Image Of Mine?Ive Included 5 Images Here To Help Decide But It Doesnt Have To Be
Whats Your Favourite Image Of Mine?Ive Included 5 Images Here To Help Decide But It Doesnt Have To Be
Whats Your Favourite Image Of Mine?Ive Included 5 Images Here To Help Decide But It Doesnt Have To Be
Whats Your Favourite Image Of Mine?Ive Included 5 Images Here To Help Decide But It Doesnt Have To Be
Whats Your Favourite Image Of Mine?Ive Included 5 Images Here To Help Decide But It Doesnt Have To Be

What’s your favourite image of mine? I’ve included 5 images here to help decide but it doesn’t have to be one of these. 

11 months ago

Negativity and Lack of Appreciation: (Tall Poppy Syndrome?)

Seems this has been my experience during most of my life. People will tear you down for even trying or there will be a bitter sense of passive-aggressive (assumed) jealously where any accomplishment you make is instantly shutdown, dismissed or degraded.

Honestly I feel guilty about posting art, posting online, guilty for simply existing even? Like there's this deep simple desire for someone to just appreciate what you do and for yourself to have some form of value.

Why would I even want someone to be appreciative of anything. I must be selfish and narcissistic to have the desire for anyone to be nice to me so my reaction to any kind of genuine appreciation is met with me imploding with guilt and feeling overwhelmed and consequently avoiding people because I'm not special or entitled to anything so actively sharing my thoughts or expressing things through art is like I'm infringing upon the existence of others like I must think I'm better than them.

I've gone back and fourth on this mentally thousands of times over the years but I am ultimately starting to come to the conclusion I have just been around negative people irl my entire life. =/

I think that 99% of the positive feedback I've had with art has came from online rather than people I personally know. With that also came a minority of negativity that I'd fixate on and give far too much weight because it validated my own internal negative thoughts. If anyone is nice to me, in most cases I'd be hit with a crushing level of guilt and disassociate/avoid. =/ Which only adds to feelings of guilt because I feel like an awful person being unable to appropriately reciprocate so it just feeds into habits of avoiding people and disliking myself.

On the contrary it's like pls be nice to me, my life is an empty void. 👁👄👁 But it just creates this contradiction of disassociation and avoidance from the guilt of a basic desire.

I do need to get over these feelings somehow because they aren't productive and only perpetuate negative loops but even consciously coming to terms with it isn't so easy as these feelings are essentially hardwired into me at this point.


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1 year ago
Photography From 2019? I Found In My Drafts
Photography From 2019? I Found In My Drafts

Photography from 2019? I found in my drafts


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1 year ago
Magical Rainbow Forests! :)

Magical Rainbow Forests! :)