To Have, To Hold

to have, to hold

pairing: non-idol!jun x gn!reader [reader has a uterus!!!]

genre: comfort :(

word count: ~0.5k

warnings: menstruation/period comfort fic. mentions of bad cramps. no real proofreading sorry :(

daisy's notes: ive had someone try it before but if u try to be gross in the replies, ur gonna get blocked!!!

Jun heard your crying before he ever saw you. Thankfully, despite the way his heart would always drop when he heard you crying, he knew what was going on. Therefore, he was ready to go straight into boyfriend mode for you.

And if that meant cuddling? Then so be it.

He'd picked up everything you'd asked him to get on his way home and dropped the bag at the foot of the bed, already climbing in to come to you. Your heating pad was plugged in and pressed against your abdomen, and he could see your wet cheeks in the low light as you uncurled just enough to look at him. Jun knew you: he knew your cramps were always particularly painful. On a good day, medicine could help a little bit...

But on days like these? All he could do was climb closer, letting you seek refuge in his arms for a bit. He shut his eyes, resting his head on yours as he traced hearts onto your back, feeling the way your grip tightened at his back, fistfuls of his sweater between your fingers. He could feel the heat of your heating pad as you pulled him in closer, just holding onto him as you sobbed into his chest. Jun snuggled in a little closer. If he could take on even a fraction of your pain, he would. Seeing you cry was... hard. Harder when it was like this, when he couldn't cheer you up and make you dinner and press soft kisses against your skin to make it all better. All he could do was hold you and hope that your cramps would die down enough. And then he would do what he always did: he'd leave you eventually to make something delicious to eat, and he'd offer you the first bite with that shy smile as he waited to see if you were happy. He would take care of you however he could. You were there for him when he was sick or tired; he would always be here for you when you needed him.

"I love you," he murmured, pressing another kiss onto the top of your head. "I'm sorry."

"Not your fault, Junnie..." You squeezed him a little tighter. "Don't apologize."

"I wish I could help."

Another squeeze. "You are. You're here."

He let out a sigh. But that doesn't feel like enough. Not when you're crying. "Can I do anything to help?" He continued to trail his fingers across your back, lazy, lop-sided hearts still being traced into your skin. "I can get more pillows, or blankets, or..."

You shook your head, leaning back just enough that he could see your tear-stained face. "Just... stay here with me."

He snuggled back in, a hand curling around the back of your head as he drew you closer. As you wish.

taglist: @twancingyunhao @gyulbabie @wonuziex @synthetickitsune

it's not a look, it's a feeling 🚿

💭 u make some poor decisions idk

content svt seungkwan x f!reader one shot smau fluff humour

warnings cursing + an alligator

synopsis; seungkwan says he’ll petsit for u

night shift ★彡 xu minghao

xu minghao x yn ln

彡when yn’s juniors finds trouble with some fellow college mates, yn goes through mountains just to get them justice, even if it means needing to infiltrate and make friends with the most intimidating clique on campus.

masterlist

#1 expel him! | #2 observing! | #3 please hire me!

funfact: jeonghan found out about icey milk after after a thorough search on closest places to eat. it was super awkward after jeonghan tried to order a banana split only for minghao to tell him, “we don’t do that here,” in the most cold tone possible. jeonghan showed a banana in a bag and asked minghao to add it in but minghao rejected the request.

the interaction was so awkward for the both of them that they didn’t tell it to anyone.

taglist: @weird-bookworm @kissesfrmwonwoo @cienlvrs

🗯️ ur still stupid idk

content wonwoo x f!reader, one shot smau, fluff, humour

warnings cursing, one suggestive joke

synopsis; wonwoo wants to show you he’s your ideal guy that you tweet about