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PLEASE READ/SIGNAL BOOST*
Hey guys, I am asking for help getting through this month and I desperately need your help to get groceries and keep my water and electricity on. My son and I haven’t been able to get enough formula we were declined WIC and I’ve been rationing milk and rice so I really could use help getting food for kahlil.
I’ve been struggling a lot these past few months and I have regularly skipped on eating (often for several days in a row) to try and make ends meet due to losing my job at the salon, I have struggled with bill payments and getting groceries/household supplies with absolutely no income, I could use anyone and everyone’s help in boosting/donating to my post so that I won’t lose him to social services. I have to have food in the house and utilities turned on by the end of this week or my parental status will be revoked.
If anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just $1, it would literally save my life and sharing definitely helps just as much a donations and nobody has to donate if they can’t or don’t want to, thank you.💖
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URGENT PLEASE READ - QUEER WOMAN FACING HOMELESSNESS
Yesterday I got kicked out of my house by my homophobic family because someone close to me told them that I was queer. It’s really hurtful because I was betrayed by close friends and then rejected immediately by my family.
I came back and most of my stuff was still in the house except for a few pieces of clothes and personal items, they won’t let me back into the house and I’m scared of being assaulted. My friend offered to let me stay with them for a few days, but after that I’ll be effectively homeless with no money, food, or shelter.
I’m trying to figure out what to do and trying to contact as many people as I know who may let me stay with them, but I’m very scared and uncertain.
My paypal is paypal.me/sofijaGV please donate anything if you can I will be forever grateful. Please signal boost if you can Ireally need the help of the LGBTQ community right now.
Hey, this group of Portland street medics reached out to my local org and asked us for help, so donate or spread this if you can please
LISTEN UP AGAIN KIDS STOP REBLOGGING THIS FUCKING GARBAGE POST. IT IS 100% FUCKING BULLSHIT AND CAN AND MOST DEFINITELY WILL LITERALLY KILL. DO YOU NOT SEE WARNING LABELS THAT SAY “DO NOT INDUCE VOMITING”? THEY AREN’T FUCKING AROUND. YOU CAN FUCKING BURN THEIR ESOPHAGUS BY CAUSING VOMITING, CAUSE CHOKING, DROWNING, OR MAKE IT WORSE! AGAIN DO NOT FORCE ANYTHING DOWN ANYONE’S THROAT. THEY. CAN. DROWN. IF SOMEONE IS LOSING CONCIOUSNESS ALL THE CHIT CHAT IN THE WORLD WILL NOT PREVENT IT AT THAT POINT THEY ARE IN SERIOUS DANGER. “Buuut i don’t wanna take them to the hospital!!!” WELL SUNSHINE GLAD YOU’D RATHER HAVE A DEAD FRIEND THAN A LIVING ONE BUT YOU’RE IN LUCK CALL FUCKING POISON CONTROL. THEY ARE NOT THE COPS. THEY WILL HELP YOU. AND IF THEY SAY GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL YOU GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL. NO EXCUSES. 0. NONE. I have seen this shit cross my dash SO MANY TIMES so PLEASE fucking reblog this and prevent some well meaning idiot from accidentally killing someone they love!
sunnie’s wip studio!
-> for fics i’ve started writing but haven’t finished yet
🌻 = currently focused
TO BE YOUNG (na jaemin) 🌻
expected word count: 10k+
current word count: about 2k
genre: slow burn, angst, fluff
pairings: jaemin x reader, best friend!jeno x reader and a sprinkle of haechan x reader ; friends to lovers!
summary: you’ve been trapped in overwhelming studies, expectations that aren’t yours, and undeniable feelings for your best friend for so long. jaemin wants to help you figure out how to feel young and be free.
playlist: we young (nct dream); to be young (anne marie, doja cat); coffee (quinn xcii); can i love? (cosmic boy)
preview here
REFLECTION (dong sicheng)
expected word count: 15k+?
current word count: 2k and an outline
genre: slow burn, ANGST, fluff, suggestive
pairings: sicheng x reader , sicheng’sbrother!winwin x reader ; complicated but something like strangers to lovers!
summary: barely a year after the death of winwin, your long time crush, you meet his brother sicheng. everything about sicheng reminds you of winwin, from his features to even his little mannerisms. do you really love sicheng or simply the image of his late brother?
playlist: haunt you (social house); urs (niki); escape (redrose, chevy); drinking games (silver sphere); strangers (biosphere)
preview here
THAT SUMMER NIGHT (jung jaehyun/johnny suh/mark lee)
expected word count: 10k (part 1), 5k (part 2)
current word count: 3.5k
genre: fluff, angst? ; childhood/high school friends to lovers! except you’ve all been apart for a while. choose your own adventure! (there will be voting)
summary: three years ago, you cut all contact with people in your home town due to the impact your mother’s sudden death - including childhood best friends mark, jaehyun, and johnny. when you return in the summer to sort out your emotions, you’re met with even stronger ones that arise from friendships you’d never thought would advance to anything more.
playlist: highway to heaven (nct 127); 18 (one direction); feeling (elan, jaxon kurt); high school (umi)
preview here
fics
NEVER HAVE I EVER - part one , part two
word count: 4.8 k total (2k part one + 2.8k part two)
genre: fluff, angst
pairings: best friend!college!johnny x reader x college!mark (ft. college!jaehyun and college!doyoung)
summary: you play never have i ever with four friends: jaehyun, who sulks because he’s just thrown a party for a boy who doesn’t seem to have any interest in him; doyoung, who has an alcohol tolerance as (surprisingly) strong as his tendency to tease johnny; johnny, your best friend since high school who apparently wants to kiss someone in the room; and mark, the sweet boy who blushes when you smile at him. [choose your own adventure - voting made part 2 johnny]
for previews to upcoming fics - sunnie’s wip studio
sorry for the spam!
hi i think i’ve (finally) gotten over my writer’s block! i’m currently doing a masterlist redo so i might spam a few navigation posts, please bear with me :)
nct as?
NCT 127 AS
ENNEAGRAM TYPES
MAFIA (+ you)
HOGWARTS STUDENTS
NCT DREAM AS
HOGWARTS STUDENTS
WAYV AS
none yet :(
drabbles
JOHNNY:
johnny 2.9.2020 (360 words)
JAEHYUN:
hunger games!jaehyun (550 words)
MARK:
beach day (1.2k words) 🍓
childhood friend!mark (2.0k words) 🍓
boy next door!mark 🍓 (200 words)
timestamps
JOHNNY:
11:05 am - (GIF) best friend!johnny + best friend!mark
6:04 pm - boyfriend!johnny 🍓
7:38 pm - best friend!johnny 🍓
10:47 pm - best friend!johnny
DOYOUNG:
7:35 pm - best friend!doyoung 🍓
TEN:
8:42 pm - long distance boyfriend!ten
4:21 pm - best friend!ten 🍓
JAEHYUN:
1:28 am - assassin!jaehyun
10:32 pm - husband!jaehyun
7:25 pm - best friend!jaehyun 🍓
11:34 pm - long distance boyfriend!jaehyun 🍓
JUNGWOO:
9:32 am - heartbreaker!jungwoo
MARK:
9:14 am - church boy!mark
11:05 am - (GIF) best friend!johnny + best friend!mark
1:40 pm - boyfriend!mark
11:02 pm - best friend!mark
11:23 pm - boyfriend!mark 🍓
LUCAS:
9:57 pm - bad boy!lucas 🍓
HAECHAN:
2:45 pm - boyfriend!haechan 🍓
JENO:
10:21 pm - boyfriend!jeno 🍓
12:01 am - boyfriend!jeno 🍓
WHEN YOU’RE CRYING SERIES: (for hurt comfort)
9:32 pm - best friend!mark 🍓
10:48 pm - johnny
12:11 am - johnny
12:27 am - best friend!jaehyun
hi i think i’ve (finally) gotten over my writer’s block! i’m currently doing a masterlist redo so i might spam a few navigation posts, please bear with me :)
So bc tumblr hates links this will be hard to pass around but theres a White House petition to save the USPS
This is significantly more important than a change.org petition bc it HAS to be acknowledged if it gets enough signatures
Please sign it and reblog!
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
arrest Brett Hankison, Jonathan Mattingly, and Myles Cosgrove for the murder of Breonna Taylor.
six men raped a 16 yo girl. the prosecutor called it SEXUAL RELIEF, not rape. none of the rapists are going to jail. this is argentina.
mark lee radiates boy next door vibes - but he’s that boy next door you’re too intimidated to talk to because he’s so damn handsome. he’s so handsome that you kinda get flustered whenever you make eye contact with him. (especially when you’re both taking out the trash.) maybe you pretend you didn’t see him because you know you look like crap right now or maybe you give him a small shy smile - in any case, you don’t really talk. maybe you would be friends if both of you weren’t so timid - maybe you’d get to see him in his cute round glasses and dark green basketball shorts more often. you’ve always thought it was cute when he scrunched his nose to push up his glasses, a sight you see often when he waits by his front porch for his friend johnny’s old honda every saturday evening. you like watching him hum from your window as he waits, tapping his fingers against the railing. it reminds you of the times he’d brought his guitar out to his back porch to sing and strum quietly until he made eye contact with you across the low fence and hurried back inside with red cheeks. you wanted to tell him he was amazing, but you couldn’t find the courage to. you haven’t seen his guitar since. sometimes you want to say hi as you see each other taking out the trash; sometimes you want to stop him on his way to the grocery store and tell him that his guitar playing is great and that you’d really like to hear it again; and sometimes you want to pop your head out your window and ask him what he does with johnny and his friends every saturday evening (basketball? probably). but you can’t, and maybe you never will. mark lee is the boy next door you see every day but can’t muster up the courage to talk to because he’s so damn handsome.
Now that the Terror Bill has been signed into law and will take effect in 15 days, a little reminder for my PH mutuals:
Set your social media to private
Do a clean up of your public posts
Block everyone of your friends who have voiced pro-government sentiments. You don’t know who will sell you out.
Do a check of your facebook groups. If you’re part of anti-admin groups, make sure it’s legit and not a fake group used to redtag.
Increase your email security
Stop signing petitions vs terror bill on change.org as this is what they’re using to redtag (remember the influx of fake accounts? Yeah)
Instead, send emails to your representatives using a vpn
Have your lawyer’s number on standby
Be aware of your rights (i will post a refresher here later on)
Look out for your friends and family
okay i’m just gonna say it. i’m sick of seeing young people acting like confronting celebrities about injustice in palestine is going to change anything. if you live in the west and you’re feeling powerless, here are some real steps you can take towards ending israeli occupation.
learn about zionism
read jewish voices against zionism
learn why zionism is a racist ideology
learn how to recognise and debate zionist rhetoric, like this
anti-zionism is not anti-semitism
if you’re a student in the US, join students for justice in palestine (SJP)
they’re an intersectional, anti-racist activist network providing support and education to students across the country. here are their goals:
ending israel’s occupation and colonization of all arab lands and dismantling the wall;
recognizing the fundamental rights of the arab-palestinian citizens of israel to full equality; and
respecting, protecting and promoting the rights of palestinian refugees to return to their homes and properties as stipulated in UN resolution 194.
they organize protests and conferences year-round. find your chapter here.
hit the streets
attend a demonstration to to meet like-minded activists and to show your community that you denounce israel’s human rights violations. find upcoming protests here and here.
boycott, divest, sanction (BDS)
pointing out israeli apartheid is crucial to pressuring israel to end its occupation of arab lands. the BDS movement aims to isolate and condemn israeli colonization and to hold the state of israel accountable.
learn more about the goals of BDS
what to boycott
stay informed
injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. listen to palestinian activists. educate yourself. do not lose hope.
songs that make me want to run barefoot in the summer grass with mark lee
summertime in paris - jaden, willow
just friends - audrey mika
watermelon sugar - harry styles
mariposa - peach tree rascals
cherry cola - kuwada
high school - umi
(and if you really wanna hear his voice:) lemonade love - mark, jaejung park
any mention of black lives matter has disappeared off my dashboard so i thought y'all might want to know that police stormed a peaceful vigil in memory of elijah mcclain, attacking mourners with pepper spray. families were there. children were affected. this movement isnt over just because it's no longer trendy.
ICE has been ordered to release children but they're the ones who get to decide if they release their parents as well or if they're just throwing these kids out, so please at the very least sign this petition
sorry!! i deleted my last timestamp because i might use wording from it in a competition i’m entering and it doesn’t allow posting similar content anywhere else
only 5000 signatures left for this petition to reopen tamir rice's case!!! pls sign it only takes a few seconds!!!!