Haven't Posted Tummy Pics In A While :3

haven't posted tummy pics in a while :3

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tryna get like them🥲

this is what dreams are made of.

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⚠️this is not a horny post - i spoke to so many people during my feeding “career” and see that many of us are struggling, this is my take on it…

This kink can be really painful for all of us. I see people coming and going on a daily/weekly/monthly basis. It’s hot when I talk about it in my posts because it’s true, but it’s also painful for both parties.

All we want is to be accepted, to be loved for who we are. You might think that meeting someone with this kink will help that, and for a fraction of time, it will. But it won’t fix all of your problems, it won't fix the way you view yourself nor the way you feel about yourself having the kink.

Guys often say to me that if they had someone like me around, they would feel comfortable with fully giving into it. But meeting someone is not enough if you haven’t accepted this part of yourself first. Many of us will never accept this, because why would we? It’s bad in the end, that’s what we’ve been told since we were kids.

This can very easily compared to gay couples in the past. The hatred towards gays was so strong even when the two people found each other, the internalized homophobia ruined the relationship for them (I love how this behaviour is shown in Brokeback Mountain and I do emphatize with the character of Jack Twist haha as that’s how I feel when interacting with feedees).

The main issue with this kink is the insecurity it brings. I’ve never met anyone who would be fully okay with this part of themselves. We all struggle with internalized fatphobia. Not necessarily when it comes to being a feeder (even though there are feeders who don’t want to be seen in public with someone big), but as a feedee many of us end up feeling bad about gaining.

My best friend has been suffering with an eating disorder since she hit puberty and when she opened up to me she described it the following way - “I don't think I was ever properly cured, I did gain weight and stopped being ill, but this thing is always going to be on the back of my mind, it’ll always be something that I feel like I should aspire to. I feel like being as thin as possible is the only way to be truly fulfilled.” I’m stunned by how much this resembles what feedees have told me. Even the wording was the same.

Feederism is basically a depressive eating disorder if not done well. Or an unhealthy coping mechanism. But there are ways to make it work if you want to - you just need to understand yourself and your needs first. Many people I met are either all or nothing with the kink. But in general, you can rarely have it all.

I think that we’re all just really scared of abandonment. We’re all just insecure and want to be loved the way we are. We might not feel worthy of love because of having the kink (and not only that, everyone has loads of different insecurities!). This kink can give you the strongest feelings you’ve ever experienced, as meeting someone who shares the same mind as you is arguably one of the best things that can happen to you. We want to be special for a person and this kink gives us the means to that because we know how rare it is to find someone like that.

But unless we love ourselves first, we can never fully enjoy it. It would probably be better for all of us to never been born with this kink, but here we are. We can choose to surpress it, but I think that would be a pity considering how amazing it can be when done well. So I guess, all I can tell you is to learn to accept this within yourself and think of ways you want to engage in this kink. You’re not alone. And even though feederism is a depressive eating disorder, if you learn to love it and manage your emotions, it can allow you to have the best time.

The last thing you need to remember is that your feelings don’t come from external sources, even though it might feel like that. In the world, nothing comes with emotions, it’s us who assign the emotions to things and people.

Feederism won’t automatically make you feel better if you don’t allow it to do so.

I still think that it’s worth chasing butterflies, but you first need to make sure that you have the right net to catch them, because if there are holes, the butterflies will escape 🦋

Introduction✨️🎀

Hello!! My name is Valerie but you can call me Val. I'm 19 years old and I'm pansexual!! I'm not new to the feedism/nsfw side of tumblr, I actually started lurking on here last summer lol. I will mainly post pics of me, feedism blurbs, nsfw stuff, etc. Also I'm not looking to gain but I'm still inloveeee with getting praised for how big I look~

Anyways, I don't really know what else to say so here are just some things about me :p

I'm a capricorn and my bday is actually on new years eve!!♑️

I love the color pink💕

I love sanrio (my favs are cinnamoroll, my melody, hello kitty, & many more)

I always listen to music and have many favs (I don't feel like listing them all lol)

I also enjoy reading (specfically smut/romance)

LOVEEE food (obviously lol)

I sometimes prefer salty food over sweet foods

My Tags

I have different tags that I'll put on my posts. So here they are explained:

- #val's blurbs ~ this tag is for when I'm just yapping or have something to say

- #val's writing ~ this is for my writing pieces

- #val's pics ~ this is for my pics that I post

- #val's vids ~ same as above but for vids

- #val's asks ~ this is for when I reply to asks

Now For Nsfw ;)

I have a praise mixed with a degrading kink. (such a pretty slut, etc)

I love being called mommy, princess, mamas, good girl, etc...

Actually inlove with vibrators lol

I always want to dress up but I have no pretty lingerie :(

Not into extra rough stuff, kinda makes me uncomfortable but I'm okay with some.

I will actually nut if someone whimpers to me lmaoo

Ngl this might be a problem but I mastubate nearly everyday🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

I also have an amazon wishlist and a cashapp that I'll link to every pic or vid I post!!

Cash App

Pay $joselynnrosee on Cash App

Instantly exchange money for free on Cash App

That's It✨️✨️

Thanks for reading and I hope you have a good time on my acc!! :)

already beginning the stuffings with leftovers

It’s so wild to me that most of my life I was afraid of scales. I was afraid of learning what my weight was because it would start a new diet. My parents were very obsessive and overzealous to the point of me being so scared to eat food and hating my body as a child.

Now I gleefully hop on the scale and love seeing the numbers go up or down, and they’ve such a point of pleasure for me. I love them. I love when I’m too fat for the lower end ones. I love when they creak cause I’m too heavy. I love seeing the numbers go up so much after a binge. Eating 10lbs of food is awesome!

Now I look in the mirror and I love my body. I love how fat I am, I love my skin, I love my hair and my face. I’m so glad. It’s taken so long and there is certainly days where I don’t, but they’re so vastly outnumbered.

I love scales. I love my belly. I love my chest. I love my side rolls and my back fat. I love my huge thighs and my fat ass. I even love my double chin. I like the body I’m in pretty much entirely. I am so thankful.

I love my body. I love being fat. I love eating.