js your average chubby girl, she/her, feedism is hot.
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Valswrld05 - Val - Tumblr Blog
haven't posted tummy pics in a while :3
(main wishlist)
(snack wishlist)
currently making an amazon wishlist all for food and snacks :p
speaking abt the pretzels... these are so goodddd!! I've had 4 of these just today lol. I'm putting the calorie amount so you can use that info as you wish ;)
I feel like during summer I just turn into a lazy pig. Always spending my time lounging by the pool sipping on some soda, going to six flags or carnivals for the yummy snacks (especially the pretzels... oml they are sooo good), and just eating everything in my pantry. this is the lifeš„¹š„¹
heyaa!! I js wanted to let yall know that I made an amazon wishlist, and don't worry I'm not gonna be one of those ppl who pressure evb to buy stuff off of it lol. If you purchase anything off of it I would be so thankful :D
ā ļøthis isnt gonna be a way to get exclusive content, this is just if you like my page and/or want to be nice!!ā ļø
(also if it says something like -joselyn is the one receiving these gifts- ignore that, joselyn is actually my real name, I go by val/valerie on here so no irls find me lol)
here's the link!!
I feel like during summer I just turn into a lazy pig. Always spending my time lounging by the pool sipping on some soda, going to six flags or carnivals for the yummy snacks (especially the pretzels... oml they are sooo good), and just eating everything in my pantry. this is the lifeš„¹š„¹
I feel like ppl always talk abt tummy gains, tit gains, ass gains, etc, etc... yk what one of my fav places to see gains is?? the face!! like I js love seeing a cutie's face blow up due to the result of their gluttony. and the double chin(s) omgggggggg so cute!! :3
Itās so wild to me that most of my life I was afraid of scales. I was afraid of learning what my weight was because it would start a new diet. My parents were very obsessive and overzealous to the point of me being so scared to eat food and hating my body as a child.
Now I gleefully hop on the scale and love seeing the numbers go up or down, and theyāve such a point of pleasure for me. I love them. I love when Iām too fat for the lower end ones. I love when they creak cause Iām too heavy. I love seeing the numbers go up so much after a binge. Eating 10lbs of food is awesome!
Now I look in the mirror and I love my body. I love how fat I am, I love my skin, I love my hair and my face. Iām so glad. Itās taken so long and there is certainly days where I donāt, but theyāre so vastly outnumbered.
I love scales. I love my belly. I love my chest. I love my side rolls and my back fat. I love my huge thighs and my fat ass. I even love my double chin. I like the body Iām in pretty much entirely. I am so thankful.
I love my body. I love being fat. I love eating.
they say thick thighs save lives but I'd rather end someones but suffocating them with these babiesš¤·āāļøš¤·āāļø
red & cheekyš«£ā¤ļøāš„
IntroductionāØļøš
Hello!! My name is Valerie but you can call me Val. I'm 19 years old and I'm pansexual!! I'm not new to the feedism/nsfw side of tumblr, I actually started lurking on here last summer lol. I will mainly post pics of me, feedism blurbs, nsfw stuff, etc. Also I'm not looking to gain but I'm still inloveeee with getting praised for how big I look~
Anyways, I don't really know what else to say so here are just some things about me :p
I'm a capricorn and my bday is actually on new years eve!!āļø
I love the color pinkš
I love sanrio (my favs are cinnamoroll, my melody, hello kitty, & many more)
I always listen to music and have many favs (I don't feel like listing them all lol)
I also enjoy reading (specfically smut/romance)
LOVEEE food (obviously lol)
I sometimes prefer salty food over sweet foods
My Tags
I have different tags that I'll put on my posts. So here they are explained:
- #val's blurbs ~ this tag is for when I'm just yapping or have something to say
- #val's writing ~ this is for my writing pieces
- #val's pics ~ this is for my pics that I post
- #val's vids ~ same as above but for vids
- #val's asks ~ this is for when I reply to asks
Now For Nsfw ;)
I have a praise mixed with a degrading kink. (such a pretty slut, etc)
I love being called mommy, princess, mamas, good girl, etc...
Actually inlove with vibrators lol
I always want to dress up but I have no pretty lingerie :(
Not into extra rough stuff, kinda makes me uncomfortable but I'm okay with some.
I will actually nut if someone whimpers to me lmaoo
Ngl this might be a problem but I mastubate nearly everydayš¤·āāļøš¤·āāļø
I also have an amazon wishlist and a cashapp that I'll link to every pic or vid I post!!
That's ItāØļøāØļø
Thanks for reading and I hope you have a good time on my acc!! :)
Well hi!! Its been a while...
Idk rlly know how to explain myself for leaving but I just wanna say sorry to the people that I have ghosted during my time gone. And I know I'm gonna sound like a broken record saying this but... I'm coming back to posting contentāØļøāØļø I'll be making an introduction post soon but I just want to make it clear that I am no longer a gainer. I am still very interested in feedism and want to do stuffings as well. My content will most likely convert towards feedism blurbs and nsfw content (not nude).
Thank you for reading and sorry again but I hope you'll stick around for this new eraš
the goat is backkkkk!!
Hey loves, I'm really excited to share that after needingĀ most of the last yearĀ to recover from post-covid issues, Iām FINALLYĀ back and able toĀ start being a feedee again! My first video back is out now on Curvage & my OnlyFans and you can read my full Return Update HERE
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more pics on my Insta~valswrld05
ig I'll post tonight instead cus I got too sleepy after eating my wingstop last night lolš¤¦āāļøš¤¦āāļø
I wanna start being more active on this acc so I'll prob post some pics tmr or saturday :)
tryna get like themš„²
this is what dreams are made of.
https://onlyfans.com/zeldaandzion
this jean shorts fit at the beginning of june!! maybe I have put on some pounds~
first vid that I'm posting!! (sorry for no audio, not really comfortable with doing audio yet and I was breathing really heavily from the stuffing lol)
ā ļøthis is not a horny post - i spoke to so many people during my feeding ācareerā and see that many of us are struggling, this is my take on itā¦
This kink can be really painful for all of us. I see people coming and going on a daily/weekly/monthly basis. Itās hot when I talk about it in my posts because itās true, but itās also painful for both parties.
All we want is to be accepted, to be loved for who we are. You might think that meeting someone with this kink will help that, and for a fraction of time, it will. But it wonāt fix all of your problems, it won't fix the way you view yourself nor the way you feel about yourself having the kink.
Guys often say to me that if they had someone like me around, they would feel comfortable with fully giving into it. But meeting someone is not enough if you havenāt accepted this part of yourself first. Many of us will never accept this, because why would we? Itās bad in the end, thatās what weāve been told since we were kids.
This can very easily compared to gay couples in the past. The hatred towards gays was so strong even when the two people found each other, the internalized homophobia ruined the relationship for them (I love how this behaviour is shown in Brokeback Mountain and I do emphatize with the character of Jack Twist haha as thatās how I feel when interacting with feedees).
The main issue with this kink is the insecurity it brings. Iāve never met anyone who would be fully okay with this part of themselves. We all struggle with internalized fatphobia. Not necessarily when it comes to being a feeder (even though there are feeders who donāt want to be seen in public with someone big), but as a feedee many of us end up feeling bad about gaining.
My best friend has been suffering with an eating disorder since she hit puberty and when she opened up to me she described it the following way - āI don't think I was ever properly cured, I did gain weight and stopped being ill, but this thing is always going to be on the back of my mind, itāll always be something that I feel like I should aspire to. I feel like being as thin as possible is the only way to be truly fulfilled.ā Iām stunned by how much this resembles what feedees have told me. Even the wording was the same.
Feederism is basically a depressive eating disorder if not done well. Or an unhealthy coping mechanism. But there are ways to make it work if you want to - you just need to understand yourself and your needs first. Many people I met are either all or nothing with the kink. But in general, you can rarely have it all.
I think that weāre all just really scared of abandonment. Weāre all just insecure and want to be loved the way we are. We might not feel worthy of love because of having the kink (and not only that, everyone has loads of different insecurities!). This kink can give you the strongest feelings youāve ever experienced, as meeting someone who shares the same mind as you is arguably one of the best things that can happen to you. We want to be special for a person and this kink gives us the means to that because we know how rare it is to find someone like that.
But unless we love ourselves first, we can never fully enjoy it. It would probably be better for all of us to never been born with this kink, but here we are. We can choose to surpress it, but I think that would be a pity considering how amazing it can be when done well. So I guess, all I can tell you is to learn to accept this within yourself and think of ways you want to engage in this kink. Youāre not alone. And even though feederism is a depressive eating disorder, if you learn to love it and manage your emotions, it can allow you to have the best time.
The last thing you need to remember is that your feelings donāt come from external sources, even though it might feel like that. In the world, nothing comes with emotions, itās us who assign the emotions to things and people.
Feederism wonāt automatically make you feel better if you donāt allow it to do so.
I still think that itās worth chasing butterflies, but you first need to make sure that you have the right net to catch them, because if there are holes, the butterflies will escape š¦
at this rate I dont think imma fit in these jeans by christmasš«£š«£
I js want someone to feed me as much food as i can handle and tell what a good girl I am.
I love having a praise kink
stuffed myself with leftovers once again.
feeling like such a fat piggy rnš®āšØš«£
ive gained like 2 lbs this weekš¤š¤ fuck i love the holidays
already beginning the stuffings with leftovers