Finding A New Kintype Is So Weird

finding a new kintype is so weird

me: oh damn i look good with elf ears

me: oh damn im an elf

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me, scratching on the walls: GIVE ME MY EARS BACK GIVE ME MY EARS BACK GRRGRGRR foaminf ar rhe mourh

partly nonhuman bcuz trauma, partly nonhuman bcuz autistic, partly nonhuman bcuz i am weird, partly nonhuman bcuz thats just how it is

i cant get the phrase “turn the pain into power” out of my head

— nizariat

i want to curl up in my boyfriends lap and have him poke my ears and have them twitch and wiggle because im just a little forest creature whos still learning about humanity