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Wilhelm pantomime costume design (1890-1910) PNGs, part 3

(from: vam)

The boy who swallowed a star

I'm now at 514 pieces of embellishment (rhinestones, studs, beads) on this baby, not counting the rhinestone trim. Moving on to the front!

Hey guys, happy black history month!

I hate to beg but I recently went back to college and I’m paying super high interest rates for loans because I’m an immigrant and I don’t have a super lengthy credit history. 

You might recognize these from edits/pinterest/telegram etc. I made them! So if you’ve ever wanted to support my work, you can share this post around and/or tip me on ko-fi. anything is super appreciated and goes towards my student loans ♡ 

ko-fi.com/swordknight

rather be fishin'

A little goodie for the weekend - I still can't figure out how to use tumblr better bear with me ;; Sharing is caring when you're out of matches!

reblog to send three ghosts after elon musk

Sunrise and Sunset.

trans women r literally so cool theu get tits AND a prostate?? i thought only markilpler could do that

Neptune’s rings in infrared © JWST

I’m in love with Robert Floyd and I can’t help it 🥰

hey people living in the USA: if your doctor wants you to give a urine or blood sample for any reason, especially before you recieve a procedure or surgery, refuse to allow them to perform a pregnancy test. say that there's no possible way you could be pregnant and insist on being given a waiver to sign instead. if you are found to be pregnant by a medical professional it will end up in your medical record and could expose you to risk of being prosecuted for terminating your pregnancy.

the 17 year old recently charged in nebraska for a self induced abortion is being prosecuted for performing one after the 20 week time limit permitted by nebraska state law because police were able to access her medical records to prove that she was pregnant and how many weeks along she was

obviously don't talk on social media about your unwanted pregnancy or plans to get rid of it but you cannot let doctors in restricted states know either

I wanna make you swoon💞

heard the audio and i saw this so clearly i HAD TO DO THIS,, did it in like 2 days i was going fucking insane fr 😭🙏 the tiktok of it blew the fuck up too so,, yeah sorry this is late LOL

i’m so sick of writers who proudly proclaim that they don’t read and directors and actors and other filmmakers who smugly say that they rarely watch movies or any artist who acts like an audience is stupid for connecting with their work like what the fuck is wrong with you that you hold such contempt such derision for the art that you have chosen to make the art that so many people dream of the opportunity to make the art that brings meaning and connection to people’s lives it’s unbelievably disrespectful to both your audience and the art-form and if you can’t muster basic respect for either your art-form or your audience then kindly fuck off and do something else

!!!IMPORTANT FOR BLACK US VOTERS!!!

I saw this on Facebook and went to check my registration status, sure it was fine because I voted recently, but I put in the info and it said I’m not registered

PLEASE, especially if you’re a Black voter, check your registration status at vote.org

I DID IT.

I had a lot of fun doing this, and it’s been a hot minute since I actually (purposely or not) put time into my art

For @jack-o-phantom​ ‘s Rusted Bells & Faded Ribbons au! Check out their art, it’s really really pleasing to the eye :D

i know i know i know we’re tired of hearing about it but–

do you see the issue here

-k wanna just say this but I haven’t written anything down since elementary so, i sincerely apologize that this bad 😭😭

-PLEASE please I would really appreciate criticism and tips; for a while I’ve been reading and eyeing a lot of fanfics and just been wanting to write again because of it

-INCREDIBLY self indulgent. So apology again. If you r dealing with similar things like this; heyo it’s okay, u r not alone, hopefully I didn’t make you feel worse after reading this fic 😞

But now onto the thing:

Safe and Sound

Moondrop x GN Reader

TW: Parental Issues

You’ve been working at the daycare for so around a year now. At first you hesitated going to the megaplex as your first option. More so on the fact you’re really stalling on time and didn’t really wanna get a job at all. Just trying to enjoy what you’ve got left of your summer before school started again. Until you had dealt with another one of you’re parent’s quarrel.

Whenever shit like that happened you always brushed off because any of the threats/things they had said never end up happening. It was only until one of those quarrels had became reality and you had felt numb for a while. Sad, angry and just isolated with all of what was going on. Things between them felt unpredictable. You felt what both were going through but was also angry at them individually. Sometimes it was one-sided. You hated it all. So when they did come back together seeming all happy and shit, you can’t bring yourself to trust it. Just on edge the entire time on what’s going to happen next.

Today was hard. Your parents had fought again. You were off to work when you noticed one of them was not around. At all in the house. But you noticed the other one sitting by their desk working on the computer.

“Your ____’s gone. I’m not sure where they went. They wanted to go at it again with me and I’m done. I’m tired of it. So I’m not sure when they’ll be back.”

You said okay. You tried your best to just move on with your morning. But whenever one of them left without a word it irritated you so much. Just for them to come back again and get up all in your face about how you didn’t even care to contact them. Should You’ve contacted them? Are their emotions/problems your responsibility?

You arrived at the megaplex. As you enter in, the fresh air conditioner blowing your face cold to then meet the smells of different foods. You hear arcade machines, some classic 80s music, people chatting and laughing. The usual security bots roaming the area. You pass by and on your way to the daycare.

Your time to clock in was usually in the middle where children were getting ready for nap time. And by nap time you were accompanied by Moondrop.

Working here isn’t great but you stayed because of the two fellow jester bots that worked at the daycare. Sundrop; you don’t get to meet him often but he’s such a kind soul. Always in a positive spirit, looking out for every child at their time at the daycare and making sure they all have fun. Just a sweetheart. Moondrop on the other hand is kinda of a prankster. Well more like a dickhead but deep down he’s got a soft spot. And cares about every child, even if he doesn’t want to admit it.

You quietly enter in trying your best to not have the door creak. Closing it slowly you make your way to the security desk. You set your stuff down and sit down while you scan the area. The bright glow-in-the dark stars, a soft tune coming from a music box and in the middle of the play-mat, Moondrop. The stars on his hat and pants glowed and as well as his eyes. Have to admit it’s hard to not sleep in a place like this. Just so peaceful. Free from everything going on at home.

When you got a similar message like this before with one of their past quarrels, you didn’t respond. Because, for starters you just didn’t know how to respond. Could you just be not be involved in this at all? When they came back a few hours later all you heard from them was:

“Wow I can’t believe you didn’t even contact me.”

“You don’t care about me at all do you?”

“Why are you taking their side? They’re not even your real parent.”

So much more. You wanted to shout at them. You were so tired of all of it. I didn’t contact you because you were pulling one of you’re fucking dramatic antics again. I do care about you but sometimes some of the shit you do is ridiculous as I watch you and them fight. I’m not taking either side. But because of that comment. Fuck you.

That memory started to flood your head as they kept sending you more messages about how after your shift were going to stay over your older sibling’s house. And this poorly made plan of what their and your future will be after this. More memories of past fights fill your head. You hated this so much. You feel hopeless at the fact this is still going to continue, even after what? After college? After trying to have a life of your own? That possibility will be slim if they’re just trying to force themselves to be apart of it. In all honesty you don’t want either of them involved of what you have planned for your own future. You want them out of it so this wouldn’t continue. Because it’s not your problem to deal with. But here you are.

Tears starts to form in your eyes. You tried holding them in. You’re not going to have a breakdown right now.

“Hello Starlighhttt~. Couldn’t help but notice you’re not asleep just like the children are. Naughty little th-“

He stopped noticing sniffles coming from you. Facing down but can see the tears drip down, hitting the play-mat. Crooking his head down a bit, worried and confused.

“Starlight?”

“I’m so sorry-y.”

You didn’t want to look up. You felt embarrassed that you were crying. All the years being told by your parents to not cry or they’ll give you something to cry about. Whether it was about the most mundane things to the more serious shit.

You felt a cold touch to your chin to then facing Moony. You started to sob a little bit more. Muttering I’m sorrys and pretty much self deprecating things to yourself.

“Well this is stupid. Y’know…crying in front of you. Ahaha anyways I’ll j-just go now. I don’t think you care. Or anyone. Which-h I mean is fine. I think I got used to no one really being there for me anymore. It’s okay-y. It’s fine. I’m…I’m really sorr”

Without a warning, Moondrop pulls you in a hug. Surprisingly soft; he runs his fingers through your hair softly.

“I’m not sure what’s exactly going on but, I care. I really do. Please believe me when I say I care about you deeply.”

That was your breaking point. You tried not to sob too loudly since there’s still children sleeping. But you finally let it all out. Hugging him tightly as he returns this gesture back. Rubbing your back slowly and humming softy to your ear.

“You don’t have to talk about it now but, when you’re ready to open up on what’s been going on. But let it all out. I’m here, star”.

You’ve never heard his voice go this low and soft. His words were so comforting. For once you didn’t feel so alone. You felt loved for once.

You cried a bit more until you pulled away, wiping the last of your tears.

“Thank you Moony..”

You gave him a small kiss on the cheek and laid your head on his shoulders. You started to feel tired after crying so much.

“Sorry I probably shouldn’t be doing-“

He gently pats your head back on his shoulders. He picks you up and walks over to the original spot you saw him sat first.

“Shhh. No it’s okay. Right now rest.”

“But what about-“

“I said rest.”

You felt safe in his arms. Seeing each star on his hat glow. Hearing him hum once more.

You start to feel your eyelids get heavy and gave in. Resting your head. Forgetting everything else. You felt safe.

“Goodnight Starlight~”

He then gives you a small kiss on your forehead☆.

alright, so here’s the deal since I need to come clean with y’all

I’m paying off my 2021 year taxes since I owed them money and stuff, I made a payment plan with TurboTax and shit and I’ve already made 2 payments out of 4. I’ve been paying that pack easy and on time; no issues there. However, I got a letter from the irs saying I was 2 months late on my payments (which I wasn’t) apparently I made the payments in the wrong year or section?? I have no fucking clue tbh; I thought I was paying it right but apparently not. BUT luckily the 2 payments I made were still under my name and social but they were unclaimed. I gave them a call to sort it out and got the 2 payments back to the balance of where it should’ve gone! I was firm to tell them I was already in a payment plan (I have them the 2 last dates on the other 2 payments I need to do) and we AGREED to stick by it. All is good, I thought I sorted it out. I got another letter confirming it and everything. Awesome!

Then yesterday I got YET another letter from the irs, basically they want me to pay the full remaining balance (aka: 3.5k) by AUGUST 28th of next month. So uh, I’m a little stressed out and anxious about that because idk about y’all but I literally do not have 3,500 dollars. IF I DID…I WOULD’VE PAID IT OFF.

So now I have to wait for the 4th to pass so I can give them a call and ask them why they decided to fully charge me the rest by that date instead of the payment plan we agreed on. If worst comes to worst; they’re going to tell me it’s all due on august with no exceptions. And if it is, I’m literally screwed. Because I do NOT have that kind of money.

Part of me wants to open comms but I literally can’t, my body will not handle that kind of pressure with what I already have on my shoulders. I would take like maybe 2 comms but I deadass doubt anyone would even pay 100 dollars for my art. It’s not that good enough unless it’s a comic and right now? I don’t wanna be doing comic comms. No way.

And what’s worse is that I haven’t paid for shipping on the other plush orders that are done (sun, moon and teddy Freddy and Gregory) as-well as gotten the bulk order on the keychain plushies finalized because the met amount hasn’t been reached yet. I honestly wanted to cry because I felt like a complete failure,

I am not nor will I ever use the money for shipping to make any other purchases than what they are intended for, that would be irresponsible of me to do so. That money was from you guys for me to ship your orders and that will NOT be touched.

My friends lightly suggested that I upped my princess on the plushies because they cost a lot more to produce and ship, and they’re right but if I charged more then they won’t be affordable and won’t make much sales, I’m thinking after the keychain plushies I should just go back to sticking with chains, pins and stickers. BUT what I will do is charge the keychain plushies from 30 to 40 dollars because I sold my blueberry plush for 40 so it’s only fair.

I wouldn’t be struggling too much if I knew what I was doing as a small business owner but since I’m new to it I practically don’t know what I’m doing. I’ve been suggested to look for other stuff that I can do for me to make a profit while not spending too much. And target stuff I know will sell well.

But right now? I gotta go as planned, so I am begging for help.

Please please let’s try to get the stuff on my shop sold out for me (if possible), you can share to whoever you want and purchase whatever you see of interest in my shop! And if you can leave a tip that’ll help a lot!

And if you can’t buy anything on my shop, that’s okay! You can also buy me a Kofi or two! ANYTHING helps!

I’m trying to prepare for the worst, I just hope that’s not the case but I’m deadass loosing my grip. so PLEASE PLEASE help me in any way you can if you want!

The goal for my stuff is to make others happen with stuff that I create, art is something I love to do and want to make a career out of, and your support would mean a lot! Thanks!

I’ll update y’all on what happens after I give the damn irs a call on Tuesday. In the meantime, im gonna try not to spiral. Links to my Kofi, Shop and even Paypal are down below! Thank you!

https://ko-fi.com/frechiiie/shop

https://ko-fi.com/frechiiie

https://www.paypal.me/Frecher

just got hit by a wave of what feels a lot like grief. i was so angry this morning, and i still am, but you know what this simply sucks. yeah that gandalf quote etc, but this really really sucks and we don’t deserve this. this isn’t punishment for our sins, and yeah there’s a laundry list of things liberals, leftists, democrats, feminists, etc could have done to better protect everyone going all the way back the 70s when the ERA failed to pass. but again, this isn’t punishment for our sins, we weren’t asking for it, we don’t secretly deserve it. this is and always has been an unprovoked attack by people who hate us just for existing. this has always been the case. as we prepare to fight AGAIN for rights that we deserve simply for being human, we have to remember. that we do not deserve this

It has just now occurred to me that what’s “visibly on the spectrum” is wildly different for autistic and allistic people. Most allistics don’t recognize autistic behavior (at all or anything more that weird/quirky) unless it impacts their ability to interface with an autistic person. That’s when allistics see someone as visibly on the spectrum. Other autistics can spot each other from a mile a way though over minor stuff.

For example every allistic I’ve ever worked with has told me “oh but you’re sooo good at socializing with people?!? I could neverrrr tell?!?!” If they learned I’m autistic.

However other autistic people meet me and are like: YOU. AUTISM.