Open To All & Any !! Please Give Me The Angst, I Need It, I Crave It !

open   to   all   &   any   !!   please   give   me   the   angst,   i   need   it,   i   crave   it   !

‘   you   mean   to   tell   me,   this   entire   time   .   .   .   you’ve   been   keeping   me   a   secret?   why?   ’   junghyun   was   well   aware   they   weren’t   exclusive,   but   to   be   hidden   as   if   the   other   is   ashamed   to   be   near   them,   now   that   was   painful,   excruciatingly   so.   ‘   please,   i   deserve   to   know   why   i’m   good   enough   to   fuck,   but   not   good   enough   to   know   your   friends?   are   we   not   friends?   ’

hearthseek​:

         ‘   i  have  noticed.   ’    nathan’s  words  were  soft  as  his  tone  also  had  a  warm  edge  to  it.  maybe  even  for  the  first  time.  not  many  people  took  the  time  out  to  actually  prepare  something  this  nice  to  him.  if  it  wasn’t  for  his  brother  or  best  friend,  there  would  be  no  one.  so  it’s  appreciated  that  seongmin  tried.     ‘   this  is  great.  don’t  order  the  pizza.   ’   nathan  said,  quickly  grabbing  him  by  the  wrist  to  stop  any  possible  movements  that  might  come  next.  the  mutant  looks  into  the  other’s  eyes  while  wearing  a  smile.  a  rare  sight  to  see.     ‘   we  can  just  cut  out  the  burnt  parts  and  eat  the  rest.  it  will  be  okay.   ’

when   his   wrist   is   tugged,   he   stops   completely   in   his   tracks   to   mee   the   gaze   of   nathan’s.   for   a   moment,   he’s   silent.   palms   sweat,   cheeks   cascading   a   rather   dark   shade   of   crimson.   it’s   not   tough   to   make   seongmin   blush,   or   flustered   like   this.   though   it   feels   different   when   it   is   due   to   the   latter.   ‘   um,   no,   no   it’s   okay!   don’t   worry   about   it.   it   won’t   hurt   my   feelings   too   much   if   we   toss   it   out.   ’   seongmin   feels   though,   that   this   is   not   an   option.   it’s   beyond   their   control   at   this   point,   so   instead   they   leave   the   steaks   on   the   cutting   board   and   reach   for   the   knives,   then   pauses.   ‘   actually,   maybe   .   .   .   maybe   you   should   cut   these?   or   perhaps,   guide   my   hands?   my   cognitive   abilities   are   quite   off,   i   might   tear   them   to   shreds.   ’   

visuals for days

wildwcmen​:

“if this is your way of saying that you want to date me, it’s a terrible way of going about it.” she exhales softly through her nose, the sound coming out as a quiet huff. the longer the conversation continues, the more she finds that she’s actually becoming offended. all of his insecurities and jealousy is starting to get on her nerves, and while in most situations she would try to help him through it, it’s different when it feels as though it’s all her fault. “so what if there is someone else? we aren’t dating, you’ve made that very clear, and after this little outburst of yours i wouldn’t want to date you in the first place. or do you just want to meet my friends so that you can sleep with one of them next? go ahead! you have my blessing.”

this   was   getting   way   out   of   hand,   so   far   out   of   reach   that   junghyun   couldn’t   grab   hold   of   the   situation   long   enough   to   backtrack.   when   he   was   angry,   it   was   hard   for   them   to   take   note   of   this   and   dial   it   back,   or   consider   the   fact   that   he   is   at   fault   and   his   words   are   hurtful.   it’s   not   that   he   doesn’t   care,   it’s   tunnel   vision,   something   he   himself   despises.   ‘   i   am   in   no   way   looking   to   date   you,   i   just   figured   you’d   want   to   maintain   that   aspect   of   friendship   we   had   prior   to   jumping   down   each   other’s   pants,   yeah?   ’   he   swallows   back   a   lump,   shaky   hands   stuffed   into   their   pockets.   this   was   not   going   to   end   well.   ‘   i   don’t   want   to   sleep   with   your   friends,   i   just   thought   it   was   a   normal   thing   to   do.   introduce   friends   to   friends,   and   hang   out?   but   by   all   means,   if   they   wish   to   fuck,   don’t   let   yourself   get   in   the   way.   i’ll   end   this,   here.   now.   ’   with   that,   he   turns   on   his   heels,   stepping   out   of   the   doorway,   cursing   himself   for   his   temper   and   need   to   destroy   anything   that’s   good   for   him.

˟   (   𝑮𝑰𝑭 𝑰𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑺   )    /   jung hoseok

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open   to   all   &   any   !!   

‘   i’m   not   very   good   at   cooking,   if   you   haven’t   noticed   .   .   .   ’   seongmin’s   voice   trails   off   and   he   laughs,   the   anxiety   that’s   been   building   in   the   pit   of   his   stomach   has   finally   toppled   over,   causing   him   to   accidentally   burn   the   steaks   he   had   been   trying   desperately   to   prepare   for   the   pair.   ‘   i   really   wanted   to   suprise   you,   since   you’re   always   busy   and   stressed,   and   i   know   normally   you   do   the   cooking   or   we   order   out,   but—   ’   a   sigh   falls   from   his   parted   petals   that   wrap   around   a   straw   that   he   begins   to   chew.   ‘   i’ll   just   order   the   pizza,   i’m   sorry.   ’