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EX hector fort
pairings: hector fort x fem!reader
warnings: nothing much other than swearing lol
summary: in which, hector makes it known that he wants his ex back…
face claim: ariana greenblatt
@ᴀᴅʀɪᴀɴᴀ_ᴍᴏᴏʀᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴘᴏꜱᴛᴇᴅ!
adriana_moore
liked by, marcguiu9, skaijackson, hctorforrt_ and 158,467 others
adriana_moore you fw this??
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user34 yesss ofc i do bby😩
user45 she’s so fine
rioloveee scared to comment
↳ adriana_moore scared to reply
rioloveee my bsf so fineeee😩
↳ adriana_moore ily girl🥲
user67 ugh i need her so badddd
user54 girl where is that shirt from
↳ adriana_moore vinted but the tag says
urban outfitters😚😚
madelynclinee i miss you pretty girl😩
↳ adriana_moore i miss u 2 love:(
user54 get back with hector
hctorforrt_ 😍😍
barcafan12 i miss her and hector
marcguiu9 bestie😽
↳ adriana_moore twin fr😽
↳ rioloveee she’s mine back off
user21 i want her life…
hctorforrt_ i fw you
↳ adriana_moore oh i know you do
↳ marcguiu9 📸📸
↳ user57 HELP WHAT???
↳ user78 he’s so desperate😭
↳ lamineyamal down bad
@ᴀᴅʀɪᴀɴᴀ_ᴍᴏᴏʀᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴘᴏꜱᴛᴇᴅ!
adriana_moore
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adriana_moore 🌊
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rioloveee FUCK IM IN LOVE WITH YOU😩
↳ adriana_moore STOP IT ILY.
adrianasgf why does she eat every timeee
lamineyamal lil sis🔥
liked by adriana_moore
user23 she’s so beautiful it’s crazy
hctorforrt_ joder extraño a mi niña bonita (fuck i miss my pretty girl)
↳ user25 WHATTT
↳ barcastan adriana is better than me i
would’ve folded…
↳ user59 if she don’t want him i’ll take him
↳ joaofelix69 @adriana_moore just take him
back😒
arianagrande girlll😍
↳ adriana_moore omg??? ily😟
user27 ok so why don’t i look like this🤨🤨
user70 what’s 4 x 2??😍
↳ adriana_moore bby idk i’m not good at
maths🥺🥺
↳ user37 girl😭😭😭
↳ user61 LMAOOO ATEEEE
christophersturniolo 😍
↳ hctorforrt_ leave?
↳ user72 OH?
tarayummy glowing✨
↳ adriana_moore just like u😚
hctorforrt_ mi bebé🖤
↳ user46 she don’t want you bruh💀💀
liked by adriana_moore
user87 i still don’t understand how hector
fumbled so bad…
↳ user13 FR
↳ hctorforrt_ biggest mistake of my life
user95 my wife
↳ hctorforrt_ MY wife…
↳ adrianastan this guy is DESPERATE
hctorforrt_ answer my dm
riooooo
(imessages)
today 2:40pm
UM GIRL???
hello👋
“hello👋”🤨🤨
so why is hector all over your
your comments???
it’s nothing new but he’s fr EXTRA obsessive today😟
bro idk and tbh idc
he’s history now
i have chris in my comments anyways😍
bro…
idc i’m still hopeful that you will get back with him
WHY.
that era is fr over
because you guys were so cuteee☹️
the way he looked at you, the way he spoke about
you, the way he just wanted to be around you all
the time😩
i’m a child of divorce and so are many others
but he was also a dick towards the end❤️
the arguing was just becoming too much
“answer my dm” istg if you haven’t answered it…
so about that😊
GIRL…
go NOW
seen at 3:01pm
hctorforrt_
(ig messages)
yesterday 3:47
hctorforrt_
↳ replied to your story: 😍
today 3:05
hctorforrt_
i miss you
seen at 3:06
hctorforrt_
bro come on…
seen at 3:06
hctorforrt_
tu me vuelves loco (you drive me crazy)
adriana_moore
entonces deja de enviarme mensajes
(then stop messaging me)
and stop commenting on my posts…
hctorforrt_
i can’t help it if you always look good
adriana_moore
what do you want
hctorforrt_
you
seen at 3:12
AUTHOR SPEAKS!
you guys like this??
i’ve also got a marc bernal book in mind so lmk if you guys want that✨
DOWN BAD marc guiu
pairings: marc guiu x fem!reader
summary: IN WHICH, marc is down bad…
warnings: swearing, nothing major!
face claim: rubi rose
@ʀɪʏᴀʜᴅᴀɢ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴘᴏꜱᴛᴇᴅ!
riyahdag
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riyahdag who you wish you were…
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alabamabarker girllll😍
↳ riyahdag ❤️
user08 this girl is a different kind of fine bro
user06 riyah just gimme ONE chance😩
sexyyred bae fine asf😮💨
↳ riyahdag i love u🥹
user23 one sniff is all i need🙏🙏🙏🙏
liked by riyahdag
↳ riyahdag yo this is CRAZY💀💀
user87 she aight ig, low-key mid…
↳ riyahdag just like ya mama
marcsgirlx we see you marc🌚
↳ user56 fr he think he slickkkk
↳ user78 it’s just a like??? shut up…
kylianmbappe france misses you riri🤍
↳riyahdag i’ll be back so ky😘
user64 she knows kylian?
↳ user47 mhm, she used to visit her dad
in france all the time when younger
@ʀɪʏᴀʜᴅᴀɢ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴘᴏꜱᴛᴇᴅ!
riyahdag
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riyahdag “mama you pretty wit no makeup” 😘
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user53 i need her so bad it’s not funny no more
user27 i’d let her spit in my mouth…
ayatanjali sisterrr😩
liked by riyahdag
user64 i just let out the loudest moan btw
barcagirl_ marc isn’t trying to hide it anymore
↳ user34 it’s sooo obvious he wants her
↳ user65 he’s always in her likes too!!!
user84 i lowkey ship her and marc
↳ user49 tbh who doesn’t atp they would
be soooo hot together
↳ user59 i agreeeee
kylianmbappe 😍
↳ riyahdag 😉❤️
user61 y’all her and marc will NEVER happen
↳ user76 bitch how do you know that…
↳ user61 bcs she doesn’t even follow him
back i don’t even think she’s aware of
his existence🌚🌚
kyliejenner prettiest girl in the world
↳ riyahdag *you are!!!
marcguiu9 😍
↳ user87 WHAT…
↳ barcagirlie i told y’all🤦🏽♀️
↳ marcsgf MARC GET OUT
↳ user75 my brain can’t function
pedri hate club
(ig messages)
pedri
kys
seen by all at 19:03
today
 marcguiu9
↳ sent a post by riyahdag
i can’t take it anymore
i need her so bad
she’s so beautiful
_ferminlopez
damn
who is that😮💨
marcguiu9
my future wife:)
hctorforrt_
🌚🌚
she’s bad
lamineyamal
i want herrr😩
marcguiu9
↳ lamineyamal: i want herrr😩
its past your bedtime…
lamineyamal
funny
just message her
you have a big following i’m sure she will reply
pedri
or not😄
pablogavi
so negative😟
don’t deflate his hopes
marcguiu9
it’s what he’s best at
and i am NOT messaging her😹😹
joaofelix79
why not????
pedri
because he’s 🐈⬛
marcguiu9
↳ joaofelix79: why not????
bro where tf did you come from
and because she’s too fine for me😩
and she’s american it just won’t work
with distance
paucubarsi
i thought she was dating mbappe🤨
marcguiu9
WHAT???
paucubarsi
he’s always commenting on her posts
but idk don’t take it from me🤷♂️
marcguiu9
i can’t breath
 bro i fumbled😞
hctorforrt_
there was nothing TO fumble🌚🌚
you have never talked to her.
lamineyamal
like i said
JUST MESSAGE HER.
marcguiu9
i definitely can’t message her now
we are playing madrid in two days
i can’t message his gf and play against him…
lamineyamal
says who😏
paucubarsi
you need help.
marcguiu9
immediately too…
pablogavi
↳ marcguiu9: i can’t message his gf and play against him…
what????
that is not his gf
they are just childhood friends, they visit each other from time to time
_ferminlopez
i just walked into marc’s house
he’s smiling like crazy at his phone
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BIG RIRI 🐈⬛. Follow
@riyahdag
who tf is “marc” and why y’all keep bringing him up in my comments???🤨
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AUTHOR SPEAKS!
i hate that tumblr only lets you add 10 pictures🌚
I just read 'for the first time’ and OMG!!
Im in love with the way you write, this fic is literally my new roman empire. Could i ask for a part 2? 💕💗
hi my love!!
i am actually in the middle of writing part 2, there was a bit of a delay as writers block reallyyyy hit me but i’m back now😝
part two will probably be up tomorrow or in 2 days<3
ULTRAVIOLENCE theodore nott
“i love you the first time
i love you the last time…”
- lana del rey
PAIRINGS: toxic!theodore nott x fem!reader
WARNINGS: use of y/n, she/her pronouns, very much angsty, smoking, toxic relationship and very much toxic theo, mentions of bruises, just want to make clear that i am not romanticising this type of “love” whatsoever!
SUMMARY: in which, she can’t get away from his “love”…
⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
THE COLD AIR of the dark, and starry sky hit her face as she stood in the astronomy tower with a cigarette placed between her lips, and her eyes slightly squinting as the wind was starting to become too much.
her face lacked emotion though, still keeping a straight face as she just stared at the scenery that was playing out before her.
she felt as the smoke entered her body. it was toxic, but she was used to toxic.
she wouldn’t describe the feeling as pleasurable but more of an intense, exhilarating feeling that made her feel like the smoke was carrying out her worries as it left her mouth.
she loved the feeling. she didn’t want to exhale the smoke, but she did. not because she wanted to, but because she had to.
the wind hitting against her red, purplish mark that rested on her arm was enough to make her shudder and wince in slight pain.
her eyes finally ripped away from the outside world, bringing all her attention back to the reality of what was really happening.
she blankly stared at the mark.
a dangerous, yet loving reminder that somebody was there with her.
a reminder that she was loved.
after all, she felt herself wanting to be loved more than she wanted to be alive.
the mark was fresh, unlike her love which was slowly becoming old and outdated to her.
but she still stayed.
for the past five days, night was the only time of the day she found herself taking off her jumper and exposing her painted arm. she knew she would get judged or questioned, but that’s not what she wanted.
she knew that people wouldn’t understand that to her, these marks were symbols of love. a reminder that he still cared about her, providing a feeling that she had always longed for.
acceptance.
for the longest time. she had felt like an outsider in her own life. but when theo came along, he made her feel something. he made her feel special.
she knew it was wrong.
she knew that this type of love that they had going on was not the right way to go. yet every time she expressed her doubts to him, he would just pull her closer, wrap his arms around her and reassure her that he loved her.
and of course, she gave in.
and it wasn’t only because she loved him so dearly, it was because he provided a sense of security and reassurance that nobody had ever offered to her.
she wanted so badly to cry and let some emotion out but over time, she had taught herself how to conceal that very well.
he never liked it when she cried.
he claimed that she was “too pretty to cry”, and that she should never cry in front of him.
so like a fool in love, she obeyed.
she made sure that he never saw the water that would constantly threaten to slip from her dark eyes. but for now, she was all alone.
so instead of doing her usual routine of sucking it up, she let them fall. a small sigh of relief leaving her mouth when doing so as her tears began to ruin the mascara that was perfectly applied to her face.
a sigh escaped her mouth, the feeling of the tears rolling down her cheek were refreshing, like something she had never felt before.
she brought her cigarette back up to her mouth, her hands slightly shaking as she was beginning to feel overwhelmed by the “sudden” wave of sadness entering her body.
she felt so lonely in such a busy world, this was a feeling that was always with her since she first became a teenager.
she watched as the smoke that escaped her mouth now blew away freely into the air, staring at it with envy. she was jealous of how free the smoke was, unlike her who felt trapped in a place that was supposed to provide her “freedom”.
the sudden sound of footsteps was what immediately silenced her, scaring her from turning around in case it was a professor.
i mean, God forbid it was Snape who found her.
but it wasn’t.
instead, she recognised the footsteps.
she slowly turned her head to the side, using her peripheral view to see exactly who it was. theodore.
her eyes remained on him as he walked closer and closer to her, her mouth slowly going agape as she waited to see what he would do or say.
“y/n…” he began.
his voice. his oh so soft voice that made her fall even more in love with him than when she first met the boy two years ago. his voice lured her in for a quick second, making her feel everything she would feel for him whenever he would hold her tight and reassure her that he loved her, even after doing her dirty most times.
“i’ve been looking for you everywhere.” he continued as he was getting even closer. but y/n just stared at him, quickly getting out of whatever trance he had put her in unknowingly.
the girl watched as he got closer. she suddenly dropped her cigarette on the floor before backing away from the boy who just kept approaching her, “get the fuck away from me.” she harshly spat, forced to use her inside voice as she didn’t want to get caught out here, especially with a boy after hours.
“woah, calm down princess…” he said in attempts to calm her down as he stared at her. his eyes dropped down to her arm and the painted bruise that laid on it, “i’m not gonna hurt you.” he reassured her, trying to reach his arms out to her but she rejected.
“you already did.” she said sternly.
she took a moment to look at him, admiring how the moon reflected on his carefully crafted features that were just so beautiful. her breaths became a little shaky, his eyes glistened as he looked at the girl and the state that she was in.
but she didn’t care about how he viewed her at that moment, she just wanted him gone.
“so don’t try to fucking touch me.” she said harshly, resulting in theo to slowly furrow his eyebrows.
“me, hurt you?” he asked in a condescending tone as he walked closer and closer to her. but y/n continued to back further away from him, not wanting to be anywhere near him.
the feeling of her back hitting a stone wall causing her breathing to fault as she knew that that he was going to use this to his advantage. she could’ve sworn she saw a small smirk appear on his face, one that quickly disappeared once he finally reached her.
his cold, cold eyes looked down at her, taking in her beauty that was to die for. his eyes scanned all over her face, the bright moonlight showing every single minute detail that captivated him the moment he first saw her.
y/n knew he was staring. she could feel his harsh gaze on her, but she had her head turned to the side, avoiding him as her breaths were shaky and a few tears rolled down her face.
she knew what the consequences would be if she even glanced at him. it was a cycle. she’d fall into his obvious trap, he’d hold her close and whisper sweet lies in her ear, then they would be together the next day just to break up again days later.
“i would never hurt you y/n.” he muttered as his low eyes remained on her, staying focused on the tears that freely rolled down her cheeks.
y/n nearly scoffed at his words, but she chose to stay silent. she didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of her reaction because he lied.
after all, it was what he did best.
his cold, cold eyes stayed glued to her features, his attention drawing to the tears that rolled down her cheeks. he brought his hand up to her jaw, grabbing onto it with a little bit of pressure.
she shivered.
his touch feeling so comfortable, yet so unsettling to her.
he wasted no time in turning her head over to him, forcing her to look at his face. his low eyes analysed her face as the bright moonlight reflected on her beauty face. he just looked a her while she stood there, her breaths even becoming shaky as her mouth was left slightly agape.
“so beautiful mi amore.” he muttered, his eyes flickering down to her beautifully full and succulent lips.
“your so pretty when you cry,” he added. his thumb found its way to her cheek, wiping the tears off of her cheek.
“but you know i hate it when you do…” theo spoke in a quiet voice.
his voice.
his voice sounded like a melody that made her want to listen to it over again. his soft, yet assertive voice was what caught her in the obvious trap that he had set out. she found herself staring deeply into his eyes, like a lost puppy. his beautiful eyes made her heart skip a beat as his gaze was so comforting.
silence found its way between the two, the only thing audible being the loud winds that hurled.
her eyebrows furrowed at just feeling of his thumb grazing her cheek slowly, she brought her hand up and wasted no time in removing his thumb.
“i-i can’t keep doing this.” said y/n as she shook her head, she knew how it would all end if she stayed and she wasn’t ready for that outcome.
“we aren’t good for each other.” she mumbled out truthfully, but theo just furrowed his eyebrows at her words. she looked away from him, avoiding his intoxicating, yet addictive gaze.
“why?” he simply asked, removing his hands from her jaw before brining it down to her waist. his touch brought her butterflies, a feeling that she knew she shouldn’t of been feeling.
but she couldn’t help it.
the feeling of his fingertips against her skin brought back many memories, good and bad. the nostalgia of how good he’d make her feel while inside of her, whispering in her ear that she was beautiful, or that she was all he ever wanted. but memories of how he’d harshly grab her, or how she’d roughly push him away from her came rushing back.
“can’t you see that we’re perfect together?” he asked her as he stepped even closer to her body, “we can’t ruin this my love.” he muttered.
his words ran through her mind. the thing was, they weren’t perfect. far from it even.
y/n felt her self going crazy.
she was tired. tired of feeling drained, tired of waiting for him to change, tired of feeling utterly dehumanised, and tired of feeling fucking crazy whenever she was around him.
if it was love, she wouldn’t of felt this agonising feeling when with him, if it was love she wouldn’t of constantly looked at him with disgust, if it was love she wouldn’t of had these marks all over her. but she was afraid to leave him, afraid as this was truly the only “love” she knew.
“no…” she mumbled quietly as she looked at him, “this isn’t love.” she spoke, motioning her hands between them both. theo just looked down at her, his hand remaining on her waist as his expression just stayed emotionless.
his once comforting touch now felt sour, she quickly pushed him off of her causing him to slightly stumble back.
“what the f-” “shut the fuck up theo…” she harshly spat, her eyes filled with disgust as she looked him up and down.
“i-i can’t keep doing this… i can’t keep waiting for you to finally see me and treat me like a human.” she expressed, “you don’t care about me theo, you never did.” she added.
theo let out a small sigh, “i do care about-” “just shut up, please”.
“your an awful person theo, i just hope you realise that someday.” she said truthfully, but theo just rolled his eyes at her words as he was used to hearing that.
his eyebrows furrowed as he walked closer to the girl once more, y/n just watched him. she watched him keep his eyes on her with this dark, eerie aura which strongly radiated from him.
“but you don’t say that when we’re alone together.” he muttered, his body basically against hers as he looked down at her. her soft beat was all he could feel against his chest, something that he was used to hearing and breaking.
“when my hands are all over you,” he continued lowly as his eyes now scanned her body.
“or even when i’m inside-” “that’s enough.” she quietly spoke as she dropped her eyes to her feet, but the seriousness in her tone was enough to make him shut up.
“i don’t deserve this. i deserve a love that’s pure, deep, a-and passionate. not this.” she said before looking back up at him, who was already staring.
theo let out a breathy laugh, his perfect teeth being exposed as a smile rested on his face.
“and who will give you that?” he asked her as his smile dropped, “hm?” he continued, waiting for an answer to drop out of her mouth. her words were practically a joke to him.
“all the other boys waiting for you to disappear.” she quickly replied, and she wasn’t lying.
she really did have a lot of boys trying to get to her but the only thing holding her back was theo. it didn’t help that everyone knew how possessive he got with her, causing every man to avoid her like the plague.
his eyes spent a moment scanning her perfect face, a confused expression on his face even though nothing had been said.
he suddenly lifted his hands and brought them to her face, his large hands cupped her cheeks as his thumb slowly grazed her soft skin. his eyes were constantly flicking between her lips and eyes, licking his lips before opening his mouth to talk.
his hands were soft, like butter.
it was a feeling that she had always loved against her skin, it felt so comforting to her.
“go ahead, nobody’s stopping you.” he said cooly, “but when each of them start to randomly disappear, don’t get shocked sweetheart.” he told her coldly.
his face was serious, a face and tone that she was extremely familiar with.
“no one will ever love you like i do my love.” he mumbled, slightly distracted as his attention was really just on her.
“and even if they try to…” he began, “i’ll blow their brains out, no hesitation.” he said with a straight face.
his tone was collected, almost as if he hasn’t said the most incriminating thing ever.
she wanted so badly to freak out over his words, but part of her felt flattered over his obsessive tendencies. maybe she felt this way because it was him who was talking, or maybe it was because of how protected he made her feel, or maybe it was the fact that being loved harshly was the only type of love she knew and was actually good at.
now here she was, a conversation that began with a determined y/n was now slowly disintegrating into her melting into his hands like putty.
but aside from that, she tried to hide how she felt by letting an expression of disgust rest on her face. she didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of seeing her fold this fast.
“why can’t you just leave me alone? aren’t you tired of this, constantly trying to chase me?” she questioned, “your pathetic.” she spat.
“because when will you get it through your thick head that you don’t need anybody else but me?” he asked her, his tone was harsh as he furrowed his eyebrows and waited for an answer.
his expression suddenly softened as his eyebrows relaxed, “i see you with another man then i’ll kill you and whoever it is.” he said calmly.
“you wouldn’t even try.” she said bluntly, but theo only let out a laugh, not really buying whatever act she was trying to keep up.
“you know how bad i can get…” he said, his bottom lip finding its way between his teeth as he began to think about the different ways he’d punish her for her actions.
“you’re mine.” he continued.
those words were so simple, yet effective.
she knew it was a lie. she knew that he was full of shit half of the time, but it was something about him that kept dragging her back to him. she was so embarrassed to admit how dumb she looked continuously going back to him but she couldn’t explain it.
he was like a deadly drug that she was constantly drawn to, addictive.
he slight leaned his head down, his succulent lips making its way to her cheeks as they kissed them softly. he wasted no time in moving his hands from her cheeks down to her waist as he began to move his kisses down to her neck, becoming harsher, and harsher.
his lips were soft. sometimes cold, sometimes warm but that never distracted her from the fact that every time she kissed him or felt his lips attach to her body, she would have this dizzy feeling take over her system. she even felt it at that moment.
his kisses feeling like true love, a feeling that she always felt when with him but just hated to admit it to anyone, and even herself because she knew that what they had was far from it.
y/n stared blankly ahead of her, too ashamed to feel any pleasure from his sweet sensations of love.
she wanted to deny him so bad but she couldn’t, she was addicted to this man and there was no turning back.
AUTHOR SPEAKS!
it’s low-key been a while, but i was just trying to focus on some drafts.
i’m aware that people want a part two of “for the first time” which i really wasn’t expecting. i have been trying to think of a part two but writers block hit me harddd, but there will be one dw!!

Not a question, but your writing is just💋🤌🏼
omggg thank you so much🥹🥹
FOR THE FIRST TIME theodore nott
PAIRINGS: theodore nott x hufflepuff!reader
WARNINGS: fluff fluff fluff, use of she/her pronouns!, i used all lower caps.
SUMMARY: in which, the usual womaniser finds himself in love with a girl who doesn’t even know his name…
“ITS JUST LIKE SEEING HER,
FOR THE FIRST TIME,
AGAIN…”
“The first time you caught my eye
it was not love at first sight.
Instead a quiet curiosity was
planted in my chest and i knew
it was only a matter of time before
you sunk beneath my bones and
nurtured this deep seated familiarity
into a love so fierce that
i would question if i had
ever been in love before”.
THOSE WERE THE words that theo scribbled down in his journal as he sat in the middle of the courtyard amongst other students on the hot and surprisingly toasty day in Hogwarts. he finally dropped the pencil in his hand as his eyes averted back over to the sight before him, y/n.
theo wasn’t normally one for poetry but ever since the first time he had ever saw her, it was all he could think about.
he found himself in a never ending cycle of writing, constantly writing his feelings and thought down whenever she crossed his mind which was all the time.
it was like she had unknowingly helped him discover a part of himself that he was unaware of.
his gaze stuck to her face that was glowing due to the sun hitting her perfect caramel skin. she sat peaceful on the green grass with a big book opened in her hands, one that seemed to capture all of her attention.
his eyes then traveled down to her hands, her hands that were decorated with multiple rings and her wrists that wore a few bracelets.
she wore a sleeveless v-neck jumper on top of a long sleeved shirt as her yellow tie was tied perfectly. she wore two necklaces which hung and rested against his the tie.
he watched as the slight breeze in the air blew into her brown, perfectly curly, and volumed hair which also had a sunflower tucked into the side of her hair slightly matching her yellow, Hufflepuff tie. he wanted so badly to talk to her, to get to know her, to be near her, but he instead found himself gawking from afar and silently hoping that she would at least turn and look his way.
but wether he talked to her or not, even him just being able to look at her was enough to fuel his slight obsession with the girl.
she was special.
she was like the coffee he needed to energise him in the morning, or even the warmth he needed on a cold and gloomy day.
she was the sunshine that could light up any dark room.
with every minute he spent staring at her, he grew even more curious by the second. he wanted to know everything about her.
he wanted to know why she always wore that one bracelet, why she always seemed to read books published by the same author, why she always played with her hair while reading or even why she always came to the courtyard alone at the same time everyday and sat at the same spot too.
he was intrigued by her, she was different.
he didn’t want to say it in a corny way, but she wasn’t like all the other girls in Hogwarts. she kept to herself, had friends but never minded being alone, was always sweet to everyone, and didn’t care how others viewed her.
classic Hufflepuff.
if you had asked him a year ago today if he thought a hufflepuff would ever had him feeling this way, he probably would’ve laughed in your face. what made it worse was that he was presented with so many chances to go and talk to the girl but instead, he froze up and got lost in all of the words that he wanted to say which was nothing like him.
it was like she had casted an irreversible spell that only pulled him closer and closer to her.
“are you okay?” a voice suddenly spoke, causing him to break from his deep gaze.
he looked away from the girl and looked up which finally revealed mattheo, “oh- yeah, yeah!” he spoke as he cleared his throat and silently hoped that his slight infatuation with the girl wasn’t too obvious to his best friend.
mattheo furrowed his eyebrows as he looked down at his friend who was sat alone, “really? cause if you ask me, it looks like little miss Hufflepuff has you distracted…” he spoke with a small smirk.
“what? no!” theo quickly denied as he jerked his head back at his friends’ words.
matteheo took a moment to look down at the notebook that was sat on theo’s lap as he took notice to all the words written down that he struggled to read due to how far it was, “and what is this?” he asked as he suddenly knelt down to pick up the notebook, and got back up on his feet.
a sudden feeling of panic took over theo’s body as he hadn’t told anybody about his recent passion for poetry that was fuelled due to y/n.
“the first time you caught my eye it was love at first sight,” mattheo began as he read out of theo’s notebook. theodore was quick to stand up in attempts to grab the notebook from his friends’ hand but failed as mattheo continuously swerved his attempts.
“i knew it was only a matter of time before you sunk beneath my bones?” mattheo continued with a surprised tone at what he was hearing.
he had never heard theodore speak ever so passionately before.
“into a love so fierce-” “give me that!” theo interrupted his words as he finally grabbed the notebook from him.
his cheeks were tinted with a light red pigment as a small feeling of embarrassment grew inside of his system.
“your in love?” mattheo spoke with a laugh, “your in love with a hufflepuff?” he continued.
theo rolled his eyes at his words, “can you stop?” he spoke with an irritated tone.
“she’s more than that…” he began, “she’s special, s-she’s like a breath of fresh air in a world filled with copies of each other.” he spoke, his words filled with love as he brought his gaze back to y/n.
her peaceful presence finally bringing back that safe feeling in the pit of his stomach.
mattheo just stood there with his mouth slightly agape, realisation finally taking over him. his friend wasn’t just in love, he was deeply in love.
“wow… it’s worse than i thought, your infatuated nott.” mattheo said in a shocked tone.
he took a moment to look at theo, who put his head down in defeat as his friend uncovered his hidden feelings.
there was a reason as to why he had never told his friend about his liking towards the girl and it was simply because, he wasn’t used to it.
he wasn’t used to liking somebody, at all.
he wasn’t used to constantly thinking about somebody every single moment of the day, or having your heart beat faster at not only the sight of them, but the sound of their name. he wasn’t used to only being happy if he saw a certain someone, or not being able to sleep because of somebody disrupting his thoughts. he just wasn’t used to any of it.
he thought that y/n was just another girl that he would’ve liked for at least two days then gotten over her but no, the past three weeks of non-stop thoughts about her made it clear that it was more than just a crush and that he had to talk to her.
at first he was a little mad at the innocent girl as he wanted to know if she had put a spell over him, but he realised it was all him.
he craved her.
“why don’t you go talk to her, i mean you are theodore n-” “no!” theodore quickly interrupted his friend.
just the thought of her even looking at him made his nerves come to play.
mattheo took a moment to analyse his friends’ body language before letting out a loud laugh, “there’s no way,” he began, “are you… nervous?” he laughed out.
theo rolled his eyes due to it probably being mattheo’s tenth time laughing at him.
“i-i’m not, i just don’t know what i’d say to her.” he explained himself, “since when have you had trouble talking to girls nott? your clearly nervous.” mattheo laughed a little more before stopping.
“you know what?” mattheo spoke which caused theo to listen, “your gonna go over there and just speak whatever comes to mind.” he said.
theodore’s eyes widened at his words, he wasn’t prepared to even be near the girl let alone talk to her.
“what? no i’m not-” his words were interrupted by mattheo who grabbed the boys’ arm and began pulling him towards where the girl was peacefully sat, “yes you are!” mattheo spoke, simply ignoring the boy who was trying to rebel and pull away from his strong hold.
“no i’m not, now fuck off!” theo spoke harshly as he began using his strength to try and pull away but mattheo wasn’t having it.
“yes you are!” mattheo protested as he let go of theo before giving him one final strong push, pushing him right in front of the girl and causing him to drop his notebook onto the floor.
the commotion and sudden figure blocking her from the sun was enough to make y/n finally bring her head up from her book, she looked up to find the brunette boy staring right at her which slightly had her confused.
he looked a little anxious, as if he had been scared.
an awkward smile took over the girls’ face, “um, hello…” she said hesitantly as he did come from nowhere, “can i help you or?…” she continued.
but theo just stood there, like an idiot.
what am i doing, say something. he told himself mentally as he knew how stupid he looked, this was seriously unlike him.
“uhh, i-um,” he muttered out, “no!” he finally spat out as he finally moved out of his frozen state that he was once in before.
and there it was. the usually cool, and laid-back theodore nott was not tripping over his words and struggling on how to even form a sentence.
“oh…” y/n spoke, not really knowing what to tell him as she just continued to look up at him.
her eyes left his as she began to look at the grass, noticing a random, and unfamiliar notebook beside her.
“is this yours?” she asked him before she picking it up, “um yeah.” theo nervously spoke.
just then, y/n’s eyes scanned the page that was open. she quickly realising that it was a poem, her eyes lit up as she looked back at him.
“wait, did you write this?” she asked him as she stared right at him, waiting for a response.
theo’s eyes grew wide at the fact that she looked at the poem that he had made about her, his heart beats sped up due to a little embarrassment.
“y-yeah, but i’m not really a writer so-” “are you kidding me? i love poems!” she exclaimed, interrupted his words.
she took a moment to look a with a wide smile, the smile that made him want to melt.
“why don’t you sit down?” she offered which made him become shocked, “i mean unless you don’t want to then-” “no of course i do!” he suddenly spoke before walking a little closer to her, kneeling down, and sitting right next to her on the grass.
theo turned around and took a moment to look at the girl, this was the closest he had ever been to her and definitely the longest, and the first time, he had ever talked to her.
he took a good and long look at the girl, she was even prettier when closer.
her shoulder lengthened curls captured her face perfectly as they were as healthy as ever, she had a few small brown freckles on her face which is something he had never gotten to notice until now, he also didn’t notice how high her cheekbones were either. her full straight eyebrows were what made her face even more perfect as her almond shaped eyes topped her look off. his eyes then flickered to her her full, succulent lips which were as soft as ever. to top things off, her beautiful skin glowed ever so gently as the sun bounced off her face.
she was perfect… no, ethereal.
her smell too, she smelled addictive.
her sweet vanilla, tonka bean, red berries and mandarin scent was what drew the boy crazy. it made him want to be near her forever and ever.
“do you mind if i read this?” she asked him nicely before turning around and looking him looking him right into his eyes, “uh, sure.” he spoke as he quickly got out of whatever trance he was in.
it wasn’t like she would know it was about her anyways, he thought to himself.
y/n’s eyes went down the page as she read the poem, his writing style completely had her drawn as if it were written about her.
“oh my gosh, this is so beautifully written.” she complimented as she still looked at the notebook, she couldn’t believe how well he had managed to portray his feelings onto the paper.
she turned to look at him, “i-i mean, you sunk beneath my bones and nurtured this deep seated familiarity into a love so fierce? beautiful.” she recited his words as she continued to stare at him, impressed by how poetic he was.
theo’s eyes widened at her sudden compliments, he felt his cheeks heat up.
“thank you…” he muttered as a small smile came across his face, “who is this about?” she suddenly asked him.
theodore cleared his throat, “um, p-pardon?” he nervously asked even though he had heard her perfectly, he was just caught up by her question and did not know what to say.
a smile took over the girls’ face as she let out a breathy laugh, God that smile…
“i said, who is this about? i mean it’s so deep, there has to be someone because this isn’t something you can just make up…” she explained to him, and she was right. there was somebody who had inspired him to make the poem and it was her.
but he couldn’t tell her that.
how was he meant to explain to her that he wrote her a whole love poem, and many more, that a wife’s own husband could probably never make up if he tried.
how could he explain that for the past three weeks, she had been running endlessly through his mind?
how could he explain that every time he saw her, it felt like seeing her for the first time again?
how could he explain that in a world full of chaos, she was the peace in his presence?
he felt himself choke up due to nerves, he really did not know what to say to her. he was confused. he was confused on how this girl had so much power over him without even realising.
“a girl.” he managed to finally spit out, “it’s um, it’s about this girl.” he continued.
his eyes wandered her perfectly crafted face before opening his mouth to speak some more, “there’s this one girl who is beautiful. s-she’s sweet, kind and has been stuck in my mind almost everyday.” he spoke, “but the thing is… i haven’t talked to her yet”.
y/n furrowed her eyebrows, “well if you haven’t spoken to her before, then how do you know she’s all of those things?” she questioned curiously.
“because for three weeks i’ve been sat there like an idiot gawking at her, watching her interact with others instead of being a man and attempting to talk to her.” he explained, “there’s just something about her, she’s absolutely perfect.” he rambled on.
a smile that spread on her face exposed her pearly whites to him, “sounds like your in love!” she said excitedly.
“why can’t you just try and speak to her?” she asked curiously.
theo chucked as he brought his head down before bringing back up and look at her again, “because she makes me nervous, and i never get nervous around girls.” he said.
“but she’s different… she’s not like the rest of them, she’s even better.” he said as he was now getting lost in her beautiful brown eyes that seemed to have more colour due to the sun, “s-she’s special.” he muttered as he dropped his eyes to her lips.
it took everything in him to not just take her in his arms and give her the biggest hug ever, but he stopped himself.
y/n examined the boy and his body language, it was really no secret that he was in love. she had seen many of her friends fall in love so she was pretty good at detecting when somebody was undergoing symptoms of the contagious disease of love.
just as she was about to respond to his words, a voice interrupted her words.
“y/n? y/n!” a voice spoke causing them both to turn their heads, revealing a blonde girl in hufflepuff uniform that theo had recognised from one of his classes, her name was scarlett.
“oh hi scar!” y/n exclaimed happily, her eyes lighting up as she saw her dearest friend.
“i’ve been looking for you everywhere, everyone has!” she said excitedly as she got closer to the duo sitting down on the grass.
“we need to go, it’s girls night tonight and we need to start getting ready remember?” scarlett reminded her friend which caused y/n to gasp, “oh my goodness, how could i forget?” y/n questioned herself.
she grabbed her tote bag and shoved her book in there before standing up. scarlett held her hand out, which y/n took happily and began to walk with her.
however, y/n’s movements came to a halt.
theo watched as y/n mumbled a few words to her friend before turning back around and making her way back over to him, causing him to smile a little.
“i’m so sorry, i never got your name.” she spoke, “so incredibly rude of me.” she rambled on which only caused theo to look up at her and smile due to how cute she was.
his was also slightly shaken at the fact that she really didn’t know who he was, he believed that he had made quite the reputation for himself so it shocked him.
he stood up from the ground, his tall frame now meaning that she was the one looking up at him.
“theodore, theodore nott.” he informed her, holding his hand out in hopes that she didn’t deny his request.
his nerves died down as she accepted his request and shook his hand, “i’m happy i met you theo.” she smiled. her smooth hands felt like something he had been missing his whole life.
“wait can i call you that?” she asked frantically, she didn’t want to offend somebody she had just met.
theodore smiled at how cute she was being in that moment, “of course you can… you can call me whatever you want.” he said, slightly regretting what he last said as he didn’t want to embarrass himself even though it was probably too late.
but y/n just let out a laugh. not one that was degrading, but one that made him realise that she found what he said funny which honestly calmed him down.
y/n finally let his hand go before giving him a heart warming smile and walking off as he just stood their and watch her skip over to her friend with a smile planted on his face.
“you see, now that wasn’t hard was it?” mattheo asked his friend cockily as he came out from his hiding spot behind the tree.
but theo didn’t hear him.
instead, he continued to watch the girl walk further, and further away as his stomach did somersaults.
poem made by: Lyra Wren
border creds: @animatedglittergraphics-n-more
AUTHOR SPEAKS! i kind of based this off of an unpublished draft so if i post something familiar to this, it’s cause i described the character in the same way as the draft
i hope you guys enjoyed this though!!
JUST THE TWO OF US theodore nott
PAIRINGS: theodore nott x slytherin!reader
WARNINGS: smoking, nothing too serious
SUMMARY: in which, it’s just the two of them after curfew…
THE GREAT LAKE, also known as “the black lake”. it was a large body of water that everybody knew about but nobody dared to swim in. well, everyone but y/n. for her, the lake was a way to escape from the realities of the harsh world, she loved having some time to herself.
y/n stood amongst the bodies of water, she stood there with her naked body as she watched the sun go down. a sense of ease and relaxation taking over her entire body as if it was medicine that helped cure whatever illness she had.
the pressures of juggling school, life, and her thoughts seemed to have disappeared. this was what life was about to her.
it was about being able to take time out of your day and do what you love. and although she wasn’t allowed to be here and definitely not at this time, she didn’t care for the rules.
she took one last look at the scene of the orange and pink sky before diving into the lake and swimming. the water was almost refreshing on her skin as she felt it moisturise her perfect features.
she spent at least five minutes swimming before she grew tired. she brought her head back up to the surface, closing her eyes and taking in a deep breath of the fresh oxygen in the air.
“you shouldn’t be here l/n.” a familiar voice spoke, causing y/n to look up and realise who it was.
theodore nott.
the boy that every girl wanted. well, accept y/n.
and that was what pulled him closer to her. he spent the last year trying to get the girls attention but she just never looked at him, or even bothered to mutter a word to him. also, it wasn’t a secret that y/n was gorgeous. she had every boy in Hogwarts practically on their knees for her but just like how she treated theo, she never paid any mind to their existence and their pathetic attempts to impress her.
“well why not?” she spoke. she tilted her head to the side as she stared right at him, her voice loud as he was stood a little far from her at the dry land.
the water was now warm to her in comparison to when she first dived in, it was cold and unbearable then but now, she wanted to stay in the water forever.
“well for starters, it’s well past curfew. how’d you even get out?” he ask with a confused tone, the girl never failed to surprise him.
"don't worry about that." she told him, “why don’t you come in nott, your not shy are you?” she spoke in a teasing tone with her eyebrows furrowed and she stared at him.
theo suddenly grew quiet at her question, he truly didn’t know what to say and was sure as hell not going to open his mouth either. her expression soon changed as a seductive smile appeared on his face to show that she was just playing with him.
“i’m just playing with you nott, loosen up a little.” she spoke as she broke the silence between them, “i’m gonna get out anyways, my muscles are getting tired.” she continued before swimming black closer to the land that theo was stood on.
theo watched as the girl got up from the water, her naked body now visible to his bare eyes as he watched her shake her hair, lean her head back, and glide her hands against her wet hair in order to remove as much water as she can. his mouth was slowly agape as he watched the scene play out in front of him, it was as if everything was moving in slow motion. his cigarette found its way back into his mouth as he let the toxic smoke fill his lungs, he watched in awe as the girl played with her dark, luscious hair.
as time passed, he had grown rather intrigued at how peaceful the girl seemed amongst this scenery. he began to wonder if he should’ve even stepped foot into what was clearly her comfort zone. his low eyes carefully travelled down her perfectly crafted body as if it was his last time ever seeing her again. he was fascinated with all her curves and every single inch of her body.
he watched as she carefully put her school uniform back on her body. she had slipped her short skirt on and longsleeve shirt on that she had left unbuttoned at the top, her slytherin tie was lazily tied as she really didn’t bother who saw her since everybody except theo and her were in their rooms.
his eyes stayed glued to her as he watched her walk closer, and closer to him. the smoke that was just in his mouth, found it’s way out as he slightly parted his lips, permitting it to exit and make its way to y/n’s face.
she was now stood in front of him.
she took a moment to scan his face. her head was tilted to the side as she first examined his soft hair, then his ever so low eyes, her eyes then made its way to his nose. everything about the man that she rarely ever paid attention to was so perfect.
meanwhile, theo was feeling the pressure.
he out of nowhere had the Hogwarts IT GIRL extremely close to him, examining his face as he could feel her light breaths against his soft skin. he felt his heart skip a beat as the nerves began to take over his system. at that moment, he knew that the students of Hogwarts weren’t being dramatic when they said that “her presence alone was truly enough to make you forget your own name”.
her eyes then finally flickered down to the boys’ soft lips and the cigarette that was placed in between them. y/n didnt hesitate to bring her hand up to the cigarette, and removing it from his lips with her fingers. theo watched as she licked her lips before putting the cigarette stick in between her own.
her eyes went from his lips to his eyes as she wasted no time in inhaling the toxic smoke. her eyes stayed on his as she felt that familiar feeling in her lungs, a feeling that brought back many memories for her.
y/n let the feeling linger in her body for a few more seconds before finally exhaling and letting the smoke find its way to theo’s face, to which he didn’t react. a smile crept onto the girls’ face s she watched the scene play out, satisfied with what she had just done.
“i- um, i didn’t know you smoked.” theo finally spoke, breaking the comfortable silence between them, “i guess you don’t know a lot about me theo.” she replied.
the girl turned her gaze from theo, to the scenery surrounding them. she looked to make sure that nothing was creeping or lurking through the wooded and isolated area.
“why are you out here?” she asked him as she looked back at him, his fluffy hair blew as the wind passed them both.
“did you follow me or something pretty boy?” she asked him while furrowing her eyebrows, “what? no!” he quickly replied as he blew out more smoke from his mouth.
“i saw you sneaking out, i just had to make sure you didn’t get lost, or kidnapped.” he justified himself, a smile plastered on y/n’s face.
“so your telling me that Hogwarts playboy cares about me?” she asked with slight sarcasm evident in her tone, “wow, i am truly flattered”.
a laugh escaped the boys’ mouth at her words. as his laughter died down, he took a moment to appreciate how the moonlight lit up her face. she looked beautiful.
“playboy huh, who told you that?” he asked her as he slightly furrowed his eyebrows, “a handful of girls actually.” she simply answered a she tilted her head to the side.
“i didnt take you as someone who listened to what others said, it’s all bullshit.” he stated.
y/n tilted her head back, she stayed silent for a few seconds as she lightly bit her lip and quickly scanned her eyes over his perfect face.
“you don’t have to lie theodore.” she began, “it’s just the two of us, you can always tell me the truth.” she spoke in an endearing tone.
his breath hitched as their chests almost touched. she just stood their, letting her beauty captivate, and manipulate him. she continued to keep her eyes glued on him, his silence was pleasure to her as she could most definitely sense his nerves.
a smirk found it’s way to the boys’ face, “well you can always find out for yourself.” he suggested.
y/n smiled at his words, exposing her perfect, straight teeth.
“correct me if i’m mistaken, but it sounds like your offering a date?” she asked him, to which he nodded. she slightly taken aback by his confidence. i mean, she had heard all about his confidence and cockiness, but she had never seen it happen firsthand.
his cigarette rested between his lips as he really just appreciated the moment that they had away from everyone else. her glistening, almond shaped eyes looked up at his which made him swear that he felt his heart beat even faster.
all of a sudden, y/n let out a small chuckle.
he stared at her with confusion all over her face, did i mess up or something? he asked himself.
“that was cute theodore,” she began, “but if you seriously think it’s that easy to get a hold of me, you must actually be as cocky as people tell me you are.” she continued.
her words took him by surprise as he had never encounter a girl like her, someone who actually rejected him.
“i love the way your hair looks though.” she casually said, her hand reaching up to his hair and ruffling it before taking her hand away, grabbing his cigarette from his mouth, putting it in her own, and walking away.
theo just stood their, completely confused at what had just happened. but he had to admit, his ego was slightly deflated at her words but he was willing to keep trying.
WRITER SPEAKS!
a little short but first ever time posting my writing on here😝
border creds: @animatedglittergraphics-n-more
mason what’s your ring size😮💨😣
WHAT IS HAPPENING IN AFGHANISTAN
by just @/justjeonjung on twitter.
On february 29, 2020 the US signed a deal with the Taliban making an agreement for “bringing peace”. US allies agreed to have all American troops withdrawn by September 11, 2021. With around 3,000 troops remaining, Afghan cities are surrendered to the Taliban.
Cities including Kandahar, Herat, and now Mazar- e- Sharif. America’s 20 year plan to rebuild Afghanistan’s military had failed and now Afghanistan is falling into Taliban’s control. During those 20 years, many civilians have died and June marked the most deaths in Afghanistan during 2020.
Now, why would the Taliban taking over afghanistan be a problem? Because they are terrorists !! The Taliban were in control during the 1990s and late 2000s. Their policies completely took over women’s rights by making them fully cover in burqas, not allowing them to go to school, not being able to shop by themselves, always having to be accompanied by a male relative. Leaving Afghanistan to them will not only put Afghans lives in danger, but even others. Who knows what they will do, what they will plan. On top of all this is covid cases and increasing but that’s the least of Afghan citizens worries.
If the Taliban take over Kabul, a civil war might break out. So many lives will be lost, buildings destroyed, it’s only a matter of time. Please spread awareness and pray 🙏
i used vpn to donate money to the people of afghanistan bc i couldn't do it as some donations aren't open in my country yet, but i think many of my non-indian mutuals can. so can i please ask you guys to donate to this cause? many afghan lives can be saved because of your small contribution!! thank you <3
ways you can help–
Support Afghan Women Activists Fleeing Taliban
Helping the displaced afghans
UN crisis relief
HELP THE AFGHAN PEOPLE!
International Rescue Committee
Lutheran Immigration and Refugee Service (LIRS)
Help for Afghanistan refugees
Afghanistan emergency appeal- UN World Food Programme
Airline help for Afghan Refugees
these are the sites i have donated into, but if you did donate into any other sites made to help Afghanistan, please feel free to add them!!! Thank you!!!
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