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Off The Menu - Lee Heeseung (Chapter 3)

genre: angst, fluff, slow-ish burn, eventual smut!! (you’re responsible for what you consume, read at your own risk)

warnings: everything is consensual!! frequent talk of anxiety/self doubt, extremely suggestive phone calls, douchey/iffy male behavior, slight sadism??, purposeful gagging?, oral (m & f receiving), unprotected sex, food play, don't wanna spoil too much though ;)

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Chapter 3: “A man is still a man no matter what age.”

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As promised, you texted Heeseung once you reached your dorm. You were fully aware that it had only been 2 hours since you’d seen him, but you couldn’t help how excited you felt. Butterflies flooded your stomach as you thought about the special moment you had just shared with him. He’d forever hold the title of being your first time. You knew you would never forget how he felt against you, how impactful his words were, and how delicate each of his ministrations were.

As you waited for Heeseung's response, you couldn't help but replay the events of the night in your head. You felt a sense of comfort and reassurance knowing that Heeseung felt the same way you did, and that the two of you were on the same page.

You tried to distract yourself by scrolling through your phone and watching some TV, but your mind kept wandering back to the incredible night you had just experienced with him. Your roommate occasionally glanced at you from her phone, raising her eyebrow but not questioning you. You couldn't believe how perfect he had been, and how much he had made you feel loved and desired.

You replayed the events of the night in your head, you couldn't help but feel a sense of awe and wonder at how perfect everything had been. You had never felt more alive and connected to someone than you did with Heeseung.

You knew that the two of you weren't close geographically, but you couldn't shake the feeling that there was something special between you. You texted him once again, letting him know how much you had enjoyed spending time with him and how much you were looking forward to seeing him as soon as you finished your finals.

But to your surprise, you still had no response. In no way were you trying to make it seem as though you were waiting on him to respond, you only had hoped that he was still by his phone. Though, it was really late at night and he probably had work in the morning.

You waited for Heeseung's response, you started to feel a bit anxious. You hoped that he was okay and that he wasn't ignoring you. You tried not to let your mind wander too far, reminding yourself that he might be busy or asleep. However, despite your efforts to distract yourself, you found yourself checking your phone every few minutes, hoping to see a message from him. But as time passed, you still hadn't received a response. You started to feel a knot form in your stomach, wondering if maybe you had said or done something wrong. You tried to push those thoughts aside, reminding yourself that it was late and he might just be asleep.

Eventually, you decided to put your phone down and try to get some sleep. You knew that you had finals coming up and that you needed to focus on studying. But as you lay in bed, you couldn't shake the feeling of unease that had settled in your chest.

Did he genuinely mean it when you’d see him again? How soon was he talking? Yes, it was late, but surely he wasn’t asleep already. Plus, it was a Saturday night, how early does a 22 year old man sleep? Surely not that early. You’d think he’d be waiting around for a text from you.

You started to second-guess yourself, wondering if you had said or done something wrong. You couldn't shake the feeling that maybe he wasn't as interested in you as you had thought. In the back of your mind, doubt plagued your consciousness as you began to think about if he had only seen you as a quick hook up. You admit, you didn’t think you’d give it up so quickly. But, you felt drawn to him. In no way had you ever had the intention of being apart of the hook up culture as you knew you didn’t have the emotional stability for it…so you hoped that he took your guyses night together as an act of trust and intimacy, not just sex.

Despite your doubts and insecurities, you tried to stay positive and give Heeseung the benefit of the doubt. You reminded yourself that you had a strong connection with him and that he had shown genuine interest in getting to know you.

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As you woke up the next day and checked your phone, you were disappointed to see that you still had no message from Heeseung. You couldn't understand why he hadn't responded, and your anxiety started to build.

You tried to push aside the thoughts that he might not be interested in you, but it was hard to ignore the fact that he hadn't responded for so long. You started to wonder if maybe he had just been looking for a quick hook-up and had lost interest once he got what he wanted.

Your Sunday was spent in your room, trying to distract yourself from him. You had one more week, which meant 3 more exams before winter break would come. Ningning came to your room later on in the day and brought you lunch. She situated herself on your empty roommate's bed and dug into her sushi, “Finals are literally killing me, girl.”

You nodded, closing your laptop and opening the container of sushi.

“I have a final in organic chemistry and I’m mentally preparing myself to get an F. I can’t remember any of the curriculum, there’s no more space in my brain. I’m done.” You sighed, eating a mouthful of your food.

“Y/N, you’re smart. You’ll do fine. You and I both know that everytime you feel like you’re going to fail, you always get an A.” She said.

Just before you responded to her, your phone vibrated. You glanced down at it as your stomach dropped, praying that it was Heeseung but also not wanting to appear desperate.

You ate another bite of your food, attempting to ignore the presence of the notification on your phone, but you couldn’t help yourself…so you picked up your phone to open the text. It was Heeseung indeed.

His text was so dry compared to how he usually talked…or maybe you were just overthinking it. You got up to walk into the shared living room and saw your roommates all on the couch. You walked out of the dorms and found yourself walking around campus as you dialed his number.

Please pick up…please. You thought to yourself, pacing. Finally, it stopped ringing.

“Y/N, hey.” You heard his voice. You took a deep breath, feeling a weight lifted from your shoulders at the soft sound of his voice.

“Heeseung, hi, how are you? I feel like it’s been so long since we talked.” You told him, anxiously laughing.

“I’m good, how about you? How’s school?” He asked.

“School is…stressful. I have finals for this next week but then I’ll be on winter break! I won’t complain about it.” You told him, “Did you have work last night?”

“No, I didn’t.” You could hear a smile in his voice, “Were you waiting on me to text you back?”

You chuckled softly, feeling a bit embarrassed. "Maybe...I was just wondering how you were doing," you admitted.

"I'm doing well, thank you for showing concern, Y/N,” Heeseung replied, his voice taking on a slightly flirtatious tone. "And don't worry, I haven't forgotten about you."

“That’s nice to hear…” You huffed, feeling the tension in your chest loosen up, “Maybe we can hang out again? I’m free this weekend. Are you?”

Heeseung's voice sounded even more flirtatious as he replied, "I'm always free for you, Y/N. What do you have in mind?"

“I'm not sure. There’s this bakery I’ve been wanting to try that opened in LA. Do you think you could meet me there?” You asked him.

“Most definitely. What day would you like to do that?” He asked.

“Friday night works for me.” You said, “Fresh out of my last final. I’m sure I’ll be thankful to end the day by seeing you.”

Heeseung let out a chuckle on the other end of the line, and you could picture him smiling to himself. "I'll be there, Y/N. And I'll make sure to have a sweet surprise for you when we meet."

You couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation at Heeseung's promise of a sweet surprise. It made you wonder what he had up his sleeve. "Ooh, now you've got me curious," you replied, a smile forming on your lips.

"Well, I guess you'll just have to wait and see, won't you?" He teased, “It will be worth the wait, I promise.”

“Can’t you give me a hint? I hate surprises.” You whined, taking a seat on a nearby bench.

Heeseung paused for a moment, as if contemplating your request. "Hmm, okay, I'll give you a little hint. It involves something sweet, but it's not just any ordinary dessert."

Your curiosity piqued at his words. "What do you mean by 'not just any ordinary dessert'?"

Heeseung laughed softly. "Let's just say that it's something that's not commonly found in your everyday bakery. And it's something that I think you'll really enjoy."

You groaned, a hint of frustration in your voice. "Is it some type of food?"

Sensing your impatience, he replied, "No, Y/N. It's not food."

You felt a sense of relief and curiosity at his words. "Then what is it?"

Heeseung's voice took on a more sensual tone as he replied, "Let's just say it's something that will appeal to all of your senses. Something that will make you feel good, look good, and even smell good.”

Your heart skipped a beat at his words, and you couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation. It seemed like Heeseung was really putting effort into making your date special, and it made you feel desired and wanted.

"Okay, now you've really got me intrigued," you said, feeling a sense of excitement.

“Oh, Y/N, you’re such a nosey little baby. Can’t you wait a few days? It’ll be worth it.” He said.

You couldn't help but laugh at Heeseung's teasing tone. It seemed like he was enjoying keeping you in suspense.

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As the conversation came to an end, you both made plans to meet at the bakery on Friday night. You hung up the phone feeling giddy with excitement, wondering what Heeseung had in store for you. The next day, you completed your organic chem final. It was a major pain in the ass trying to figure out the simple things such as balancing equations as it had been so long since you’d done such. Other than that, it was pretty straight forward and you ended the day off by eating in the dining hall with your roommate Yunjin.

She wiped her mouth as she ate a mouthful of rice, “I meant to ask you the other night what you were pacing around the room for.”

You raised your eyebrow, “When was I pacing? Was it when I was studying?”

“Dunno. You tell me.” She shrugged.

“I was stressed the hell out over my chem final. I hate chemistry.” You whined, “I absolutely hate it.”

“Totally wasn’t chemistry because you kept looking at your phone.” She laughed, “I’m calling bullshit.”

You awkwardly smiled and rubbed your temples, “Girl…”

“What?” She coaxed, “Don’t tell me a guy is stressing you out.”

“Well I mean, I’m not stressed anymore! He and I are good…I’m pretty sure.” You told her.

She rolled her eyes, “Guys are such a waste of time. None of them are going to take you seriously in college; Literal waste of energy.”

“Okay, but he’s different. He’s already graduated.” You told her.

Yunjin raised an eyebrow, looking skeptical. "Graduated? So, he's older than you?”

You nodded, feeling a bit self-conscious. "Yeah, he's a few years older. But that's not a big deal, right?" Your mind reminiscenced on your time spent with him, causing you to smile"His name is Heeseung, and he's amazing. We're even going on a date Friday."

She placed her chopsticks down, “Where’d you meet him?”

“You know how I was gone over the weekend? Ningning and I went to Malibu for a small little vacation and I met him at a restaurant…he was our waiter.” You told her.

“So what? You just started texting him through instagram or something?” She asked.

“No,” You began, “I gave him my number and he texted me later on that night…and then we went out to breakfast together. He’s honestly so sweet, I’m glad I shot my shot…”

“So you think that just because you guys went to breakfast together…that he’s going to take you seriously?” She asked, squinting her eyes ahead at you.

“Well, why wouldn’t he? He’s older…more mature than I am. I don’t think he’s going to be playing games at 22…” You trailed off, pondering whether or not you’d admit the full story to her.

She shrugged, “A man is still a man no matter what age.”

“Okay well…I slept with him…before I left.” You told her.

Her eyes widened, “But I thought you were a virgin?”

“I was…until Saturday night.” You told her. “It was fully consensual, I wanted it. He was so sweet during it too. I’ve heard horror stories about other people’s first times but it honestly felt good. I keep thinking about it. That’s how memorable it was.”

Yunjin's expression was one of shock and surprise as you finished telling her about your weekend with Heeseung. She sat there for a moment, not saying anything, as if she was processing the information.

Finally, she spoke. "I mean, congratulations for cumming on your first time and everything, but...sleeping with a guy you just met? On your first time, at that?"

You felt a sense of defensiveness rising up in you at Yunjin's words. "It's not just about that, Yunjin. Heeseung and I have a connection. And it was my choice to sleep with him. I don't regret it."

Yunjin nodded, looking a bit more understanding. "I get that, Y/N. And I'm not judging you for it. I just want to make sure that you're being safe and making the right choices for yourself."

You smiled, feeling grateful for your friend's concern. "I am being safe, Yunjin. And I appreciate your support."

“Did you guys use protection?” She asked, folding up her trash.

“No…he pulled out. That’s fine, right?” You asked her.

She licked her lips, “Hm, I suppose it’s okay but it’s not a foolproof method. I recommend getting on some birth control if you plan on seeing him continuously.”

You nodded, feeling a bit embarrassed that you hadn't thought of that beforehand. "Yeah, you're right. I should probably look into that."

Yunjin smiled, looking relieved. "Good. And also, don't forget to get tested regularly for STIs. It's important to take care of your sexual health."

You felt a sense of gratitude towards Yunjin for looking out for you. "Thanks.. I appreciate your advice and concern. I’ll look into it."

You both walked back to the dorms together and you consciously reminded yourself to meet with your doctor soon.

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The next day, you got up and took your second to last final in sociology 1. It was pretty easy, actually. You sped through it with ease and turned it in, finding your way back to your seat to text Heeseung.

“almost done with finals…wyd? missing you~” - You

Again, no immediate response. You knew that he was bound to not respond right away but you couldn’t help but hope he would. Class ended, you made your way back to your dorm. Another day, another boring night spent in your dorm.

As you waited for a response from Heeseung, you tried to distract yourself by browsing through social media and catching up on some TV shows. But your mind kept drifting back to him and the weekend you had spent together.

“Earth to Y/N.” A voice called. You looked up from your phone and saw Yunjin staring at you with her hands out, “Did you hear what I said?”

“No, what’d you say?” You asked, placing your phone down.

“I asked if you want to go out with me and some friends. I have an extra ticket to a concert tonight.” She said, jumping up from her bed.

“Um, no thank you. Have fun though.” You said.

“You should get out of the dorm. You’re going to rot away in here waiting on that grown ass man to contact you.” She said.

You felt a bit embarrassed by Yunjin's comment, but you knew that she was just looking out for you. "I know, you're right. But I just can't stop thinking about him."

She took a deep breath, “Look, love you to the moon and back, so I’m just gong to be honest with you. Okay?”

You nodded, “Alright.”

“He’s 22, living in MALIBU of all places, and he, correct me if I’m wrong, takes a long time to respond to you. Doesn’t that seem weird to you? I’m an avid believer of if he wanted to, he would.” She said.

Discomfort and defensiveness rose up in you at Yunjin's words. "I mean, he's just busy with work and stuff. And he's not always on his phone.” You told her, “I’m just anxious for no reason.”

Yunjin gave you a sympathetic look. "Cute, but you deserve someone who is willing to put in the effort and time for you. And if he's not doing that, maybe you should ground yourself and think about if he’s worth the stress."

"I appreciate your concern, Yunjin. But he's worth the stress to me. We have a real connection." On one hand, you knew that Yunjin was right and that you deserve someone who would make you a priority. On the other hand, you couldn't help but feel attached to Heeseung. “I’ll go with you to the concert. I need some fresh air anyway.”

“Yasss,” She cheered, “That’s the Y/N I know.”

As you got ready to go out with Yunjin and her friends, you couldn't help but think about what she had said. Maybe she was right, and maybe it was time to start considering what you really wanted in a relationship. But for now, you just wanted to have some fun and take your mind off things.

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The concert you attended was nice. It was a band you were unfamiliar with but it was worth the time spent going to see it. In the end, you all decided to match with black dresses and red lipstick. It was fun, energetic, just what you needed. The part that sucked was that you found yourself needing to physically escape from stressful situations and you didn’t want to make a habit out of that.

You all settled down at a nearby restaurant; Finney’s Crafthouse. You’d heard good things about it, therefore you were excited to try it.

You, Yunjin, Alexa, and Karina all ordered multiple entrees and talked about random stuff. You couldn't help but feel grateful for their company. The concert had been just what you needed to take your mind off things, and now the conversation and relaxed atmosphere at the restaurant was a welcome distraction.

The food arrived, and you all dug in, enjoying the delicious flavors and the pleasant ambiance of the place. As you chatted and laughed with your friends, you couldn't help but feel a sense of contentment and happiness.

But at the same time, you were aware of the nagging feeling in the back of your mind, the feeling that you were trying to escape from something. You didn't want to make a habit out of needing to physically escape from stressful situations, and you knew that you had to face your problems head on.

“So,” Yunjin began, clearing her throat, “I was hoping you could tell all of us about this mystery guy from Malibu. Multiple opinions are sometimes better than just one biased opinion, yeah?”

You slowly nodded. Alexa placed her arm around your shoulder as you began to explain how you met Heeseung. You took a deep breath, feeling a bit nervous about sharing your personal life with your friends. But you knew that Yunjin, Alexa, and Karina were all close to you and had your best interests at heart.

“I met Heeseung in Malibu a few days ago. He was the waiter for Ningning and I…and I could tell he was flirting with me in the very beginning . I gained the confidence to give him my number, he texted me, we met up the next morning for breakfast; Went for a walk on the beach later on but I had to leave because Ningning and I only planned on staying for a day so…yeah. I WAS going to go straight to the hotel but…I didn’t…and I slept with him…gave him my vcard and stuff. Now, I’ve been talking to him a bit since then but he takes a really long time to respond but when he does respond, it’s always flirty and…it makes my stomach get butterflies so it’s hard to stay mad at him.”

When you finished explaining your situation with Heeseung to your friends, you felt a sense of relief wash over you. It was good to get it all out in the open, and to have the support and perspective of your friends.

Alexa looked thoughtful. "Okay, so he's a bit flaky with responding to your messages. But when he does respond, it makes you feel good. Do you think he's worth the stress and uncertainty?"

You took a moment to think about it. "I don't know. Part of me thinks that maybe it's just his personality to be a bit nonchalant and not always on his phone. But another part of me wonders if he's not as interested in me as I am in him."

Yunjin gave you a sympathetic look. "Like I said, you deserve someone who is willing to make you a priority and put in the effort. Maybe it's time to have a serious conversation with him about where things are going before you lead yourself on."

Karina nodded, “Yeah, yeah. What does he look like? Is he cute?”

You couldn't help but chuckle at Karina's question, feeling grateful for the lighthearted moment amidst the serious conversation. "Yes, he's very cute," you replied, “I don’t have any photos though.”

Alexa took her phone out, “His name is Heeseung, you say? Malibu?”

You nodded, “Yes, and yes.”

She tapped her phone a few times, then showed you all an instagram account. “Found him.”

You felt a bit surprised and embarrassed that Alexa had managed to find Heeseung's Instagram account so easily, but you couldn't help but feel a sense of curiosity. You leaned over to get a better look at the pictures on her phone, taking in Heeseung's handsome features and the stunning views of Malibu in the background.

"He's even cuter than I remember," you commented, feeling a sense of warmth spread through you.

“Yeah, he’s super cute…” Karina agreed. “I’m jealous, lowkey.”

Yunjin gave you a knowing look. "Okay, enough about his looks. Let's focus on what really matters: whether or not he's willing to make you a priority."

You nodded, feeling a sense of gratitude towards your friends for keeping you grounded and focused on what really mattered. "You're right, Yunjin. I need to have a serious conversation with him about where things are going."

Alexa gave you a reassuring smile. "And we're here to support you every step of the way, Y/N. You deserve someone who is willing to make you a priority and put in the effort."

You felt a sense of comfort and reassurance at her words, knowing that you had the support of your friends as you navigate your way through this complicated situation with Heeseung. Maybe it was time to start thinking about what you really wanted in a relationship, and what you were willing to accept. But for now, you were content to just enjoy the company of your friends and the restaurant around you.

The night prolonged on further and you found yourself in a car with all of them on the way back to campus.

Your phone vibrated; FINALLY! He texted you back!

You felt a sense of excitement and nervousness as you saw Heeseung's name appear on your phone screen. You quickly opened the message, eager to see what he had to say.

“Just got off work.” - heeseung <3

That’s all he had to say? It’d been an entirety of 10 hours since you texted him, and he didn’t even have the nerve to give you the same energy that you’d given him?

You took a deep breath, trying to stay calm and rational. Maybe he was just tired or busy, and didn't have the energy to send a more thoughtful message. But at the same time, you couldn't help but feel like you deserved more effort and attention from someone you were interested in. Your friend's words stuck to you like a thread, and you were unable to shake the feeling of frustration.

As you sat in the car with your friends, your mind raced with thoughts about your situation with Heeseung. You couldn't help but feel like you deserved more effort and attention from him, especially after sleeping with him and giving him your virginity.

Alexa noticed the look on your face and placed a hand on your arm. "Hey, you okay?"

You nodded your head, feeling a mix of frustration and sadness. “I’m okay!”

You stared down at his text, deciding not to respond in the end. It was late at night. You were aware that he got off work late, but surely he had breaks throughout his job. He couldn’t even be bothered with responding to you throughout the day. Was this some joke to him?

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You and Yunjin made your way back to your shared room. She decided to sleep in her dress as she was exhausted but you chose to shower and rinse your face off.

You placed your phone on the charger and finished up some last minute studying for your last final.

Once again, your phone vibrated. You knew it was him, it couldn’t have been anyone but him. How come he could text you almost a day later, but once you waited a few hours, he double texted? You took a deep breath, trying to stay calm and rational. Maybe he had a good reason for not responding earlier, or maybe he was just busy. But at the same time, you couldn't help but feel like you deserved more effort and attention from someone you were interested in.

You picked up your phone and opened his text.

“I heard this song on the radio while I drove home; Reminded me of you. Check it out :)” - heeseung <3

You clicked on the link he sent you and it took you to youtube; “Wet Dreamz” by J.Cole played from your phone. You listened to it, reading the lyrics.

As you listened to the song and read the lyrics, you couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions. On one hand, you were touched that Heeseung had thought of you and wanted to share something that reminded him of you. On the other hand, you couldn't help but feel frustrated and confused about where things were going between you two.

The song seemed to be about a guy's sexual fantasies and desires, and while you could appreciate the artistry of the music, you couldn't help but wonder if Heeseung was trying to send you a message about what he was looking for in a relationship.

You decided to respond, trying to keep your tone neutral.

“nice. why’d u think ab me when you heard it?” - You

As you waited for his response, you couldn't help but feel a sense of nervousness and apprehension; Maybe he was just sharing the song with you because he liked it, or maybe he was trying to send you a subtle message about only viewing you for sex.

He read your text, sending a laughing emoji back.

“Wouldn’t you like to know? So curious, always asking questions. So cute.” - heeseung <3

You smiled at his text. It was nice to see that he still found ways to make you laugh, even in the midst of your concerns and uncertainties about where things were going between you two.

“heeseunggg tell me what u mean pls…” - You

He read your text, then sent, “Call me and I’ll tell you over the phone.”

As quickly as you had read his text, you called him and walked out of the room.

He answered, “Well well well. Here we are again.”

“Heeseung, I’ve literally been counting down the days for Friday. I’m so excited.” You cheesed, making your way to the dorm commons.

Heeseung replied with a small laugh, “Mmm, I had a feeling. It’ll be nice to see that beautiful smile of yours in person again.”

You couldn't help but feel your cheeks flush at his words, feeling a sense of warmth and affection towards him. Maybe there was a chance for something more meaningful between you two, and maybe this weekend would be the start of something special.

“You’re such a little sap.” You told him, “So obsessed with me!”

Heeseung laughed at your words, his voice still carrying that flirty tone.

“Only for you.” You couldn't help but smile at Heeseung's response, feeling a sense of happiness and contentment. It was nice to hear him express his feelings so openly and honestly. You heard him sigh on the other end , “I’ve got to tell you something, Y/N.”

“What is it?” You asked him.

“I’ve been thinking about you lately. Been thinking about your smile, your laugh, everything.” He said, “It’s only been a few days since I’ve seen you but it feels like a century.”

“Aw, Heeseung, wow…” You whined, feeling vulnerable, “That means a lot…can I admit something to you?”

“Of course you can.” He said.

You slowly nodded, “I’ve been overthinking a lot…about you. I understand that you work a lot, and I truly don’t know what it’s like to have a job so I apologize if this comes off as needy…but I was just wondering why it takes you all day to respond? Like, I don’t want to bother you throughout your day so is there a specific time I should text you?”

As you finished voicing your concerns to Heeseung, there was a moment of silence on the other end of the line. You could hear him taking a deep breath, as if considering his response.

“Ah, I see. Well, Y/N, you’re welcome to text me at any time of the day. I love seeing your texts in my notifications.” He said.

“Really? You don’t mind?” You asked, “So if I call you tomorrow at a random time, you’ll pick up?”

“I wouldn't mind at all," Heeseung replied, his voice carrying a warm and reassuring tone. "And if you call me at a random time, I'll pick up. Just for you, I’ll make sure my ringer is always on. Just for my special girl.”

You couldn't help but feel relieved and grateful at Heeseung's response. It was reassuring to know that he was open to communicating with you and that he valued your messages and calls. You smiled, feeling a sense of closeness and connection with him.

As you asked Heeseung what he meant by calling you his "special girl," he responded with a low chuckle. "What do you think I meant, Y/N? You’re the main girl that's been on my mind lately."

You felt a flutter in your chest at his words, and you couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement. "Is that so?" you replied with a coy smile. "What do you think about when you think about me?"

Heeseung's voice lowered to a husky whisper. "Oh, I think about a lot of things, Y/N. I think about the way your lips feel against mine, the way your body feels pressed against mine..." he trailed off, his words sending a shiver down your spine.

You felt a blush creep up your cheeks, but at the same time, you couldn't deny the feeling of desire that was building inside you. "Heeseung, you're making me blush," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper.

Heeseung chuckled again. "I like making you blush, Y/N. It's one of my favorite things to do. Maybe I'll have to do it more often."

You felt a surge of heat between your thighs at his words, and you couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement at the thought of being with him. "Maybe you should," you replied, your voice low and sultry.

There was a pause on the other end of the line, and you could hear Heeseung's breathing becoming more ragged. "Y/N, you're killing me," he said, his voice husky. "Missing you so bad right now..."

You felt a surge of desire wash over you at his words, and you couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation. "Well, maybe you'll get your chance soon," you said, your voice dripping with innuendo.

Heeseung let out a low groan. "God, Y/N. You're driving me crazy. I can't wait to see you this weekend. I'm going to make sure we have plenty of time alone."

Your stomach turned in arousal at his words, and you felt sweat beading on the surface of your skin.

“Heeseung, are you alone right now?” You asked him.

Heeseung's breathing became even more ragged at your question. "Yes, I'm alone," he replied, his voice thick with desire. "Why do you ask?"

A mischievous grin spread across your face as you replied, “Well, are you at home?”

"Yes, I am," Heeseung replied, his voice filled with curiosity. "Why?"

You took a deep breath, feeling a sense of boldness wash over you. "Because I want to say something bad…" you said, your voice low and sultry. "Something really, really bad."

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the line, and then you heard Heeseung let out a low chuckle. "Well, now you've got me curious, Y/N," he said, his voice laced with amusement. "What do you want to say?"

You took a deep breath, feeling a surge of excitement and desire. “It’s pointless to say. You’re too far away to do anything about it.”

Heeseung let out a disappointed sigh. "Oh, Y/N. You can't just leave me hanging like that," he said, his voice filled with longing. "What did you want to say?"

You laughed softly, feeling a sense of playfulness. "I'll save it for when you're here with me," you replied, feeling a sense of anticipation building inside you.

Heeseung let out a low groan. "Y/N, you're driving me crazy," he said, his voice thick with lust. “I’ll be counting down the hours till Friday.”

You smiled to yourself, feeling a sense of satisfaction. "I'm looking forward to it too, Heeseung," you replied, your voice filled with excitement. "We're going to have so much fun."

Heeseung hummed softly.

You began, “I’ll let you go to sleep,” you told him. “It’s late, I know you’ve been at work all day. Call me whenever you get a chance, I’ll be here.”

Heeseung let out a grateful sigh. "Thanks, Y/N. I appreciate it," he said, his voice filled with exhaustion. "I'll definitely call you as soon as I can. Goodnight, and sweet dreams."

"Goodnight, Heeseung," you replied, your voice filled with warmth. "Sleep well and take care of yourself."

As you hung up the phone, you couldn't help but feel a sense of contentment wash over you. You knew that this was just the beginning of a new and exciting chapter in your relationship with Heeseung, and you couldn't wait to see where it would take you. With a smile on your face, you got ready for bed, feeling a sense of happiness and anticipation for what was to come.

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The next day was pretty bland. No exams throughout the day so it was pretty chill. You left class early to grab lunch with your study group in social psych to prepare for a final exam on Friday. You spent the afternoon discussing key concepts and theories with your group, finding that studying with others helped you understand the material better. By the time the evening rolled around, you felt a sense of accomplishment and confidence, knowing that you were better prepared for the upcoming exam.

Though you were waiting on Heeseung’s call, you felt a sense of calmness. The intimate call you two shared the night before left you feeling more drawn to him. You knew that he worked throughout the day. You passed the time by catching up on some reading, watching your favorite show, and chatting with friends. As the evening wore on, you couldn't help but check your phone every few minutes, hoping for a call or a text from Heeseung.

Unfortunately, the night continued to carry on and you found yourself dozing off as the clock showed 2 am. You had classes in less than 5 hours, and you needed all the sleep you could get as you had a practice test in social psych, so you allowed yourself to fall asleep in the empty room.

But your phone rang in the middle of you attempting to sleep, so you groggily reached for it, feeling pure exhaustion. It was Heeseung on the other end, and you answered it.

"Hey Heeseung, how are you?" you asked, trying to stifle a yawn.

Heeseung's voice was filled with warmth and excitement. "Hey Y/N, sorry to call so late. I just wanted to hear your voice before I went to bed," he said, his voice filled with affection.

You felt a surge of happiness wash over you at his words. "No need to apologize, Heeseung. I'm glad you called," you replied. “How was work?”

“Same old, same old.” He yawned.

“Do you live alone? I meant to ask you a long time ago.” You said.

Heeseung let out a tired chuckle. "Yeah, I do live alone. But now that you mention it, I wouldn't mind some company. How about you come over and keep me company?" he said in a flirtatious tone.

You laughed, “Please, I wish. You know we live too far away from each other.” you told him. “Only one more day till we see each other. You can wait.”

Heeseung let out a playful sigh. "You're right, Y/N. But a guy can dream, can't he?" he said, his voice still laced with flirtatiousness.

You couldn't help but giggle at his response. "Of course he can. And who knows, maybe one day we won't live so far away from each other," you replied, feeling a little flirty yourself.

Heeseung's voice was filled with warmth and affection. "I like the sound of that, Y/N. You always know how to make me smile," he said, his voice filled with fondness.

“Well, do you stay near your job? I’m curious; Wanna know where you live.” You asked him, sleepily smiling.

Heeseung chuckled. "I don't live too far from my job, actually. It's a nice little apartment not too far away from the city center," he replied. “You’ll have to come see it for yourself.”

"I'd love to come and see it, Heeseung. Maybe you can give me a tour," you said.

“I’ll keep that in mind.” he yawned again.

“What does your room look like?” You asked him, sitting up in your bed and rubbing your eyes.

Heeseung let out a tired laugh. "Well, it's not the most exciting room in the world, but it's cozy and comfortable. I've got my bed, a desk, and a few posters on the wall," he replied.

You couldn't help but smile at his description. "That sounds nice, Heeseung. I'm sure it's a reflection of your personality.”

“I’d hope not,” He said, “It’s so boring. I haven’t gotten around to decorating. Just black and gray, nothing special.”

“I like black and gray, my favorite colors.”

Heeseung chuckled. "Well, in that case, maybe you'll like my room. It's definitely got a lot of black and gray going on," he replied, his tone playful.

You couldn't help but giggle at his response. "I'm sure I will, Heeseung. Especially if you're in it," you said.

“Oh, Y/N…you better stop with these suggestive jokes.” He laughed, “Tryna get me going at 2 in the morning?”

“Maybe, yeah. I just miss you.” You whined.

“I know, I know. I miss you too, my love. Only one more day.” He said, “I’ll make sure that our time spent together is worthwhile.”

“Can you give me a sneak peak on what you plan on doing with me on Friday? Kinda curious.” You asked him.

Heeseung's tone turned more seductive. "Well, I could give you a hint, but I think it might be more fun to keep you guessing.”

You couldn't help but feel a surge of desire at his words. "Oh, is that so? You enjoy keeping me on my toes, don't you?"

Heeseung's voice was filled with warmth and affection. "I enjoy a lot about you, Y/N; Your smile, your laugh, your playfulness. And yes, even your desire to know what I have planned for us on Friday," he said, his tone turning more sensual.

You felt your cheeks flush at his words. "Well, I guess I'll just have to wait and see," you replied, feeling a little breathless.

Heeseung's voice turned even more seductive. "Or maybe I could give you a little sneak peek, just to whet your appetite," he said, his voice filled with desire.

You couldn't help but feel a surge of excitement at his words. "Oh really? And how would you do that, Heeseung?" you asked, feeling a little daring.

Heeseung's voice was filled with a husky tone. "I could describe in detail all the things I want to do to you on Friday," he said, his breathy voice sending shivers down your spine.

You couldn't help but feel a wave of desire wash over you as you heard the seductive tone in Heeseung's voice. "Oh, Heeseung…”

"Let's just say that Friday is going to be a night to remember, Y/N. Don’t fret.” He said.

Your heart was pounding in your chest as you listened to his words. "I don’t want to wait, Heeseung. Please…if I have to drive to Malibu myself, I’ll do it. I don’t care if you’re an hour away. I need you.” you said, feeling a little breathless.

Heeseung's voice was filled with tenderness and affection. "Don't worry baby. I'll take care of you. I'll give you everything you need and more," he said.

“Okay, okay…” You sighed, “Can you please promise to call me as early as you can tomorrow? I feel like a horn-dog whenever you call me at night.”

Heeseung chuckled. "Of course, Y/N. I'll make sure to call you early tomorrow. I don't want to make you feel like a horn-dog," he replied, his voice filled with amusement.

You let out a relieved sigh. "Thank you, Heeseung. I appreciate it," you said, feeling a little more at ease.

Heeseung's voice was filled with tenderness. "Anything for you, Y/N.”

Thursday was such a DRAG! Your entire day was full of on and off studying and texting with Heeseung. He had work tonight but wanted to make more time for you.

You’d never felt so happy before, so noticed, so…important.

As the evening approached, you found yourself getting more and more excited at the thought of talking to Heeseung again. You couldn't wait to hear his voice and feel his love and affection.

Your phone rang as you began to get into the shower. Of course, answering your phone was more important than showering, duh.

You answered, “Heeseung, hi~”

"Heeyy, Y/N," Heeseung's voice came through the phone, filled with warmth. "How's my favorite girl feeling?"

You couldn't help but smile at his words. "I'm doing good now that I'm hearing your voice," you replied.

Heeseung chuckled. "That's sweet of you to say. How was your day today?" he asked, his voice filled with genuine interest.

You sighed. "It was a drag, to be honest. Just a lot of studying and work. But talking to you always makes it better," you said, feeling a little more relaxed.

Heeseung's voice was filled with sympathy. "I'm sorry to hear that, baby. But don't worry, tomorrow is going to be amazing. I have so many surprises planned for us," he said, his voice filled with excitement.

You couldn't help but feel a surge of anticipation at his words. "So you’ve said. Are you sure you can’t give me a small hint?" you asked, feeling a little playful.

Heeseung's tone turned more seductive. "Well, let's just say that I plan on making you feel very, very good," he replied, his voice filled with desire.

You felt a wave of heat wash over you at his words. "Oh, Heeseung. You know just what to say to make me weak in the knees," you said, feeling a little breathless.

Heeseung's voice was filled with tenderness. "I love making you feel good, Y/N. And tomorrow, I'm going to make sure that you feel like the most important girl in the world," he said, his tone filled with thick, hot lust.

You rubbed your thighs together, the mere thought of him viewing you as most important, the hotter you felt.

“Are you tired?” You asked.

“Not exactly, why?” He asked.

“I’m just…kind of…” You trailed off, “Nothing, I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“You can’t just leave me hanging like that. Just say it.” He said.

“Nooo, I'll just tell you tomorrow. Sounds good?” You asked him.

“Wow, so now you’re punishing me?” He asked, “I like it, kinky.”

You couldn't help but giggle at Heeseung's playful response. "I'm not punishing you, Heeseung. I just want it to be a surprise," you said, feeling a little mischievous.

Heeseung hummed. "I like surprises, especially when they come from you, Y/N. I can't wait to see what you have in store for me," he replied, his tone filled with playful curiosity.

You felt a surge of excitement at his words. "Oh, don't worry. It's going to be good,"

Heeseung's voice turned more seductive. "I’ll hold you to it.”

The call came to an end and you couldn't help but feel a sense of desire and anticipation for the upcoming day. You knew that it was going to be special, and you couldn't wait to see what kind of memories you and Heeseung would create together.

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Finally, finally, FINALLY! Friday had made its way into the week. While you still had that big exam, you couldn’t help but feel happy. You’d be able to see Heeseung today. These past few days had been pure torture. You were ready to see him (amongst the long list of other things you were excited to get from him).

You made your way to the other side of campus and joined other students waiting to test. Now, you will admit, you zoned out halfway through the test and had to snap back into reality. You couldn’t help how much you craved Heeseung, you just wanted it all to be over with.

Once the exam was done, you minear tan to your dorm and showered, shaving every inch of your body and exfoliating afterwards.

You texted Heeseung a location and a time and he sent a thumbs up back. God, you were so excited. You shimmied your way into a black body on dress and some black shoes, fluffing your hair as best you could get it and adding a tinch of makeup. You didn’t want to over do it as you had the expectations of him ruining it all before the night was over.

Keys in hand, perfume and other essentials in your bag, you made your way to your car and began your hour long journey to LA.

The roads were not as terrible as you’d thought they would be considering it was rush hour, but you got to the bakery within due time. You parked, got out, and took a deep breath as you made your way in.

You glanced around a bit and saw Heeseung leaning on the wall on his phone.

“Heeseung,” You called, “Hey.”

He looked up at you, a grin forming on his face as he put his phone away and walked over to you. “Aw, Y/N, you look so beautiful.”

You wrapped your arms around him and he hugged you back, “Thank you thank you, I put the dress on for you. I was hoping you liked it.”

“I love it.” He said, caressing your waist as you showed him to the front and looked ahead at the long line that led to the front register.

You and Heeseung waited in line, you couldn't help but feel a sense of contentment and happiness wash over you. Being with him made you feel alive and special, and you cherished every moment that you spent together.

As you approached the front of the line, you and Heeseung picked out a few pastries and drinks to share. You took a seat at a small table in the corner, feeling a little shy but also excited to be spending time with him.

You and Heeseung enjoyed your treats, you couldn't help but feel a sense of intimacy between the two of you. He fed you every now and then, making you smile at his small displays of service.

“So,” You said, finishing your drink, “What’s the surprise?”

“Ah, that’s right.” He said, “Your surprise. Do you mind leaving your car here overnight?”

“Like…in the parking lot?” You asked, surprised.

“The parking garage, in the back. I’ll park beside you.” He said, “Just wanna make sure we ride in the same car.”

“Sure,” You told him, not seeing any reason to say no, “I’ll do it for you, park in the back. Might as well.”

“Good, let’s do that then. Don’t wanna keep my girl waiting.” He said.

As you and Heeseung made your way to the parking garage, you couldn't help but feel a little nervous about leaving your car overnight. But at the same time, you trusted Heeseung and felt that he wouldn't do anything to harm you.

Heparked his car beside yours, he turned to you with a smile.

"Thanks for doing this, Y/N. I just wanted to make sure that we could spend as much time together as possible," he said, his tone filled with affection.

You couldn't help but feel a little touched by his words. "Of course, Heeseung. Anything for you," you replied, feeling a little shy.

As you got into Heeseung's car, you couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement wash over you. You knew that he had something special planned for the two of you, and you couldn't wait to see what it was.

He turned in low music and glanced at you before driving off into the distance, “Did you pack any clothes?”

“Mm, no? I didn’t plan on staying overnight…unless you want me to.” You told him.

“I think you should stay overnight. If I get a room at a hotel, will you stay with me?” He asked, “I only have today off of work…”

You felt a little taken aback by Heeseung's request, but at the same time, you couldn't help but say yes to him. You had feelings for him, and the thought of spending the night with him was thrilling.

You took a deep breath before responding. "Yes, Heeseung. I'll stay with you," you said, your voice filled with anticipation.

Heeseung's eyes lit up with happiness. "That's great, Y/N. I'm really looking forward to it," he said, his tone filled with enticement.

As the two of you made your way to the hotel, you couldn't help but feel a little nervous. You had never spent the night with Heeseung before, and you didn't know what to expect.

He opened the hotel door for you and you walked in. you placed your shoes to the side and glanced around the spacious room.

He hummed, tracing his hand over your back, “The bakery was nice.”

You turned to him, “I’m glad you liked it! The strawberry shortcake I got was pretty good as well.”

“Mhm.” He hummed again, not replying to what you said. He pulled you closer to him and you let his hands run down your waist.

His eyes were low, pupils blown with pure lust.

“So…about that surprise?” You reminded him.

He didn’t smile, like how he usually did. Instead, he tucked hair behind your ears, pulling your face closer to his. Only, he turned your head to the side and you felt his plump lips resting atop of your ears.

He huskily whispered, “I’ve been thinking about you all week.”

“Oh…” You hummed, “I’ve been thinking too…”

“Yeah?” He asked, his thumb caressing your cheek. “Thinking about what, baby?”

“You…!” Your voice came out in a squeak as one of his hands had found your butt.

He smiled a little, “What else?”

“About what you said..how I’m the most important girl to you. It made me feel good.” You told him, looking up at him.

Your eyes locked with his own and you felt as though you’d been put in a trance.

“Cute.” He said, “You are important to me. You know that?”

You nodded, “Yes, I know.”

“And you know what important girls get?” He asked.

You shook your head, “No.”

He leaned in closer to you, his breath warm against your ear. "They get whatever they want," he whispered seductively. "So tell me, baby, what do you want?"

You felt a shiver run down your spine at his words, and you couldn't help but feel a little bit bold. "I want you," you whispered back, your voice barely above a breath.

His lips curled into a smile as he leaned in to kiss you, his hands sliding down to grip your hips tightly. You melted into his embrace, losing yourself in the heat of the moment.

As the kiss deepened, you felt a sense of completeness wash over you. Everything felt right when you felt him. Every doubt in the depths of your mind had been cast away as he held you against himself.

He nudged your head back as he prodded his tongue between your lips and made his way in.

From a light delicate kiss to a sloppy make out session with saliva spilling over both of your mouths, he suddenly pushed you backwards onto the bed and licked his lips.

You sat up on your hands, feeling yourself begin to smallen underneath his intense gaze.

“What?” You asked him, “Why are you looking at me like that?”

He swiftly grabbed your legs, pulling them apart and to his waist as he rested himself in between.

“Mm.” He hummed, pulling the straps to your dress down your arms, “I can’t look at you?”

“You can…” you told him. “You always can.”

He nodded, lowering his head down to your neck, “What lotion is this?”

“Uhhh, I don’t know. I think it’s called strawberry something, I got it from a shop back home.” You told him. “Why?”

He attached his lips to the side of your neck, not bothering to respond to you as he began to kiss what his mouth could reach.

You caught your lip between your teeth, trying to silence the sounds that wanted to escape. But, his hand slid up to your jaw and his finger prodded against your lips, “Suck it.”

Your heart dropped at his words, but you did what he said. You let him rest his finger on your tongue as you closed your lips around it, sucking on it like he had instructed you to.

He lifted his head up and looked down at you, “The whole thing.” Pushing it all the way into your mouth, your nose flared a bit as the urge to gag began to creep upon you. “Come on, I know you can do better than that. Suck on it the right way.”

Literal question marks raised above your head. How else were you supposed to suck on a finger? Bite it or something? What did he want you to do?

He pulled his fingers out, taking his other hand around your jaw to open your mouth. He held up his middle and ring finger, “Stick your tongue out.”

You did as he said and he rested his fingers on the tip of your tongue, tracing the tips of both fingers around the surface of your wet muscle.

“Do this with your tongue.” He said, continuing the swirling motions.

His hand came to a halt and you did as he said, circling your tongue around his fingers. He nodded, “Good girl. Just like that.”

You kept at it until he slid his fingers further into your mouth. His fingers reached the back of your tongue, and you felt your throat beginning to convulse at his actions.

“You can gag. It’s okay.” He reassured, continuing to push his fingers further into your mouth. Once he brushed the back of your throat, you gagged, tears flooding into your eyes. You gagged again from him adding another finger.

He finally took his fingers out and wiped them on his shirt. He left a chaste kiss on your lips and focused back on pulling your dress off, “You’re so good for me, Y/N. You know what good girls get?”

You shook your head, “No…”

“Good girls get to do something for me.” He said, “You know what that special thing is?”

“I don’t.” You told him, lifting your arms up as he pulled your dress off, placing it beside you both.

He held your hands, pulling you up with him off the bed. You stepped off with him and he took your place, sitting on the bed. His hands brought you down to the ground to sit on your knees between his thighs.

You had an idea where this was going as you weren’t completely obvious, however, you’d never given a guy oral.

“Have you done this before?” He asked.

“No..” You told him, placing your hands on his thighs. “It’s my first time.”

“Again?” He smiled. “You’re so cute, you know that, Y/N? So innocent…” He reached down to unbuckle his pants and urged you to pull his belt out of the loops, to which you did.

He grabbed his belt from your hands and tossed it on the ground, caressing your chin as he titled your head up towards him.

“You already know what I want, right?” He asked.

You nodded.

“Good.” He said, “Do a good job and you’ll get your surprise, okay?”

“Okay.” You replied, unzipping his pants and with his help, pulling his pants down midway.

You looked down at the very obvious bulge in his briefs. You weren’t quite sure where you’d go with this. You’d heard a multitude of stories about giving for the first time along with seeing it on various apps.

You always felt as thought you’d be too nervous to do it for a guy as it was a very uncomfortable view for you; He was above, you were below. Your face from above was never your favorite, knowing how stupid you’d look dont it always deterred you from engaging in it. But with Heeseung, it was different; you WANTED to give him head. You wanted to do any and everything for him, all he has to do was ask.

You caressed your hand over him, slowly sliding your hand on the waistband to slowly pull it down. He deadass sprung out, it was…a sight to see, that’s for sure.

“You’re really turned on, huh?” You asked in a breathless laugh.

Heeseung let out a low chuckle, running his fingers through your hair. "You have no idea," he replied, his voice thick with desire. "But let's not waste any more time talking."

With that, he leaned back on the bed, spreading his legs wider and urging you closer with a hand on the back of your head. You took a deep breath, feeling your nerves flutter in your stomach, but you were determined to make this good for him.

You tentatively wrapped your hand around him, feeling his hardness pulse beneath your fingers. You glanced up at him for guidance, but he just gave you a small nod, leaving you to figure it out on your own.

You slowly lowered your head, taking him into your mouth inch by inch until he was fully inside. You felt him twitch against your tongue, and you knew you must be doing something right. You started to experiment with different movements, licking and sucking him in different ways until you found what made him moan the loudest.

He pushed your head down further, causing you to gag around him.

“Fuckkk…” He sighed, shifting his ups up closer to your mouth.

Heeseung's fingers tightened in your hair, urging you on as you took him deeper and deeper, letting your own pleasure build as you felt him react to your touch. Finally, with a low growl, he came in your mouth.

His cum filled your mouth to the brim and he quickly reached down to cover your mouth, “Swallow it.”

You did as he said, swallowing as much as you could as some dropped down the crease of your lip, but he wiped it up and shoved it back into your mouth.

As you swallowed his release, you felt a sense of pride and satisfaction wash over you. You had given him pleasure and he seemed to be thoroughly pleased with your efforts.

Heeseung leaned back on the bed, breathing heavily as he looked at you with a mixture of desire and adoration. "You sure that was your first time?" he asked.

You blushed, feeling a mixture of embarrassment and pleasure at his words. "Yes, it was," you replied, looking up at him with a shy smile.

Heeseung chuckled, running his fingers through your hair. "Well, you certainly have a natural talent for it," he said, pulling you up for a deep kiss. "I can't wait to see what else my girl is capable of…"

You felt a rush of excitement at his words, knowing that you were willing to do anything to please him. You were eager to explore more with him and see where this newfound chemistry would take you.

Heeseung pulled away from the kiss, looking at you with a serious expression. "But remember, Y/N, this is just between us," he said, his tone firm. "No one else can know about what we do together."

“What do you mean?” You asked, “Why can’t anyone know?”

Heeseung's expression softened as he looked at you. "It's just… complicated," he said, running a hand through his hair. "It could cause problems for both of us."

“It won’t cause problems for me..” You told him, the once happy feeling you felt within your chest being replaced with slight sadness.

Heeseung's eyes softened as he looked at you, sensing the sadness in your tone. "I know it won't cause problems for you, Y/N," he said, reaching out to cup your face in his hands. "But it’ll cause problems for me.”

You nodded, understanding his concerns. You didn't want to cause any trouble for him, even if it meant keeping your situationship a secret. But it still hurts to think that what you had with Heeseung couldn't be fully acknowledged and celebrated.

"It's okay," you said, forcing a smile. "I understand. Our secret is safe with me."

Heeseung leaned in to kiss you, his lips soft against yours. "Thank you, Y/N," he whispered against your mouth. "I promise to make it up to you in other ways."

You sadly nodded at his words, “Alright..”

He looked at you for a while, resting you in his lap as he wiped your lips, “Are you sad?”

You hesitated for a moment before answering honestly. "A little bit," you admitted. "I just wish we could be open about this, you know? It feels like we have to hide this part of ourselves and that kind of hurts."

Heeseung's expression softened as he looked at you, his thumb gently stroking your cheek. "I know it's not ideal, Y/N," he said, his voice gentle. "But that doesn’t change anything. How about we just take it day by day and see where it goes, yeah? You know, I’d do anything for you, Y/N. Even if that means calling you at night just to hear your voice; Anything.”

You felt your heart flutter at his words, feeling a rush of affection for this man who was willing to do anything for you. "Okay, that makes me happy." you said, looking up at him with a small smile. "Thank you for saying that."

Heeseung leaned in to kiss you again, his lips soft and tender against yours. "Anything for you." he murmured against your mouth.

His hands found your bra, pulling it over your head and pulling you closer against his chest.

“What surprise did you have for me?” You asked him.

“Ah, that’s right.” He smiled, getting up from underneath you and fixing his pants. He glanced around the room for a bit, and then found his way to the small fridge underneath the tv. When he opened it, you saw a variety of foods and drinks. He grabbed out a whipped bottle of something, you were unable to read the label.

“What’s that?”

He looked down at it, before looking up at you, “Whipped cream.”

“Huh?” You asked, confused at why he’d be surprising you with whip cream.

“Just wait, you’ll see.” He said, pushing you down on the bed. You felt a sense of anticipation wash over you as Heeseung pushed you down on the bed, wondering what he had in store for you with the whipped cream.

He climbed on top of you, holding the can of whipped cream in one hand as he leaned down to kiss you deeply. His lips were soft and warm against yours, and you felt a shiver run down your spine as his tongue traced over your bottom lip.

He pulled away from the kiss, a mischievous glint in his eye as he sprayed a dollop of whipped cream on your neck. You gasped at the sensation, feeling the cold cream against your skin.

Heeseung leaned down to lick it off, his tongue tracing over your neck and collarbone, making you moan with pleasure. He sprayed more whipped cream on your chest, his tongue lapping at it eagerly as he explored every inch of your skin.

You felt a sense of surprise wash over you as Heeseung continued to explore your body with the whipped cream, pushing you to new heights of pleasure and excitement.

Eventually, he licked his way down to your panties, pulling them off with his teeth.

“So pretty.” He remarked, shaking the bottle of whip cream.

You felt a sense of anticipation wash over you as Heeseung shook the bottle of whipped cream, wondering what he had in store for you next. Your body felt alive with desire and excitement, eager to see where this newfound chemistry with Heeseung would take you.

He sprayed the whipped cream over your bare mound, making you gasp at the cold sensation. Heeseung leaned in, his tongue lapping eagerly at the cream as he explored every inch of your sex.

You moaned with pleasure as he continued to lick and suck at your clit, his tongue tracing over every fold and crevice of your sex. The combination of the cold cream and his warm, wet mouth sent waves of pleasure coursing through your body, making you arch your back and cry out in ecstasy.

Heeseung continued to pleasure you with the whipped cream, pushing you to new heights of pleasure and excitement. You didn't know where this would lead you, but you were happy just to be in his arms and explore the depths of your desires together.

As he brought you to the brink of orgasm, he pulled away with a devilish grin. "Not yet, baby," he said, his voice low and husky. "There's still so much more I want to do with you."

You felt a sense of anticipation wash over you at his words, wondering what other pleasures he had in store for you. You were ready and willing to explore every inch of your desires with Heeseung, eager to see where this forbidden romance would take you.

Heeseung's gaze was intense as he looked at you, his hand trailing up your thigh. "I want to explore every inch of your body, Y/N," he said, his voice low and seductive. "I want to taste every part of you and make you scream my name."

You felt a rush of desire at his words, knowing that he was completely in control of your pleasure. You were eager to see what other pleasures he had in store for you.

He leaned down to kiss you deeply, his tongue exploring every inch of your mouth as his hand trailed up to your breast. He teased your nipple, making you moan with pleasure as he continued to kiss you deeply.

He pulled away from the kiss, his eyes dark with desire. "I want to make you mine, Y/N," he said, his voice full of passion. "I want to claim you in every way possible and make you mine forever."

He leaned in to kiss you again, his hand trailing down to your sex as he began to pleasure you once more. You closed your eyes and gave yourself over to the sensations, knowing that Heeseung would take you to new heights of pleasure and excitement.

Heeseung continued to pleasure you with his skilled hands, exploring every inch of your body with passion and desire. You felt completely consumed by the intensity of his touch, as he took you to new heights of pleasure and ecstasy.

As you moaned and writhed beneath him, Heeseung whispered sweet nothings in your ear, telling you how much he desired you and how he wanted to make you his forever. You felt a sense of belonging wash over you, knowing that you were completely in his grasp and that he would take care of you.

He flipped you over onto your stomach, kissing and nibbling at the back of your neck as his hands roamed over your body. His hands gripped the curvature of your ass, spreading you apart. You felt him position himself at your entrance, slowly pushing himself inside of you as you let out a moan of pleasure.

He began to move in a steady rhythm, his strokes deep and powerful as he took you to new heights of pleasure. You cried out as he brought you to an intense orgasm, your body trembling with pleasure as you surrendered to him completely.

As you came down from your high, Heeseung continued to move inside of you, his strokes slow and deliberate as he took his time pleasuring you. You felt a sense of intimacy and connection with him as he held you close, his breath hot against your skin as he whispered sweet nothings in your ear.

You knew that what you had with Heeseung was a secret, but at that moment, you didn't care. All that mattered was the intense pleasure you shared with him, and the promise of more to come.

Heeseung continued to move inside of you, his strokes becoming faster and more intense as he neared his own release. You felt a sense of contentment wash over you as he let out a low groan, his body shuddering with pleasure as he came inside of you.

He laid onto the bed beside you, ease washed over you, knowing that you had shared something special and intimate with him. You snuggled up to him, feeling completely at peace in his arms.

He pulled the blankets over you both as he pulled your leg to rest over his own. “You did so well, baby girl. I’m so proud of you.”

You smiled, closing your eyes as you breathed in his natural scent.

Time passed as you laid there beside him, until you felt the urge to pee. You tapped him to let go of you and you got up.

Stupidly, you got up too quickly and felt something drip down your leg.

“What the fuck…” You gasped, watching white liquid come from out of you.

You glanced back at him from behind you and he looked down at your legs.

“Heeseung, what is this?” You asked him, panic arising in your chest.

He got up, pulling his pants on and walking over to you. “It’s…” He trailed off, walking into the bathroom and coming back out with a towel.

He got down and wiped the liquid away, throwing the towel in the trash when he finished.

You felt a sense of panic and confusion wash over you as Heeseung wiped the white liquid away from your legs. You didn't know what was happening or why you were leaking this strange substance.

"What is this, Heeseung?" you asked again, your voice trembling with fear.

Heeseung looked up at you, his expression serious. "It's just something that comes out when you’re being pleasured. Nothing to worry about.” he said, his voice gentle and reassuring.

You felt a sense of relief wash over you at his words, knowing that it was nothing serious or harmful. You were still embarrassed, however, and wished that it hadn't happened in front of Heeseung.

"I'm sorry," you said, your voice soft. "I didn't mean for that to happen."

Heeseung shook his head, his hand reaching out to cup your cheek. "There's nothing to be sorry for, Y/N," he said, his voice full of tenderness. "I'm here for you, no matter what."

After you had taken care of your business in the bathroom, you returned to the bed and snuggled up to Heeseung once again. You felt a sense of peace and contentment wash over you as you lay there with him, his arms wrapped around you as you both relaxed and enjoyed each other's company.

As the night wore on, you talked about your hopes and dreams, sharing your deepest desires and fears with him. You felt a sense of intimacy with him, feeling as though he truly heard you and saw you for who you were.

As the hours ticked by, you both drifted off to sleep, your bodies entwined as you slept peacefully in each other's arms. You didn't know what the future held for your relationship, but for now, you were happy just to be with him and explore the depths of your desires together.

In the morning, you woke up to the sound of birds chirping outside the window. You opened your eyes and smiled as you saw Heeseung lying next to you, his eyes closed.

You snuggled up to him and kissed him softly on the lips, feeling happiness and contentment wash over you. You didn't know what the day would bring, but for now, you were happy just to be with him and explore the depths of your desires together.

As you got up and spruced up the room, you glanced over at Heeseung and saw his phone beside his hand. You noticed that his phone had multiple missed calls. You felt a sense of curiosity wash over you, wondering who could be trying to reach him so urgently.

You picked up his phone and dialed the most recent number, feeling a sense of unease wash over you as the phone rang. After a few rings, a girl answered the phone.

As you dialed the number back, a girl answered adamantly, "Hello?"

"Hi, this is Y/N. May I know who's speaking?" you asked, trying to keep your voice steady.

"I'm Hana, who are you?" the girl replied, her voice direct.

"I'm calling about the missed calls on Heeseung's phone," you said, your voice growing more insistent. “Just out of curiosity.”

Hana hesitated for a moment before speaking. "I'm sorry, I think you have the wrong number," she said, her voice still confident.

You felt a sense of confusion and unease wash over you as you hung up the phone. You couldn't shake the feeling that something was off, but Hana's confident response made you wonder if it was just a simple misunderstanding.

Heeseung began to stir beside you, you quickly put his phone back on the bed and pretended to be asleep, not wanting to give away that you had been snooping through his phone.

As Heeseung woke up and stretched, you couldn't help but feel a sense of guilt wash over you. You didn't want to start the day with a lie, but you also didn't want to confront him about the missed calls and risk causing a fight.

You snuggled up to him and kissed him softly on the cheek, trying to push your worries to the back of your mind.

“Hey,” He said, “Goodmorning.”

“Morning.” You said back, faking a smile.

Heeseung sat up and placed his phone face down on the nightstand, you felt a sense of relief that he wasn't immediately checking his messages. You didn’t know what to title what you both were, but you still couldn't help but feel a sense of curiosity and unease about the missed calls and Hana.

He turned to you and smiled, his hand reaching out to cup your cheek. "Is everything okay, Y/N?" he asked, his voice full of concern.

You hesitated for a moment before speaking. "I'm not sure," you said, your voice soft. "I noticed that you had some missed calls earlier. Is everything okay?"

Heeseung looked at you for a moment before nodding. "Yeah, everything's fine," he said, his voice reassuring. "It was just a friend from work trying to reach me. Nothing serious."

“Isn’t it kind of weird for a friend from work to blow your phone up? It might be something serious. Why don’t you call them back?” You asked him, trying to see if he reacted indifferently to what you said.

Heeseung looked at you, his expression turning slightly. "It's not that weird," he said, his voice unwavering. "Sometimes work stuff comes up and people need to get in touch with me urgently. But I'll call them back later and check in to make sure everything's okay."

You sensed Heeseung's confidence in his explanation. Yeah, sure. You listened to Heeseung's explanation about the missed calls, but you couldn't shake off the feeling that something was off. You knew that he often received calls and messages from work, but the number of missed calls seemed excessive.

"Are you sure everything's okay?" you asked, your voice hesitant. "It just seems a bit strange for someone to call you so many times in a row."

Heeseung sighed. "Look, Y/N, it's really not a big deal," he said. "I'll call them back later and figure out what's going on. It's probably just something that needs my attention."

You felt a sense of disappointment wash over you at his.

"I just want to make sure that everything's okay," you said, your voice softening. "If there's anything I can do to help, please let me know."

Heeseung looked at you for a moment before nodding. "Thanks, Y/N," he said, his voice softening as well. "I appreciate your concern. I'll call them back when you leave and see what's going on."

You nodded, “Right. When I leave..”

“Is that a problem?” He asked.

“No, it’s not. It’s fine.” You told him, getting up from the bed and huffing as you grabbed your dress. “It’s totally fine.”

He watched you walk back and forth throughout the room before getting up and walking over to you.

“Well, you know what? I called the ‘friend from work’ back. It’s a girl. Hana. Why’d she say I had the wrong number? Why would she lie about that?” You admitted, unable to contain your built up frustrations.

Heeseung's expression turned serious as he listened to your question. You were sure he knew that you were feeling jealous and insecure, and you hoped he didn't want to make things worse by being evasive or dismissive.

"I get that you’re upset, but there’s nothing to be upset about. You’re overthinking it.”

You took a deep breath, maybe he was right. Maybe there was nothing to worry about.

“Do you promise that I’m overthinking it?” You asked him.

“Promise.” He said.

You nodded, deciding to let it go as you slipped your dress back on. You brushed your teeth in the bathroom beside him as he did the same, watching him occasionally glance at his phone that he kept beside him at all times.

When you were in the car with him on your way back to the bakery, you asked to check the time in his phone but he excused your request, explaining that he was trying to save his battery.

You kissed him goodbye, asking him to call you as soon as he got home, to which he agreed. You watched him drive off as you sat in your car, pondering to yourself.

You’d find out who this ‘Hana’ was even if it was the last thing you’d do. Heeseung was yours.

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