Mfw I Have To Take My Things Off My Girlfriends Bed Because My Trip To Visit Her Is Over And I Have To

Mfw I have to take my things off my girlfriends bed because my trip to visit her is over and I have to drive back to my town :[

I'll admit to it. My main NPCs in cyberpunk red are all inspired by songs of off the album Bleed Out by the mountain goats. The fixer who's way in above his head and making bad contracts is based on Wage Wars, the one who weaves his way through contracts is Bones don't Rust. So on and so forth im GUILTY OF ALL CHARGES

Strange beings of Tumblr, help me decide on this.

I've been writing my own music (acoustic and vocals only rn) and I wanna record it but I'm stuck between recording it cleaner in separate tracks of recording it all together. On one hand, the cleanness would be nice, but on the other I like a lot of songs that just do raw recordings and a lot of the sound inspiration is from that style.

Ultimately imma do what I like, but persuasion could be nice

Revisiting this post almost 4 months in because I'm emotional tonight. A lot has happened since initially posting this. I started college. I introduced myself as female every opportunity I've gotten. I met some amazing people who mean the world to me. I got a new job. I fell into weird slumps. I made big purchases I've been waiting years for. I started wearing female clothes in public without being worried. I voice trained. I found a passable girl voice. I started therapy. I did drugs for the first time. I felt comfortable in my body. I started writing music. And I came out to the most important person in my life.

All in just a few months. It does get better the longer you keep going. It's never too late to start, and it's never wrong to choose being happy.

I'm officially 1 month on estrogen! :]

I've heard that it is life-saving, and it really just is. Without delving too deep into my life and feelings, it really has made a positive impact. I can look at myself and not feel utterly disgusted. I feel more comfortable in myself and have started buying feminine clothes. I finally feel comfortable using female pronouns and my preferred name. There's still a ton of progress to be made and a lot to do, but it's finally starting to work <3

This is beautiful in a painting kinda way. Artistic and nice

Source: Making Out; The Book Of Lesbian Sex And Sexuality - Photography by Laurence Jaugey Paget

Showering with my girlfriend. She's washing, im doing Elden Ring gestures next to her