Why Does Everything Feel So Samdean Coded. Specifically, July - Noah Cyrus And I Remember Everything

why does everything feel so samdean coded. specifically, July - Noah Cyrus and i remember everything - Zach Bryan. it's become an obsession

literally so pretty <3

i've never seen anything explained more perfectly

there is interesting johndean subtext and insinuations across kripke era, usually through an antagonist insinuating parent-child sexual violence in order to exert dominance over dean. this type of mockery exploits that ambiguous relationship between john and dean and reminds dean that he never had a normal relationship with his father, and that makes him gross and wrong. it doesn't actually matter in the end whether john was sexually abusive to dean. the core of their relationship was damning enough: dean was made to take the place of john's wife—to comfort john and raise sam—while simultaneously being his son. the codependent nature of their relationship implies the incest that underscores their dynamic. again, this is regardless of what literally occurred between dean and john because there is enough doubt toward the nature of their relationship that multiple antagonists can use it against them.

sonwife, brotherhusband—dean is stuck in a liminal space between family and lover and is unable to put his feet firmly on just one side and instead has to accept both together or abandon both together. he doesn't get to have a relationship with his family without it being simultaneously incestuous. he plays the role of wife to john and mother to sam as mary's replacement; he therefore becomes more than a son and transcends the boundaries of the familial into the incestuous. it's baked into the dynamic and he can't hope to escape the liminality in which he's stuck without abandoning his entire family altogether.

this ambiguous relationship is further acted out with sam, where people perceive them as lovers rather than brothers; where their mutual devotion trumps, neglects, and disallows any other close relationship outside each other; where their physical closeness is viewed through an unusually sexual lens despite no literal sex acts between them taking place on screen. once again dean is stuck in a liminal space, paralleling the ambiguous and uncertain relationship he had with john.

in the end, sex (and sexual violence) is just a symbol of this codependency and uncertainly incestuous dynamic. sex acts in kripke era end up being symbolic: misinterpretations of sam and dean's relationship; accusations of sexual violence; literal, on-screen sexual moments between the brothers and someone else. it's a literary device that highlights the incestuous themes of the show. dean hand-picks women for sam to fuck because it allows dean to be symbolically part of sam's sex life. henricksen accuses john of raping dean because it is a symbol of the unhealthy, codependent relationship dean had with his father. the samulet stays on during sex because sam is symbolically integral to dean's sexual gratification (seen too in the way both dean and cassie in 1.13 appear to kiss the amulet at least once in the dark room). sex is used to signify more than what's literally on the screen, and the connections between the literal sex acts and the blurred lines of dean's familial relationships allow for a reading of incest between both john and dean and sam and dean.

it never mattered whether johndean or samdean had a sexual relationship in the canon because that was never the point. the point is the liminality that permeates the narrative. sam, dean, and john all stand upon a threshold between acceptable and taboo. the point of it all is the doubt and anxiety, the are-they-aren't-they that is never answered. the absence of incest within the text invites the understanding that the incest was, in fact, always there.

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like it would've at least been tolerable if it had been marauders.

Is there any petty sorrow more infuriating than finding a fic on AO3 that sits at the exact intersection of your most obscure ship and your most oddball kink, checking the author's profile to see what else they've done, and discovering that the piece you've just read is the sole outlier in a solid wall of Harry Potter fanfic?

19 year old dean teaching 15 year old sam how to kiss a girl,, escalating from small pecks to open-mouth kisses, to making out for minutes on end..

then sam asks for more practice, and they'll just make out for hours on the bed, and dean gives sam little hickies under his jaw and on his neck, all the way down to his collarbones

and soon enough sam's asking dean for more more more because it just feels so good and how could a girl ever make me feel this good?

and dean does whatever sam wants because he's his baby brother and that's what dean is there for obviously. but also dean has this sick sick thing stirring in his stomach because he actually likes making sammy feel good, actually enjoys giving his little brother what no one else could ever give him.

and then dean has his hand down his little brother's boxers and sam's coming before he even really knows whats happening. and dean teaches sam how to suck someone off,, and sam enjoys having dean in his mouth so much that he gets hard again just from being on his knees for his brother...

sam's rutting into open air while he sucks his brother off, only half of him in his mouth because he can only take so much.. dean teasing him a lil because of it

and then dean has to return the favor to sam afterwards because he can't just leave his baby all high and dry !! even though sammy just came like less than 10 minutes ago but he's just so desperate he needs his brother to take care of him again :)