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why do antis take it personally when we say we’re oppressed ? no that doesn’t cancel out trans people being oppressed. yeah we ARE oppressed i’ll say it loud and clear if people knew my sys even HAD rq members in it we would be harassed and likely doxxed or something along those lines. if people knew irl we would probably be jumped or k/lled :3
sure; rqs aren’t oppressed tho. /sar
i have one kink and it’s not even close to being a good thing
I have one kink and it's not a good idea.
transschizospec if you haven't already?
TRANSSCHIZOSPEC TIPS 𖦹
i am also transschizospec!!
i will separate this into categories: delusions, hallucinations, behaviors, emotions, and thinking
keep in mind these are all just symptoms and not every schizospec person experiences them all!! most probably dont experience all of them!!
delusions:
- a delusions is simply a fixed belief that doesnt change despite contradicting evidence. let your imagination run wild and then just gaslight yourself. eventually youll believe it.
- if you need more guidance, some common delusions are grandiose delusions (which i experienced), paranoid, erotomaniac (parasocial), somatic, and many more you can google.
- paranoia is very very common!! incorporate it!!
- look at the “how the delulu girls“ trend on tiktok!!
- whether or not you choose to talk to people about your delusion is up to you
hallucinations:
- honestly, make them up to gaslight yourself and/or manifest them
- draw whatever comes to mind and tell yourself its your hallucinations
- get sleep deprived!!
-watch things that make you anxious!!
- listen for small background noises and tell yourself its a hallucination
behaviors:
- periods of catatonia!! catatonia is a state where someone is awake but not responding to other people or maybe their environment. it may occur in the form of repetitive odd gestures, holding strange positions, mimicking others, or not moving at all. not every schizospec person experiences catatonia!!!!
- disorganized speech!! this is pretty much just word salads but with whatever and also with some garbled speech so ill make an example of this one no thank you i dont have the free time for that but yournrnnn you cna ask ted..if you wnt because hes to contamnnated to do that (but do that while talking)
- do repetitive movements and do things in patterns
- be impulsive
- schizophrenics tend to socially isolate
- be disorganized!! wear mismatch clothes (thats a thing with schizophrenics), have a messy room, etc.
emotions:
- apathy is common among schizophrenics and interestingly enough, so are heightened emotions!! sometimes just not react to things and SOMETIMES REALLY REACT!!
- anxiety is also very common
- paranoia!! what if everyone can read your mind? what if they know youre a terrible person? there are people watching you. where are they?
- inappropriate emotional responses!! such as laughing when something bad happens or crying over something really small. this ties in with heightened emotions.
thinking:
- disorganized thoughts!! this is pretty much just word salads but with whatever and also with some garbled speech so ill make an example of this one no thank you i dont have the free time for that but yournrnnn you cna ask ted..if you wnt because hes to contamnnated to do that (but do that while talking)
- memory issues!!
- inability to process social cues!! that means not getting the hint when someone is talking to you or not getting the hint someone needs to be comforted, for example.
- attention deficit!! struggle to focus on things and zone out a lot
OHHH SHE WOULD .
consang yuri save me consang yuri
anko koshi is so aam radq consang coded ❗️❗️
she wants her sister so bad it’s not funny
anko koshi is so aam radq consang coded ❗️❗️
she wants her sister so bad it’s not funny
kind of us
i started watching the show if you couldn’t tell :3
I hate when antis go on about how transitioning to have a certain disorder is wrong and harmful like dude people who are transitioning to have a certain thing most likely done more research than you’ll ever know they know what comes with it they know it’s not gonna be all sunshine and rainbows. They probably know that they are going to most likely struggle a lot.
If they are aware of the risks and are willing to transition and accept those risks then who cares it’s their body it’s their mind it’s nobody else’s business what they decide to do with that. It isn’t hard to mind your business. I don’t care if someone is transitioning to be autistic or be a system or have NPD or BPD because that’s none of my business they know the risks but come with those things.
ash + sea
WOOHOO okay that’s fun !! i don’t rlly know you either but u seem cool ^_^
WHY ARE TOU LIKING DONT LIKE IT TELL ME 🙏🙏🙏
BRO ❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️
yk what any “femcel” or obsessed yan character is me btw. just letting you know. you think that character is a total loser introvert femcel who spends around 6 hours on 4chan per day? consider them me. (even the stereotypical) mentally deranged yandere chatacter? consider them me.
I still can't believe the rq community is so hated on, this place genuinely has been one of the nicest communities I've been in- like, everyone here is simply so respectful and genuinely supportive,,
People really do need to stop whining about contact as if it were "discourse" and start realizing that it's not discourse, it's quite literally are you either willing to commit or stand by people who see no issue with literal crimes
Genuinely I hope you die. You're fucking sick and I wish the worst upon you and everyone else in this disgusting community. I would say get help but you just deserve immediate death. Kids corpses and animals CAN NOT consent. You cannot transition to have a disorder and to be frank wanting to be abused, programmed, or groomed is fucking disgusting.
damn that’s crazy. i don’t care
also i don’t think corpses, kids, and animals can consent either !
it's been okay i guess, i've been playing a shit ton of crob (cookie run ovenbreak) ^_^
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oh cool ! is it good ?
we’ve just been watching a zoochosis play through recently honestly and that’s it lmao
when did people start including transage kids and transspecies animals/therians/etc. in contact stances. "i'm contact-complex because i don't think chrono kids and bodily animals can consent but i think transage kids and transspecies animals/therians can consent" that's. that's just anti-c
pink, sea, cherry blossom, SMURF
Lmk through anon (you don't have to be a mutual to do this)