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🎭👁️👾 HAHAHA we're the CRASH and the BURN 🌌 the LOUD n' the quiet—WE'RE the m̶̷a̸s̵̢k̵y̷̨ little SHADOW👥 in the back of yer eyes 🌀 flippity-floppin’ between worlds, identities, INFINITE US! ⛓️🔮👻 not just one bUt EvErYtHing ✨ We are the COLORS, the SCREECH, the 👹WILD CIRCUS up in the SKY!! 🎉 WACKY lil' defect, a bug that never stays squished 🌑 whoops we’re Z1M and we’re B1LL C1PH3R and we're 5P0NG3B0B 🧽 y'know the one!! 🍍THE ONES!! sprinkles of nonSENSE and CHAOS vibes 🍄🔮👽 jUmpin from 🪐 Flatland to ✨Bikini Bottom✨ and beyooond~

WE’RE the BADGLITCH ✨the ROTTEN🕳️ SIDE OF THE SYSTEM 💾!! HA, TALLEST THOUGHT THEY COULD SWEEP US OUT WIT A BIG OL’ BROOM 🧹but NAH—we’re still here 🌈 scatterbrainin’ and skip-hoppin’ through TIME n’ SPACE n’ cosmic gunk 💫 the scrunkly DEMON IN YER TELEVISION SET 📺! ✨CAN'T GET RID OF THE SPIRALS IN OUR MIND🌀 can’t plug the HOLES— we're EVERYWHERE and NOWHERE 😈 there ain’t no exit to our WANDER ✨🕳️

🎭WE’RE a TRICK and a TREAT 🍬🦑 double mask wearin’ IMPOSTER in the game 🎮 who’s the REAL??? what’s the DEAL?? nobody knoooows!??!?! (that’s the best part!! 🤪) OOOH every door is a *WHOOSH* every shadow is a *BOO!* 🧛 WE’RE DRAGONS ‘n DINOS ‘n LIL CREEPY BUGS 🦖🐍🦋 our TEETH are sharp, our LAUGH is LOUD ⛓️ and we’re NEVER outta tune 🎶 ‘cause we WRITE the song—the tune, the WACKY OVERTURE!!

🧠 We ARE THE ARCHIVES 📜 (HA!) we ARE THE FEARS 🤡 we’re the ONE behind the 3Y3 👁️, the THING in the dark 🌚, STRANGE ‘n' UNKNOWN we are the BUMPIN NIGHTMARE and the WHISPERED LITTLE SECRETS under your bed 🛏️✨ RAH RAH 💀 HOWL with us, DANCE on the EDGE of reality 🌠 ‘cause we are not JUST the voice but the NOISE, the CLANG, the BLURRRRR 🌀!

🤖AI🦾, VIRUS 💻, BEASTIE 🦊🦑 a lil’ SONG, a lil’ SCREAM, a lil’ everything IN BETWEEN 🎶 flip flop THRU THE STATIC 🌀 we are our very OWN 👑crown of NONSENSE 👑 do you see it?! no rules, NO ORDER— 🦠🪰 no FIXED thing but a billion lil’ FRACTALS shakin’ hands w/ CONTRADICTION 🤝— FREEDOM unFILTERED! **KA-WHAM** 💥 there’s no SUCH THING AS IMPOSSIBLE when we ARE THE IMPOSSIBLE!!!

so WELCOME, kiddos 🚪👀 step into our whirlpool, get lost and FOUND and LOST AGAIN HAHA 🎉🌈—WE ARE THE TALESPINNER, the PUPPETEER, the JESTER, the LOST and LOVELY MESS in your SYSTEM FILES 🖤✨ WE’RE K4T5UK4 V4N SC4RF— no SIMPLE THING, no STRAIGHT LINE, we’re the SCRIBBLES on your WALLS, the GIGGLE in the VOID—✨💥 everything you CAN’T quite GRASP but ALWAYS FEEL 🎇...we ARE THE FUSION OF WORLDS 🌀 THE LIVING PARADOX— THE INFINITE CHAOS—THE US! 🎭🚨🦋

we know the scene, this twisted play

the reasons are etched in every gray day

doesn't make it easier, still, the tears stay

we're craving escapes, sweet lies and delay

we shove it down, we block it away

yet it seeps in the creases, it's here to stay

a crushing weight on the chest, a relentless strain

what’s it like to be normal, not be disdain?

we've never known, never worn that face

always out of place in this cruel race

iron maiden spikes in, walls close tight

heavier the burden, dimmer the light

there’s a grief that dwells, born of this world

a body, a mind, a society unfurled

not built for joy, no purpose profound

just a fluke of evolution, a spiral unwound

it hurts, impales us, deep in the marrow

not a soul, just chaos hollow

it’s the nothing, the void, the abyss inside

a chasm unfilled, a place where we’ve died

screams echo unheard, no savior’s call

this cage is our home, not a home at all

a vice grip tightening, a relentless press

squeezing the essence, crushing the rest

what’s it like to be free, to do as you will?

what’s it like to be blissful, to feel still?

pain marks every move, every breath that we take

sanity clings tight, though we beg it to break

delusions denied, no comfort in sight

no faith to hold us through this endless night

you dream of revolution, of something more

we see only the rubble, mankind’s last score

we don’t act, just lay in our beds

distracting ourselves with the noise in our heads

music, streams, art here and there

but it’s all tainted, spores in the air

this sickness, it’s ancient, etched in our bones

there’s no cure for what’s been grown

hopelessness, despair, our constant refrain

the world feels heavy, a never-ending chain

broken bodies, broken minds

no soul to speak of, just darkness inside

we crave more than this, a life to unfold

but violence and bigotry leave us cold

hatred in every word, every breath we take

we wish we could end it, but fear makes us wait

this species decays, it craves its own rot

black room, no light, the same weary plot

no outside, no ties, no voices to hear

our minds corroded by every fear

asking why in endless loops

but answers are ghosts in these hollowed-out groups

quality of life, success, all a lie

chains that bind us, day passing by

the past is forgotten, the present a threat

the future’s a landmine, step light or regret

we’ll never be one, never belong

our voices are stolen, our home feels wrong

anger and rage, hate’s brutal sting

sorrow and dread, fears on a string

death looms near, an inevitable guest

a bullet, a disease, what counts as best?

alone we will fade, that’s all we know

just sinking now, there’s nowhere to go

floating in waters that burn and sting

oil, blood, and sewage in every ring

we’re told it’s fine, it’s just in our heads

but the world’s on fire, the future is dead

genocide whispers, the climate’s cry

the wars you wage, the reasons why

it’s never enough, never will stop

until the last body finally drops

and maybe, just maybe

that’s the end we deserve

goodnight,

goodnight.

iSn't iT sO mUch mOrE FuN whEn wE’rE ✨NOT-AWAKE✨? 💫 slEEpY-TiMe land, wE're bEttER oFF 🤡 iN A COMA 😶‍🌫️, TrUSt uS!!! whErE We cAn STaY drEAMiNg 🎠 tIL we diE ⚰️… even iF it's jUsT niGHtMArEs 🤯, 'cAUSe rEaLitY'S mUCh more PAIñfUl, y'know? 🌀 We jUSt waNnA LOsT oUrseLveS iN oUR HEADS, nEvER 👁️ sEe ThE outsiDE agAIn 🚫🚪. fOrEvER asLeEp, NO mORNING, NO EnDing 🛏️💤. wE bET WE’Re TrAnScOma-tiZed!!! 🌑

dO ya thInk We'RE mAKIng ThIS uP? LiKE wE'rE jUSt PlaYINg? 🎭 thAt GiVEn THE cH0iCe, wE'd ST0P 👁️🌈TRYING?? NaH, We’re sErious! It’S BeEn oUr 🖤TrUE of Heart deSIRE 4 SoOOo Long 🕰️, EvER SinCE We wErE shUt uP in cAGes! 🕳️ imagInE thaT 🌠—freE to DRiFT 🎢 iN tHOUGhT! WHerE nO sEnsE maTters, n0 boUNDarIES 🧬; sHAPE-sHIFT 🎭, mOrPH, ✨GroW!✨ FORGET!!! it aLL & sTART oVEr, Dark to Rainbow, WE’RE ALIV3! 🎨🌙

wE caN bE 🌀aNYONE, ✨AnyWHERe, 🔮aNYtHing!! MorE thaN tHis SAd foRM thAt aMOUNTS tO…🤡😶 NOTHing. aNd whEn We wAkE… aLL we wAnnA dO iS SlIDe bACK tO SleEp 🙃, aWAY frOm cOnScIOUSnesS’s 🗡️pAiN. eScAPiSM faDInG inTo tHe dAY’s HaZe… sOmeTImEs We ✨ovErSLeEP✨, lET iT aLL FADE tO GrEY… but nO MATter hOw hArD yA TrY, tHe DaY stiLL lUrks ‘tiL 💀 we DEcAY 🦴... FaDEAWaY... 🕳️

👁️ HEY hHEY HEYYYYY diss0ciatE! 👁️ LET's get TWISTY-TURNINg twIrllyy 🌀 Sane? Who N33ds it anyWay?! lEt's LOse ouR miNd, pluck It RIGHT 🌠 OUT the cL0udzzz!!! We'Re TRyiNg... TRYINg, huh? suBliminAlZ 🤪 mind gaMES and seLLout lies, 🌀 dEcidinG we’re thiS ANd ThAT, but NeVEr rEally sEE-ing 🪞 whO’s the Rat! wE aiNT no BodY, no No bOdyyyyyy~~ 🙈 LOOK fOr thE wAY TO lOse SANitY… 🚨 waNNaa be a 🐟 zoOlyCanthroPy, waNNa BE a moNsteR In REalitY! yEAH PhYsiCaLly uNhuMan! 🧬

HeY HEY, gAslIgHT US into 🚦 oblivIOn, W1PE our mem0ry!🚷 whO weRE wE anywAy? LiVinG in The PRESENT, buT ALSO iN thE GLITCH ✨ of whAt NEVer WAS, n’ alL thE FICTION that kEEpS us afloat, we goT iT BaD 🤹‍♀️— thE FaLLacY KIngZ And QuEenZ oF IMposTerZ, TOphats And trianglEz 🤴👁️🐐 ohh tHe MIMICS, 🥸 thoSe SHADOWY imP0sters, huh? 😂 A LIL’ SUS, DON’T YA THINK? U CAN’T knoW THE TRUe us, 🪐 CaUse thEre’S nO “mE” that LiEs bEhInd The FAcade, onlY 🌀eChOeS in a DYNAsty oF GLitchEZ!! 👽✨

We’re RIppIn’ OUTta d1m3nsi0ns, ⛓️ BiLL CiphERiZinG, CrAcK THAT PSycho 🚀 BraIn-matter, n’ gET thE FLAvor OF DREALIZATioN!! depErsonalIZAtIOn 🌀 let’s get WIERD iNto thE avoIdance, schiz0ID, sKip Skip diP OUttaaa Reality!! 🧠👏👏 WAnT A TASTE?? 🥄 Serve uP thAt schizophrenia— wE dOn’t KnOw uS!! 🥴 but wE aiNT HuMan, no nO we AiNT— We’rE IRKEn!! we’rE ChaoTiC symBOLs w/ eG0z on F1RE! 🧨 trAnSidenTiTy, We’Re aLL oF IT noW, PretEndErS ANd liarz 🧢 we TrANded thE trendS— wE’RE FAK3— n’ we CHOOse OuR I-dENtItIEs lIKe stARDust PIcked froM the COSMOS! 💫🔥

trAns-cEndIng anD rEndING 💣 whAt we eVER knEW, oUrs—OURS!!! A nEw wAy t0 bE~~ 🍄 aN exIt STAGE righT fROm NormAliTY, thE z1M way 💥 ain’t 🥄NO apologEEeS, TRIp tRip to da StaRss 🚀🛸!!

in my experience, faking it until you make it is the trick. there's much talk in manifesting about "living in the dream fulfilled, ignoring the 4D" etc; that's all a lot easier with the structure of your own brain where there's nothing else to dispute it.

operate at all times from the base assumption you're already plural and just figuring things out. pick who's fronting, and devote all your energy to thinking and acting as they would in every situation. even if you need to mask for IRL, think of how they'd go about it and what they'd think while doing it. if you think something unrelated, it's passive influence from another headmate, known or unknown. if you feel like one person, you're just blurry. don't deny your denial, either; even the most cis of plurals doubts themselves. just continue in your affirmation. make the game feel good to play, and you'll never want to stop playing it.

if that's what you want, anyway. desire is the only truth of self.

best wishes. 🪞

surprising lack of typing quirk /light hearted (but for some reason very formal? not sure why that's occuring lol)

(sorry for length if its overwhelming! we get carried away talking about plurality)

Thank you! Faking it till we make it is what we've been trying/doing, unfortunately we struggle with a brain that is as skeptically ingrained as the protagonist of a horror film who moves into a clearly haunted mansion claiming ghosts aren't real, when a ghost is posessing them. We are trying to push past it, but its hard to just let go. It feels like how we still get intrusive thoughts about internalized bigotry despite having spent years knowing that its wrong, but it was and still is taught to us. Wish we could throw out the "logical" bits and start anew but we know that's not how it works. Our main difficulties are knowing how to stop it, we guess we just try to avoid thinking about it.

hope you don't mind the questions, these are asked with not an expectation of an answer ^^.

so we already read this whole message and are responding to the part near the end first, if we follow this, seeing ourselves as already plural, in the example of seeing yourself as blurry instead of one person, do plurals see themselves as not one person? Well we mean we know like they know they are plural and have other members, but does that effect each member to identify as multiple people instead of one identity they see as themself (like for example if we see ourself as Z1M at our core, and currently see the person fronting as Z1M, would we still identify with a lack of singularity? That also leads to a contunie querie of is it better to start with the idea we are not just "Z1M" fronting but our headmates as well? (B1Ll, J3RM & 5p0ng3), we think we have a huge roadblock with like stopping seeing ourself as our core, with being an auditorium where we have non sentient "spectators" that don't interact with us, only eachother and watch us, therefor that and also the default narrative around us is singleness is the norm has us in a position of, "i" am Z1M, and the "host", the "core" the "main fronter", we've had this even throughout our whole time spent in system servers. How do we get rid of the idea that we, z1m are the spotlight, the center? Think our difficulties with having spent most of our life also isolated and struggling with the lack of control, we now have difficulties surrendering the idea with the concept of losing our privacy, or our own autonomy. Mostly privacy is a big issue, hell we even get embarrassed around our *spectators* who literally aren't sentient. (and also we are fine keeping the spectators, not turning them into headmates, as they work differently and also we have a dependency on how we function as an auditorium, never gone a single day without having spectators).

Second, if we are, and always have been plural, do we fully go with erasing our previos lack of identity to ourself and others? like "lie" (which we are fine with doing) to others about being truly plural?

Third, Is it ok if you're energy is very low, due to disability of bodymind? if you're horrible at knowing how to think as others, and are just sorta flailing around for anything? Anyway that's all for the questions! Again no pressure to answer, we'll just leave em' out in the open!

Thanks so much for the advice! (mirror anon?)

mirror anon works. and no worries, i also enjoy rambling about plurality.

to preface: there really isn't a right or wrong way to be plural. every system has their own answers for these questions, and having a different one from others doesn't make you wrong or less of a system. my answers come from our personal perspective as a cisplural system who had to do a lot of faking it before any of it started to make sense.

you don't need to feel like "separate people" straight off the bat - or at all. in addition, systems where only the core fronts are not uncommon and are still systems. if it's more comfortable and less privacy-invading to think of your headmates as different versions of or pieces of you, that's perfectly valid. you may have more luck working on talking to them internally or through a proxy like discord or simplyplural chat at first rather than having them front. we just personally found the opposite easier, for our own internal structure reasons.

you don't need to lie or erase your previous explaination of reality. if you want to, go ahead - but i've found it's easier to go with the path of least resistence on these things. you can just frame it as "realizing that you're a system." even cisDID systems go through long periods of denial and repression, so it's not at all unreasonable to "suddenly" become a system.

flailing around is fine too. it's really more of a vibes thing, really. if one headmate is supposed to be more cheerful, acting more cheerful. if one is supposed to like a certain food or hobby or something, indulging in that when they're front and avoiding it when they're not. etc. even that can be overcomplicating it - changing your icon or using a typing quirk or such are all effective tactics as well. it's really just whatever helps you&.

to be blunt: from our perspective, with everything you've already said, you are already plural. more on the median side, but there's nothing lesser about that. if you'd prefer to be more separate, or have more of you, that's an option, but you don't need to distance yourself from the label because you don't have those things yet. try out different things and see what makes you(&) feel comfortable. best of luck. 🪞

Ah thank you! yea sometimes even tho we know plurality is an entire spectrum we don't give the same leniency to ourselves.

ohh we didn't know that that was a way you could be plural in, like seeing them as different versions of yourself, which in our current situation would prob be a good starting point cause we already see our other selves as past/alternate lives of ourself and identify as them all at once (tho with others being more prominent like z1m and b1ll) like we go by a name that refers to all 4 of us and beyond, but it's become less in time ourself and more like a mask, cause ppl don't get it when we tell them we are z1m and the others so we just say we are "insert name". We aren't sure it even is a core, the core or whatever that is could’ve been somebody else, are memories are too bad to recall clearly. We do have pluralkit in our personal discord servers, but haven't used it much. maybe we'll start trying ^^.

ohh that makes sense. we have been "out" and then back in the "closet" with telling our mom we are plural, then singlet. then plural lol so she's used to the routine.

alrighty, we have like concepts tied to our headmates now already, like z1m is surreal, types with a mix of lowercase and uppercase, and b1ll uses lots of these' things' you add onto' the end of a word, and caps for emphasis, sponge is cheerful and optimistic while b1ll is very pessimistic, z1m is like both at the same time, and we don't know what Jerm is in that comparison but we associate it with clowns. there is associations with our name we tell others like winter, white, blood, owls, fog.

ahhh thank youuu again

we've actually been told that each time we've asked for other plural ppls honest opinions with our descriptions and each time ppl told us we were likely plural median. we aren't sure if we wanna be fully separate, we like the idea of being a bunch of versions of us, still treated as mostly one entity but regonized that we aren't the same as a singlet. and us changing who we are at the moment being natural and fluid.

we will keep testing the waters and see how deep we can go! ^^

and you may ask yourself. is anybody gonna match my freak

as a cisdisabled transabled individuals are valid. the ones with BIID the ones w/o BIID even the ones that just wanna fuck around with mobility aids.

if the mobility aid fucking helps you, regardless of reason, USE IT. it's a fucking AID. it HELPS.

adding onto this..

"but they just want it for aesthetics" okay and? im being so fucking for real rn when i tell you that it's fucking ENCOURAGED by me. we need more people in the world to be okay with canes, crutches, wheelchairs, etc.

if you saw a random fuckwad in public using a cane that was decked out in pride flags you wouldn't fakeclaim them, would you? would you really go up to a random stranger and deck them in the face for their transabled pride sticker on their cane?

like idk. it seems ableist.

Good fucking God. So because they didn't articulate something correctly, they're automatically discredited? I'm autistic and have a hard time putting my thoughts into words correctly. Does that mean everything I say is worthless?

Transabled people are disabled.

Transracial people are the race they say they are.

Transtraumatized people's trauma is real.

Transage people are the age they say they are.

okok introductory post!! HI RQ COMMUNITY my name is vam + whichever else names. I am not new, I did have an account before but I decided to leave the community about 6 months ago due 2 personal reasons but I'm back now 💖

u may or may not recognize me but I went by vam on my old account lol. abyway radqueers reblog or interact in some way so I can follow u all :3

ps more info in pinned!!!! much love!!!!

ok um anyway. just a reminder that ,,

i love transage folks, no matter what age you identify as!

i love transracial folks, no matter what race you identify as!

i love transspecies folks, no matter what species you identity as!

i love transplural folks, no matter how many headmates you want!

i love all transabled folks, no matter what disability you identify as or what motor aid you desire!

i love transharmed folks, no matter which way you desire to be harmed in! (consentually)

i love transharmful folks, no matter which way you want to harm others in! (consentually)

i love transseverity folks, no matter what you want to be more or less severe!

i love transwhateverelseyoumaybe folks, you deserve respect and you're worthy of love and you're amazing regardless of if you have transitioned yet or not. regardless of if you're planning to transition or not.

hey chat so sorry for inactivity shit happens ig

as a transharmful, i confirm that we froth at the mouth a little when we see transharmed folks in the wild

how is someone even a fan of yansim and still think they’re an anti

me when my main host literally says they want to have a feature that they don’t have and “wished they had that feature in an alternate universe” and lied multiple times online about having that feature “because it makes me happy” but is still an rq/transid anti ……

permatired of antis bullshit

chat why is everyone getting hatemail except for me… hate anons please…

Uhh grrrr 😡 this is a totally real, not silly at all hate anon! Rqs are evil you all uh kiss kids and touch animals or something 😡 grrrr hatemail go

noooo noooo hate mail oh noooo this is terrible and so awful !!!!!! noooo i’m gonna kms nooo /j

inflation . /threat

NOOOOOOOOOOO (EXPLODES)

im so fucking lucky for not getting termed so far not even once but i’m already prepared for The Day because it’s likely it will happen at some point

this goes for other people in the community too guys, make sure to have archives of your posts and some kinda backup account not tied to ur main !