Um Here Is A New One Shot Called Scars Take Time To Heal I'm Sorry If The Beginning Throws You Right

Um here is a new one shot called scars take time to heal I'm sorry if the beginning throws you right into the action

Sammy was getting worse by the second. 'Where the heck is Yasmina she needs the antidote now!' Brooklynn thought. Sammy's skin grew colder and colder. A little longer and she will tumble off the edge of life into the hands of death. But as Yasmina neared camp Sammy passed the threshold of death. When Brooklynn told Yasmina that Sammy had passed Brooklynn looked as if she was going to pass out. Yasmina walked passed Brooklynn and over to the lifeless body of her crush she grabbed Sammy's wrist softly and put two fingers on her pulse point Brooklynn was right she died before she could get to her with the antidote. Yasmina could hear the other's whispering saying that Sammy died because of her if she was faster she could have saved her. No one cared to comfort her as she cried over the loss of her best friend. No the others comforted themselves they couldn't care less about her. Tears fell from Yasmina's cheeks onto Sammy's flower shirt she whispered "I'm sorry Sammy I should have been faster I should have been here in your final moments I'll tell your family what happened to you if we do get off this goddamm fucking island." Yasmina fell asleep hugging the corpse of her only trusted friend. The campers buried Sammy's body the next day near the river.

5 months later when they got off the island they finally made it to Costa Rica. That was when Yasmina finally broke at the sight of Sammy's family she walked up to Sammy's mother and with tears in her eyes spoke "Mrs. Gutierrez, I'm Yasmina one of Sammy's friends. I'm sorry you have to hear this from me but Sammy passed away on the island from a dinosaur that was created by Dr. Wu. I was not able to get the antidote to her fast enough so she passed before I was there with it. I'm so sorry." Mrs. Gutierrez looked at Yasmina and knew she was telling the truth her little girl was never coming back to her. "We buried her near a river by our camp on Isla Nublar I promised myself that I would tell you what happened to her." Yasmina started to sob remembering that she let this woman's daughter die, the older Gutierrez with tears in her eyes walked up to her and hugged her in hopes to ease the pain in both their hearts and whispered "It's alright chica I can see how much she ment to you as well." As Yasmina leaned into the embrace she smelled the scent of hay and delicate marigolds the same scent that was in Sammy's hair all throughout this ordeal that always calmed her, she started to get a headache and memories flashed through her of the first time they met, up until Sammy's last breath. The heartbreak she felt may never be healed completely.

When I fell in love with you

This story was based on a real experience I had with having a crush on my best friend. (Disclaimer this fic contains mature topics like smoking and past self-harm but brief mentions) note that I would never do what I depict in the story.)

Yasmina walked to the edge of camp and pulled out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter as she lit one and took a drag,  she started to think about Sammy. Sammy is beautiful in her own way she was kind, smart, and funny. She took another drag and started to think about if she told her how she felt would Sammy accept her for who she is, or be like the last person she confessed her feelings to who ran from her and hurt her more than the knife she once used to drag across her skin. "When I fell in love with Sammy it was the fear of rejection that hit the hardest not the realization that I loved her." She said into the sky. No one was there to see the fear and the tears running down her face as she clung to her jacket like a lifeline as she crumbled to the ground in tears. As she walked back into camp she saw Sammy and Brooklynn kissing as the two girls separated Sammy whispered "I love you Brooklynn" Brooklynn replied "I love you too Sammy." Yaz realizes that Sammy was in love with someone else someone who could love better than she ever could. Yasmina chuckled dryly and whispered "Even if she's happy with Brooklynn, I will feel as if a part of me will constantly be missing without her. But I will never ruin something like the friendship we built."

Ok so this post is extremely long and I put it all together for my blogs Feeling sad page but as I don’t have a huge amount of followers I realize so many people are not seeing this information so I’m posting it here too!

alternatives without harming yourself:

holding/squeezing ice.

splashing your face with water.

getting a rubber band and snapping it against your skin (this could hurt, though it’s better than other ways that people usually choose to self-harm).

take a hot shower or bath.

eat something sour. it will take your mind of the urge. (lemon, sour lollies)

massage where you want to self-harm.

get a red pen or red paint and draw/paint over where you usually self-harm.

remind yourself as to why you shouldn’t do it. (scars, harms organs, leave memories etc…)

describe what you are feeling. (is the urge/pain in your chest, fists, legs, arms, head).

killing yourself will not help. it is not a solution.

you have your whole life ahead of you. you have so many more years that you can accomplish things in. for example;

having a family.

getting married.

to watch the sun rise.

to watch the sun set.

to save someone else’s life.

finish school.

get your dream job.

to laugh.

to smile.

to go camping.

travel to new places.

to wake up every morning to the person you love.

friends.

family.

to keep that promise you made.

to accomplish a goal.

to meet your idol.

to listen to new music.

theme parks.

video games.

chocolate.

to be able to look back and say “i made it”.

what you’re going through is temporary.

in case you need to hear this:

you are loved.

you are wanted.

you are needed.

you are beautiful.

you are handsome.

you are important.

you are not alone.

you are okay.

you are strong.

you are worth it.

you are smart.

you are not a failure.

you are useful.

you are going to be okay.

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This will be fun. Ask away I'll answer.

Fanfiction Writer Asks

Most of the writer ask posts I come across are only like ten or so questions long so I thought I’d try to make a longer one because we like talking about our writing! Feel free to reblog!

1) How old were you when you first starting writing fanfiction?

2) What fandoms do you write for and do you have a particular favourite if you write for more than one?

3) Do you prefer writing OC’s or reader inserts? Explain your answer.

4) What is your favourite genre to write for?

5) If you had to choose a favourite out of all of your multi chaptered stories, which would it be and why?

6) If you had to delete one of your stories and never speak of it again, which would it be and why?

7) When is your preferred time to write?

8) Where do you take your inspiration from?

9) In your xxx fic, what’s your favourite scene that you wrote?

10) In your xxx fic, why did you decide to end it like that? Did you have an alternative ending in mind?

11) Have you ever amended a story due to criticisms you’ve received after posting it?

12) Who is your favourite character to write for? Why?

13) Who is your least favourite character to write for? Why?

14) How did you come up with the title for the xxx? - You can ask about multiple stories.

15) If you write OC’s, how do you decide on their names?

16) How did you come up with the idea for xxx?

17) Post a line from a WIP that you’re working on.

18) Do you have any abandoned WIP’s? What made you abandon them?

19) Are there any stories that you’ve written that you’d really love to do a sequel to?

20) Are there any stories that you wished you’d ended differently?

21) Tell me about another writer(s) who you admire? What is it about them that you admire?

22) Do you have a story that you look back on and cringe when you reread it?

23) Do you prefer listening to music when you’re writing or do you need silence?

24) How do you feel about writing smutty scenes?

25) Have you ever cried whilst writing a story?

26) Which part of your xxx fic was the hardest to write?

27) Do you make a general outline for your stories or do you just go with the flow?

28) What is something you wished you’d known before you started posting fanfiction?

29) Do you have a story that you feel doesn’t get as much love as you’d like?

30) In contrast to 29 is there a story which gets lots of love which you kinda eye roll at?

31) Send me a fic recommendation and I’ll post it for my followers to see! (The asker is to send the rec not the answerer)

32) Are any of your characters based on real people?

33) What’s the biggest compliment you’ve gotten?

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35) Do you share your story ideas with anyone else or do you keep them close to your chest?

36) Can you give us a spoiler for one of your WIP’s?

37) What’s the funniest story you’ve written?

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39) Do you prefer first, second or third person?

40) Do people know you write fanfiction?

41) What’s you favourite minor character you’ve written?

42) Song fic - What made you decide to use the song xxx for xxx.

43) Has anyone ever guessed the plot twist of one of your fics before you posted it?

44) What is the last line you wrote?

45) What spurs you on during the writing process?

46) I really loved your xxx fic. If you were ever to do a sequel, what do you think might happen in it?

47) Here’s a fic title - insert a made up title. What would this story be about?

48) What’s your favourite trope to write?

49) Can you remember the first fic you read? What was it about?

50) If you could write only angst, fluff or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why?

5 years after Camp Cretaceous

Yasmina's POV

I was running with the antidote in my arms I have to get it to Sammy before its too late to save her. The trees started to blur into each other. But as I neared camp I felt as if I was too late and she would die as soon as I got there. I ran and handed Brooklynn the antidote but as it was injected into Sammy her heart stopped. "No!! Don't die on me, Sammy, I never meant what I said to you. Just please please come back to me, Sammy, I love you."

I woke up with a jolt looking around my apartment to find myself in my bed and my girlfriend Sammy sleeping next to me and breathed a sigh of relief. But I reached out and touched Sammy's shoulder anyway to make sure I wasn't dreaming and got out of bed to clear my head.

As I got up I looked at the clock it is 2:00 am. Our border collie Salem walked up to me and pushed against my leg. I reach down and petted his reddish-brown fur. He tended to do this to calm me down but I never taught him to do this. "Hey, bud let's go on a walk." Salem barked happily. I smiled as I grabbed his leash and harness and hooked him to it and left the apartment.

The cool morning air nipped at my skin as I walked Salem to the park nearby so he can run around. I tied him to the bench with a long enough lead so he can walk around and not hurt himself or other people if they come here. I stayed there for about an hour and I started to head back to the apartment. When I got back Sammy was still sleeping, I changed back into my night clothes and curled up next to her and slipped into a dreamless sleep.

When I woke up again Sammy was running her hand through my hair. I shift a little bit to tell her I am awake "morning Yaz" Sammy said"Good morning Sammy" as I shifted closer to her. I ran my hand across her side and felt the scars the the Scorpios had left her they were small but noticeable.