CIGARETTE DAYDREAMS

⋆ ｡⋆୨୧˚— CIGARETTE DAYDREAMS

𝜗𝜚 ༘⋆ ⋆˙pairing. stranger! lee heeseung x fem! reader. synopsis. in which you’re starting to give up on life after years of being tormented and bullied ,, and then suddenly he appears. genre. angst ,, fluff. wc. 1503. 𝐥u𝐧a notes ⋆.˚ i was writing this with cigarette daydreams on repeat so now im sad why do i do this to myself. ☹️ <3 🫧 — 𝓵𝗂𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗋𝔂

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YOU WIPED AWAY THE TEARS STREAMING DOWN YOUR FACE, BUT IT WAS A LOST CAUSE. the rain was pouring harder than ever, soaking through your thin jacket and leaving you shivering.

school had been unbearable today, as it often was. the whispers, the taunts, the constant reminder that you didn’t belong.

you were the poor girl, the one with hand-me-down clothes and an empty lunchbox. it didn’t help that your family’s financial troubles were well-known; kids could be cruel, and they nitpicked every single thing about you.

you trudged along the sidewalk, the weight of your wet backpack pulling at your shoulders. you didn’t even bother taking the bus anymore. it was just another place where you were an easy target. walking home in the rain was better than enduring more whispers and laughs.

lost in your thoughts as your body shook with every cry, you didn’t notice the sleek black car pulling up beside you until the window rolled down. you glanced over, startled, and your eyes met a handsome boy with big, round bambi-like eyes.

he was sitting in the back seat, looking at you with a mixture of curiosity and concern. his pristine uniform and polished appearance was definitely a contrast to your bedraggled state.

“hey,” he called out, his voice soft but warm over the sound of the rain. “are you okay?”

you wanted to shrug it off, to say you were fine, but the lump in your throat made it impossible to speak. instead, you just shook your head, tears mingling with the raindrops on your cheeks.

the man’s expression softened. “do you want a ride home? you look like you could use one.”

you hesitated. accepting help from someone like him, a rich student from a private school, felt strange. but the genuine look of kindness in his eyes made you nod reluctantly, praying to god that this wasn’t some other sick joke. besides, how could it get any worse?

he opened the door, and you climbed in with hesitation, you felt the warmth of the car enveloping you immediately.

the boy’s driver started the car again, and you sat in silence for a few moments, the tension easing as the heater dried your clothes.

“what happened?” he asked gently, breaking the silence.

“why were you crying?”

you sighed, the weight of the day pressing down on you. “it’s nothing. just...school stuff.”

he frowned, clearly not convinced. “doesn’t seem like nothing. you can talk to me, you know.”

the sincerity in his voice surprised you. you didn’t expect someone like him to care. “it’s just...i don’t fit in,” you admitted quietly.

“people make fun of me because i don’t have nice clothes or money. they make me feel like i’m less than them.”

his jaw tightened at your words, and he looked out the window for a moment before turning back to you. “that’s not fair. you’re worth just as much as anyone else, we’re all human at the end of the day.”

his words made your heart ache. you wanted to believe him, but years of bullying had destroyed your self-esteem. “thanks, uh..” you whispered, not knowing what else to say as you didn’t know the boys name.

he let out a soft giggle as he stuck out his hand to shake yours,

“lee heeseung.”

from that day on, heeseung made it his mission to look out for you. he would find you after school, waiting to walk you home or offer a ride. he became a friend, a protector, and a source of comfort to you.

slowly, you began to open up to him, sharing your hopes and dreams for the future.

in turn, he shared his life with you, showing you that wealth didn’t shield him from loneliness or pressure.

one afternoon, heeseung came to pick you up from school, his usual smile immediately replaced with a concerned frown as he saw the scene in front of him.

two boys from your class were leaning on you, laughing as they made you carry their bags. you were struggling under the weight, your face flushed with humiliation and discomfort.

“hey!” heeseung shouted, storming over. “get away from her, assholes.” he said with an unfamiliar, dark gaze- different from the soft and gentle look he always gives you.

the boys looked up, surprised to see someone like heeseung at your school, his private school uniform almost mocking them.

they sneered, “why help her man? she’s just some broke bitch, don’t concern yourself-“

but before they could continue, heeseung was on them. he grabbed the nearest boy and shoved him away from you, his eyes blazing with fury as he got on top of him and threw punches after punches onto the man begging for him to stop.

“touch her again, say anything or even look at her again and you’ll regret it,” heeseung growled.

“i’ll make sure you’re expelled and sued. you think you can mess with her because she doesn’t have money? think again.”

the boys, realizing they were outmatched, scrambled away, leaving their bags behind. you stood there, stunned, watching heeseung’s chest heave with anger. when he turned back to you, his expression softened immediately.

“are you okay?” he asked, his voice gentle again as he felt his eyes well up with tears as he thought about you having to endure this everyday.

you nodded, tears welling up in your eyes. “thank you, heeseung. you didn’t have to do that- no one’s ever done that for me..”

he shook his head, reaching out to gently touch your shoulder. “of course i did. no one should ever treat you like that again with me around.”

seeing the cuts and scrapes on his knuckles, you frowned as you you took his hand and led him to a nearby bench.

“let me take care of you now, hee.”

you pulled out a small first-aid kit from your bag, one of the few things your mother insisted you carry after she saw you come home with bruises from a bully.

you cleaned his wounds carefully, your fingers trembling slightly. heeseung watched you, his gaze intense but still comforting you.

“why are you so nice to me?” you asked quietly, not looking up from his hand.

heeseung was silent for a moment, then he sighed. “because you’re special, y/n. you deserve better than what you’ve been given.”

your heart skipped a beat, and you finally met his eyes. there was something there, something that made your chest tighten with a strange feeling you haven’t felt before.

“i like you, y/n,” heeseung confessed, his voice barely above a whisper.

“i’ve liked you since the day i saw you walking in the rain. you’re strong and kind, and you don’t deserve to be treated like this when you’re the warmest soul i’ve ever met in all my years of living, i’m so in love to the point where i feel sick.”

tears spilled over your cheeks again, but this time they were tears of joy. “i love you too, heeseung. you’ve been so good to me, you make me feel like life is more than living in agony, you taught me that people can have good in them too.”

he grinned at you with a lovesick look as he leaned in slowly, giving you time to pull away if you wanted to. but you didn’t. you closed the distance between you, your lips meeting in a gentle, soft kiss.

you cupped heeseung’s face as he grinned and wrapped his arms around your waist- not planning on letting you go anytime soon, now and forever.

the feelings going through you were completely indescribable- you know the feeling of watching fireworks go off at a summer carnival at the very top of the ferris wheel? that’s how you felt kissing lee heeseung.

as you pulled back, heeseung smiled, his eyes shining with love and happiness.

“i’m not going anywhere, y/n. you’re stuck with me now.” he said nudging his nose against yours as you giggled.

you felt a warmth spread through your chest. for the first time in a long time, you felt hopeful.

you had someone who cared about you, someone who saw your worth. and with heeseung by your side, you weren’t gonna let the words from your classmates get to you anymore- you knew your worth.

walking home that day, hand in hand, you felt the world around you shift. it wasn’t perfect, and there would still be challenges ahead of you. but with heeseung’s support, you felt stronger, braver, and hopeful.

the rain had stopped, and the sun was beginning to peek through the clouds, casting a golden glow on the path ahead.

you glanced at heeseung, his face resting with a grin and looking content. he looked back at you, squeezing your hand gently.

in that moment, you knew that no matter what happened, you wouldn’t be alone anymore, you didn’t have to suffer anymore.

you had found a friend, a protector, and even something more.

and that made all the difference in the world.

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TYPES OF BOYFRIENDS.

where i tell you what type of boyfriends these seven boys are ><

pair : enhypen x fem!reader

warnings: fluff ! (not rlly a warning..)

LEE HEESEUNG

: gamer bf

heeseung had called you over to spend time with you for the day. you were very happy that you could finally cuddle with him! but there was a slight problem...

he was glued to his ps5! ever since you got there he has been glued to his game all day. you huffed in annoyance as he screamed at the screen once again.

"fuck!" he said as he rubbed his temple "good luck boys.. im logging off this is bullshit." you perked up at his words and immediately got up, he turned to you and was startled at your beaming expression.

"shit you scared me.." he said as you pouted "im playing doll. come here" he said as he patted his lap for you to come sit.

PARK JONGSEONG

: caring bf

you were sick and decided to call jay over to take care of you. you coughed and sniffled lightly, sitting at your pc desk.

jay let himself in with the spare key snd called out for you "darling! im here!" but he didn't hear anything and didnt hear footsteps running to him.

he walked into room after room and then found you sitting at your desk playing a game.

"darling.. why aren't you in bed." you turned to look at him and opened your arms wide. "come on i bought you soup and some snacks."

SIM JAEYUN

: clingy bf

you were gone all day with your friends and decided that you were tired. you bided your goodbyes to your friends and got into your car, driving to you and jakes shared apartment.

you unlocked the door and immediately heard running footsteps indicating that your boyfriend was indeed coming to greet you.

"baby! your home!" jake said and jumped into your arms , littering your face with kisses.

"jakey!" you called out in between kisses "i missed you so much. lets go cuddle!" dragging you to the bedroom.

PARK SUNGHOON

: soft bf

you yawned as sunghoon worked on his computer. you were clearly bored out your mind and tired.

you sighed and stared at sunghoon. his eyes still glued onto the work infront of him, you sighed even louder which caused sunghoon to turn to you.

"what is it princess." he said before standing up and shutting off his computer.

"im tired.. and i missed you." you cheekily smiled as he came to lay next to you. "such a needy girl.. come on lets sleep princess.." he rested your head on his chest.

KIM SUNOO

: cute bf

you were doing your makeup before you felt and pair of hands slip around your waist. you saw it was sunoo.

he smiled and grabbed your arms. "baby.. can you do my makeup?" he whispered and that made you chuckle.

"noonoo you dont need makeup" you said as he gasped pretending to be hurt, you turned around and cupped his face "because your already pretty!" you kissed his face.

he blushed lightly and dug his face into the crook of your neck. "your a tease babe.."

YANG JUNGWON

: shy bf

you were sat on the couch with your boyfriend, jungwon.

you were so intrigued into the horror movie that you didn't realize that jungwon was a little scared.

he jumped slightly, his body stayed somewhat far away from yours. scared you were gonna rejected his touch.

you looked at jungwon and paused the movie. "won are you okay?" you asked with worry laced in your voice. "um.. can you.. hug me?.. im a little scared" he stuttered out with blush on his face.

you unpaused the movie and hugged jungwon tightly with a smile on your face.

NISHIMURA RIKI

: tsundere bf

you and riki had got into a little bit of a argument. you were sat in your house bored as ever before you heard a faint knock.

you got up and opened the door, riki stood there with flowers and your favorite hello kitty plush in hand.

"nishi?.. what are y—" "take it.. im..- sorry.." he looked down while holding out his presents. you grabbed them and yanked him inside.

you placed the stuff down and hugged him tightly, he blushed at the contact. "your so sweet nishi!" you giggled "w-whatever.. dont think i missed you or anything..." he said still holding up his 'cold demeanor' which you knew wasnt true.

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SECOND CHOICE

where riki cant get over his ex.

pair : ni-ki x fem!reader

warnings : angst , cheating , arguments

buns note : this is based off a chat i had with junos (@pnghoon) riki bot :3

you sat at the table with riki, food in hand as you placed it down. he smiled and licked his lips. "yum.. this used to be her favorite!" you froze at his words.

i sighed at his remark and put my hands in my lap "what is wrong with you riki!" i huffed out.

Riki’s eyebrows furrowed at your reaction and he tilted his head ever so slightly. “What do you mean?” Riki spoke, clearly not seeing the problem with what he just said.

"this used to be her favorite?" are you kidding me!?" riki was taken aback by your words and seemed genuinely confused. He opened his mouth as if he was about to say something but then stopped himself. “I..I don’t see what the problem is?”

"seriously? on every one of our dates you mention her, when i tie up my hair you mention her and even when im not doing anything you mention her!" you raised your voice and was staring to get frustrated with his innocent act.

“I..I’m sorry.. I didn’t realize I was doing that…” he mumbled apologetically, still refusing to look at you straight in the eyes.

"whatever lets just eat riki." i sighed and began to eat my food as he did too. He slowly took a bite out of his food before speaking up again “Can I ask you something..?” his words made me perk up.

"hm?.." i said as i swallowed my food. he reluctantly spoke up "do you ever.. get jealous?.." i quirk my brow and placed my fork down "why? do you think i get jealous?" he nodded slightly "you.. always get worked up when i bring up my ex." i rolled my eyes and stood up to throw away my plate.

"i dont get jealous, there's nothing to be jealous about.." i said looking back him "it just seems.. you would prefer to be with her than me.." your works shocked him, he shook his head and approached you "no babe.. thats not true i love you.." he lied. it was true. but he would rather die than admit that.

i shook my hand "just forget it riki" i walked to the bedroom to get ready to sleep, riki trailing behind me.

he sighed and grabbed your arm, stopping you "babe can we talk about this please?" "about what!? that you want to be back with your ex?" he huffed in annoyance "its not like that! your blowing things out of proportion."

"oh really? its not like that? then why do you feel the need to bring her up everytime i do something!?" he ran and hand through his hair in frustration.

"because i cant stop thinking about her okay!?" he yelled before rubbing his temple, leaving you in utter dismay "you cant be serious" "yn im so-" you shut him up by shoving past him , grabbing your outside shoes and phone "wait dont leave please!.." he grabbed your hand desperately.

"i hate you riki.. i wish i never met you."

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HOW TO HAVE FUN WITH A “NERD” — A PSH SMAU

ㅤ✿ SYPNOSIS. being the twin sister of sim jaeyun came with its “perks” and being overshadowed by him was definitely one of them. you were only known as jake’s sister, the girl that only has 5 friends, gets straight A’s and thinks the meaning of “fun” is late night study session with her friends. being your brother, jake “persuades” you into tutoring his best friend, park sunghoon who’s flunking all his subjects. but there was a problem: you two liked each other back in middle school but he broke things off with you, resulting in an awkward tension between you two. now with you tutoring him, old feelings start to resurface but will you be able to keep it yourself?

OR IN WHCH tutoring sunghoon turns out to be more of a lesson for you to learn that the meaning fun isn’t just grades and studying. along the way, an old spark starts to reignite in both your lives . . .

PAIRING ୨୧ brothers bsf! + popular! park sunghoon x smart!fem. reader . . . 𐙚ㅤㅤ

FEATURING ୨୧ enhypen (mainly hyung line), rei, minji, chaewon, minjeong, beomgyu

GENRE ୨୧ romance, fluff, humor, angst (just a little), non idol au, mutual pining

WARNINGS ୨୧ swearing, inappropriate jokes , drinking + yuuhyemin (ig) as face claim, text acronyms used

STATUS ୨୧ upcoming (regular updates)

starts on. 30/6/24 ends on. ????

note. this is a gift for 200 followers <3 thank u!! i’m rlly excited to make this smau

ᶻᶻ profiles: grade A (meat) | freaky mfs

chapter count: roughly 25-30+

01. dunkin supremacy

02. is somebody gonna match my freak

03. babe wake up!! new yn lore just dropped

04. lord farquaad fan(+written)

05. certified lover boy

06. jay’s acting up again

07. it’s giving 2019 gacha music

08. househusband that can’t cook

09. fly high yn 🕊️

10. were u silent or SILENCED

more tba . . .

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