Im Definitely The First Part.

I’m definitely the first part.

You are not just a meaningless fragment in an alien universe, briefly suspended between life and death, allowed a few short-lived pleasures followed by pain and ultimate annihilation. Underneath your outer form, you are connected with something so vast, so immeasurable and sacred, that it cannot be spoken of–yet I am speaking of it now. I am speaking of it now not to give you something to believe in but to show you how you can know it for yourself.

Eckhart Tolle

I’m a waste of space. But I guess that means I’m taking it up? I still don’t deserve to live or even exist.

Sometimes vegetables, don’t like to read, can’t get a job, not really active, hate the outside, have accepted I’ll die an unloved virgin, and I have absolutely zero irl friends. Only people online will talk to me. It sounds like my death wish is going well. How much longer until ignoring this list kills me?

if you're a human adult you physically need to eat actual vegetables, read real books, work, exercise, be outdoors, have sex, and have other real adult humans to talk to all on at LEAST a weekly basis or else you go will literally go completely insane and the problem is too many people choose to skip all those basic needs on purpose

Except some of us don’t actually deserve basic kindness or respect or decency or love. So we cling to anyone we can find who’s stupid enough to give it to us for the few weeks that we can make it last before they leave us behind.

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These are really good.

I have no idea why I feel compelled to share all (and I mean all) the Silmarillion-related fanart I’ve done in the past 3 or 4 years. The total amount of doodles goes fairly over the mobile app’s 10-image limit. Yet I spent a solid 20 minutes compiling collections of the drawings I’ve done, sorted by the school year I was in. Enjoy judging how much my artistic skills have improved during my adolescence, I guess?

You can easily spot recurring themes in my choice of subjects…