Being Abused Can Seriously Affect Your Ability To Distinguish Between Not Obviously Pleased And Obviously

Being abused can seriously affect your ability to distinguish between “not obviously pleased” and “obviously displeased” because abusers go from Neutral to Hostile for absolutely no discernible reason, and eventually you start worrying that everyone is going to be like that and you start feeling this urge to make absolutely sure that the people you actually care about aren’t mad or upset, because to you, “there’s no evidence that they’re not angry” is the same as “there’s evidence that they are angry”

Every life is doomed to end, just as it is doomed to begin.

Just give up. Just let yourself fall. Just stop trying to go further and drag yourself along a path not worth walking. There is no point. No goal. No sense behind any of it. Its just … life. Endless cycles of it and every life is doomed to end, just as it is doomed to begin. 

You ask why? You want to know but deep down you already no that you will never get the answer, that you will search forever for a reason that does not exist and that you will waste away during this endless search and in the end you will leave nothing behind but fading memories.

Til only the baddest bitches come from this country

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You’re exactly where you need to be.

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