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Being abused can seriously affect your ability to distinguish between “not obviously pleased” and “obviously displeased” because abusers go from Neutral to Hostile for absolutely no discernible reason, and eventually you start worrying that everyone is going to be like that and you start feeling this urge to make absolutely sure that the people you actually care about aren’t mad or upset, because to you, “there’s no evidence that they’re not angry” is the same as “there’s evidence that they are angry”
Sorta vent under the cut 😭
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TW FOR MENTIONS OF ABUSE. CRIES
YK WHAT I NEED A TUTORIAL FOR?? How to trust your mother again after she's gotten therapy and changed for the better because she used to be so angry and scary. She had terrible anger issues and she always argued with my dad. She wasn't much of a physical abuser (Often. It still happened.) But she mentally abused me and my older brother for years and I still haven't recovered fully from it. She and my dad split up a few years ago, and I've lived with my dad. But recently they've been hanging out more, and they're actually acting like friends. They do karaoke and shit together and they watch this TV show on the nights she drops my brothers off. I feel bad for being cautious around her, because I know she had it rough and she's getting better. She's already improved so much. And I love her, really, but trusting her again is scary.
She's so much nicer to me now.
Whumpee's previous Owner made them stay awake for days on end if they ever overslept.
Whumpee assumes it would be the same rules with Caretaker, they accidentally oversleep one day and deny themself sleep for several days. Even weeks. And Caretaker is completely oblivious of it.
Whumpee just assumes their new Owner really wants them to learn their lesson because they're never given permission to sleep. Caretaker only learns until Whumpee passes out at their feet...