You Don't Need To Be Productive All The Time. You Deserve To Take Breaks. You Don't Need To Try And Fill

you don't need to be productive all the time. you deserve to take breaks. you don't need to try and fill every small gap with something productive to do. you are allowed to just sit on the bus and stare out of the window or listen to music or whatever you'd like, there's no need for you to use every small moment for revising or learning. you are allowed to use all those moments to just relax and breathe, and you should.

the true-est form of love must be sharing food -- you need food (and water) to live, to take that and give it to someone else is like saying 'i need you to live', its like taking part of your life and placing it in front of someone saying 'here, this is me' and letting them have it

that must be why when atsushi gets a pastry from the cafe underneath the agency's office, he eats half and gives the rest to ranpo

it must be why he snaps his cookies or popsicles or anything of the sort in half and hands the bigger part to kyouka

it must be why he takes the best parts of his dish when the ada is together and places them onto the corner of dazai's plate instead

or why he gives kenji all the parts from his bento box kenji commented on

or why he lets naomi take a bite of whatever he's eating

or why he places his food in the middle of the table when it's him and juni and they eat together as if their separate meals r just one big one

or why he brings extras from his snack runs to gingerly place on the president's desk before bolting

or why he packs a small extra bento box just in case kunikida stays behind again or overworks himself

or why he always happens to buy yosano's favorite snacks to share with her

or why when he meets runs into the black lizard he splits his food further to give gin some too

or why he brings any 'new' and interesting snack he finds for lucy to try too

or why he splits everything when he's with aku between them, why he sees him in the cold and rushes over to give him his cup of hot chocolate and wrap his scarf around him

it must be why he packs dazai's lunch or invites him for breakfast

why he hosts or proposes dinner or lunch together with the ada

why he spends all night trying to perfect kyouka and kunikida's favorite dishes

or why he spent so long baking a funny looking cake that probably didn't taste too good but ranpo liked anyway

or why he keeps junichiro's favorite energy drinks in stock even though kyouka and him dont drink them

or why he learns all the cute food designs naomi eyes

or why he keeps an extra portion of everything to give to kenji

or why he brings the president tea in the morning

or why akutagawa knows that when he cant bring himself to eat -- too worried about what will happen if he runs out -- he can go to atsushi for a cup of tea now and meal later if he's up to it

at this point im gonna die before bsd ends

Im gonna be 98 on my deathbed and great grandchildren of mine will come to me like "great grandma they finally defeated the tripolar singularity"

"What about that rodent cuntfuck" I will ask

"Turns out he lied about his ability again and he's actually an alien and just contacted his planet so now the ADA has to fight a bunch of his kind... Soukoku r still waiting for Sigma to wake up."

And then i will say "fuck" and die

Reblog so everyone can hear what they need.

Metamorphosis

small post for p2 chapter 2

Okay i'd just like to say that chapter 2 of 'the story lives on' may not be out for like. . .another day or eight idk. give me a week in business days.

anyway, this chapter is really full of action and like. . .there's barely 1000+ words, I think? (I use Google keep; it dosen't show word count. Plus, word counts kind of stress me out)

I dunno. i'm losing motivation rapidly, and the days are dragging on. My insomnia's coming back, too; so please don't expect me to shit out a chapter per day like I did with written in my pages. 😭 idk what was up with me when I was writing that story bro