Hear Me Out Okay..

hear me out okay..

kaneki loves to leave marks. whether it’s hickeys, bruises, literal bite marks.. you’ve had your fair share of it all. you can’t even complain either, because it doesn’t change anything. poor ken just thinks they look really pretty on you nd he can’t help it :(

sometimes it’s kind of embarrassing how many hickeys he’ll leave on your neck.. you hate having to cover them all the time so at some point you just give up & he’s ecstatic about it. you could be doing your makeup at your lil vanity, nd he’ll come up behind you just to lift your chin nd admire the love bites in the mirror. he’s sosososososo fucken proud of em too.

one time he took a video & posted it on YOUR insta story.. you knew he had your password but you didn’t think he’d do that. what’s funny is that you didn’t even realize until people were replying to your story going crazy.

“wtf??”

“are you dating a vampire??”

“did it hurt..”

“what’s wrong with you..?”

all types of things were being said. kaneki didn’t care though, & he didn’t necessarily understand why you did either. in his eyes it just let people know you were his nd his only.

the bruises he’d give you would be on your hips or thighs from gripping them too hard during sex. he tells you he’s sorry nd that he feels super bad afterwards but he’ll never admit that a big little part of him enjoys hurting you like that.. he doesn’t know what you’d think so he keeps it to himself.

he’ll always make sure to give you an ice pack wrapped in a towel so that it helps the bruises go away but if you say you’re fine without it, he doesn’t pry.. he’ll even ask if he can take pictures but you never really wondered why. you’re just a good s/o so you let him!!

oh nd don’t even get me started on you leaving marks on him.

he LOVES IT. he genuinely thinks it’s so cute nd he leaves them on display if & when the chance is given. he doesn’t care what anyone thinks. even if he goes to work, he couldn’t give less of a fuck if they’re “unprofessional” you try & tryyyy to tell him that he won’t die if he covers them up.. but he begs to differ.

“how will other people know i’m taken if they’re covered?”

“well, you could tell them.. if they ask you anything”

“too much work.”

kaneki’s using any excuse that he can. nd idk if you’ve ever seen those pics of the girls making lil hearts on their bf’s chest out of hickeys but kaneki BEGS you to do it for him. nd when you do he doesn’t wear a shirt for days.. “i should get this tatted” LMAOO ND HE’S SOSOSO SERIOUS.

his obsession with you nd everything you do is absolutely insane. it’s to the point where he’s literally told you he doesn’t even like looking at other girls/boys. like seeing them in public or at work is an ick for him. you leave him wondering why they even exist.

if his friends ask about the marks or tease him about them, he doesn’t let it slide at all. like omg.. this man is all like “mkay & when’s the last time you got play..? ohhh okay” HE’S SO SASSY FOR WHAATT. like baby sit down. it’s just a jokey joke.

n e wayz. he’s all for the love marks. you guys could be 40 nd he’ll still be laying them across your skin.

we love a crazily obsessive man!! ^-^

mentions of toxic relationships, manipulation, narcissism, & alcohol.

let’s talk about a toxic kaneki.

a kaneki that you can’t get away from, no matter how hard you try or how bad you want to.

this is a ken who you’ve known for almost your whole life. a ken you’ve been involved with since middle school. back when things were cute & giggly.. back when holding hands was intimate & thinking about your first kiss with him gave you a thousand butterflies in your tummy.

it’s just that.. things started to hit the fan as you two got older. he doesn’t have a dad.. he barely had a mother around to teach him all the right ways to treat a women. really, you couldn’t have expected him to be perfect nd cute forever.

i mean of course your relationship had love. you loved each other.. but it was fucked up. it was twisted nd it was unhealthy. you two knew that.. you knew it better than anyone else but did you love each other enough to stop hurting one another..? who knows.

kaneki doesn’t want a life without you. he can’t even fathom it. but he’s a 19 year old boy and he’s a handsome one at that.. when things go left with you, he turns right to touka. you fucking hate her. she was beautiful, truly. you couldn’t even talk down on her because you went the extra mile to try to be like her. especially after he told you that he’d been fucking her.

he didn’t just cheat, he told you every little detail, how she sucked him off this way, nd how she rode him that way. but kaneki knows that his mind was thinking of you the whole time. kaneki knows that he slipped up nd moaned your name a couple times.. kaneki knows that he faked an orgasm nd had to go home early so he could get himself off.

you’re no better though. it’s an entanglement. when kaneki’s out fucking touka, you’d run to her brother. ayato.. he cared for you. he held you so delicately, talked to you so prettily, fucked you so good. he was better than kaneki.. at a couple things but he wasn’t yours.

after days of arguing.. days of being with other people nd days of being without each other. you always end up in the passenger seat of kaneki’s car. sitting so pretty, like you were his doll. his perfect doll of a gf. you always ended up at his house, in his bed, in his arms.

“when are you gonna stop fucking ayato?”

“whenever you stop fucking up.”

“cmon baby. i don’t mean to. things just get hard, i wanna do better y/n. i promise i do. i want us, more than anything. just give me a chance.. give me time..”

“how many times have we talked about this, ken? how many times are we gonna give empty apologies, how many times are we gonna break up & get back together..? how many fucking times??”

“as many times as it takes for us to get better. i’m not gonna let you give up, you can’t.”

“why do you always manipulate me..?”

“you’re a smart girl, baby. i don’t manipulate you. don’t be silly. i just help you see what’s best for you. that’s why you need to be with me- to stay with me. you’re the best version of yourself when you’re with me, y/n. can’t you see that? ayato will never be able to do what i do for you. he’s not me.”

you want to believe that what he’s saying is a lie, but you can’t. he’s such a pretty boy, nd his voice is even prettier. everything he says puts you in a daze. his narcissistic words fall from his tongue so easily, & something about that makes your pussy throb. you know you guys need help, but you can’t control who you love. & kaneki couldn’t control the way he was raised.

after a period of time where you two had been doing particularly well, kaneki gets invited to a party by none other than hide. you tell him no, that he can’t go- that he won’t go. then he’s pressing kisses down your neck nd putting pretty hickies on the flesh.. he has you bent over the edge of your bed, babbling about nothing, going dumb over his dick.

the smallest part of you gains the strength to say, “—party ken. no party. i don’t want you to go..”

“i know, princess. we’re going.”

nd his thrusts would pick back up as a hand went to grip your neck.

what happens at the party is stupid. you see touka there & your heart stings. did kaneki want you to come, knowing she’d be here..? he has his hand on the small of your back, & he presses a chaste kiss to your head before giving you a “behave.”

you’re tired of behaving. tired of being his good girl that just obeys his every word & instruction. he walks off from you & leaves you with his best friend. hide offers you a couple of shots & different girls in the room took some with you. when the alcohol began to hit you, you found yourself in the middle of the room dancing. shaking your ass in the small dress you wore that only had a small thong under it. the girls were hyping you up, smacking your ass & cheering you on.

then came spin the bottle & you were sitting criss cross applesauce across from hide. your mind was hazy but you thought about how good he looked right now.. maybe it was the vodka. or maybe you really did wanna fuck him. you spun the bottle nd it landed on him. everyone cheered nd different people recorded. you crawled over to hide nd gave him a sloppy but hot kiss.

you were drunk. you didn’t care where it was posted to or who saw.

kaneki had been with a separate set of his friends & when he opened his phone to see you on someone’s instagram story kissing his best friend..?

he didn’t know if he was gonna murder you or him. he was livid.

but that’s a different story for a different day.

>.<

idc what anyone says, i lowk feel like kaneki is such a slut, & he doesn’t even realize it.

like he’ll send you shirtless pics when he wakes up but he means no harm. he just wakes up that way & stretches his arm out to snap a quick pic. you’ll NEVER complain but it’s just so mmm. what’s more is that he doesn’t even think he has a great body or anything, but you drool over every picture.

when you sleep over at his house, he always wakes up before you so he can cook the two of you a nice lil breakfast.. it’s just that when you walk in & see him with no shirt & black sweats hangin from his v line, you damn near drop to the ground. he looks so fucken good with his hair shaggy & his lil puffy sleepy eyes nd swollen lips. you could DIE for this man.

omg nd when he showers, he’ll wrap the towel around his waist & not even like tuck it in. he’s just loosely holding it nd his hands look soso pretty. plus he doesn’t mind if you’re in the room or not.. he’s gonna get changed. & don’t get me started. HIS BACKKKK?! it’s not huge or anything but it’s just nice to look at; the way that his shoulder blades move nd everything. you’ll never feel ashamed for snapping a pic of it either.

when you guys go out, he will not keep his hands off of you. especially if you’re wearing a dress or a skirt..? his full attention is on you. not even just because you look good, but bc he’s making sure that shit doesn’t ride up in the slightest. if it does? he’s wasting no time in running his hands down your body & pulling it down. & he’ll give you a “be mindful, sweetheart. there’s people around” AAAHHHH!!!

you just melt at this. because deep down you know you don’t have to be mindful of shit. his eyes are on you like a fucken hawk. don’t even think abt leaving his line of sight.

kaneki also can never pull you in for a kiss normally?! like when he wants it, he’ll get it. he fucken grabs you by the neck nd pulls you in for one. either that or he’ll lift your chin up & then let his hand rest on your neck. it’s so dwkfjeksk. your mind goes hazy.

one thing abt him is that you literally don’t have to do anything but breathe around him. you’ll be trying to open a water bottle, he’ll come & open it for you. someone’ll ask you a question & he’ll answer it for you. you need to go somewhere? he’s driving you. you’re tired? he’ll carry you to the bed. going out with friends? he’s putting your socks nd shoes on for you. he’s quite literally told you “when you’re with me, you barely have to think baby” like HELLO?! stop that.

also unpopular belief but. he SENDS YOU NUT VIDS!!! like he’ll outwardly tell you he’s horny bc he doesn’t gaf abt tmi. your his partner nd 1,000% the reason he’s feeling that way anyway. so he’ll be sitting pretty in front of his mirror, making the most prettiest noises too. nd he’ll send that shit to you like it’s nothing.

“fuck y/n” “you’re so fucking pretty baby” “making me feel so good— shit” “can’t wait to touch you— gonna fucken cum”

LIKE?!?! i need to stop. i’m fainting.

ugh. i could go on & ON about this man but i’ll leave it here.

how i see mr kennn x.o

mature themes | mdni ☆

cw: profanity, slapping, facial…

sometimes kaneki is mean.

i would say that he doesn’t mean to be, but he fully does. he’ll have you sprawled out in your sheets, mascara running & saliva dripping.

he’s telling you not to make any noise but it’s hard not to when he’s thrusting into you like this might be his last chance to do so..

for every sound you make it’s a slap to your face. your tears fall harder & he really does pity you. but he thinks you’re so beautiful. he loves that you let him treat you this way. that you trust him enough to allow him to fuck you like this.

he slips out of your cunt to make you sit on the ground with your back against the bed, & then he’s looming over you as he slips his cock into your mouth- relentlessly reaching the back of your throat.

“look at me..” he says, & when you do he makes sure to buck into you a little extra so that you lose your focus all over again.

there’s a familiar sting on your cheek, followed by another ask for you to look at him, & you do.

“say ahhh”

you try, you really do. you open your mouth as wide as possible, despite it being full & you quite literally choke on the word. “ahhh” it’s muffled, & gargled. ken laughs at you.

“you’re gorgeous, y/n.”

he says before making you choke once again.

kaneki let’s you breathe & you’re quite literally gasping for air. there’s saliva running down your breasts. not to mention a pool underneath you. something about kaneki treating you like you were merely nothing to him.. made you weak.

you liked when he used you like this, when he slaps you till your cheeks went numb, when he grips your hips so hard that there’s bruises in the morning, & ofc when he spanks you sm that it almost hurts to sit down or lay down

you’re still sat on the ground looking up at him.

“lemme see your tongue,” it lulls out of your mouth & you feel the weight of ken’s dick, “gonna cum all over this fucken face, okay?”

he moves the hair from your face & jacks himself off, the faces he makes are prettier than ever. how could you ever be mad at him for anything when he looks like that?

you can tell he’s getting closer by the way he’s bucking into his own hand, “fuck fuck fuck” he thrusts into your mouth once more, only before he cums & he purposely misses your mouth so that you can’t see.

he knows it’ll lead to you wiping your eye & when you do, his hand wraps around your neck, subtly choking you.

“did i tell you that you could wipe it off?”

you nod your head no.

“so pathetic. can’t even follow simple instructions, y/n.. i taught you better didn’t i?” he sounds so annoyed saying this as well.

although you know he’s right. he spent countless nights molding you into the prettiest slut that you could be for him. why you’re not listening all of a sudden is news to him.

you’re dazed in thought, causing him to release your neck.. only to use that same hand to slap you again.

“say sorry.”

“i’m so-rry, ken.. fuck”

“& stop fucking cursing”

always so unfair that he gets to but you don’t! :(

ken hooks his arms underneath yours to place you on the bed. he finds his pants & slips them on so that he can leave the room comfortably.

& he comes back with a warm rag to wipe all that sticky mess off your face! giving you small pecks in between wipes as well. so sweet of him, right?

when that’s done he runs you a bath & tells you to meet him in the bathroom.. “i can’t walk, kaneki!”

“ohhh.. that’s right.”

he comes to carry you to the bath >3<!

tattoo artist!ken anon here and HWIFBWKDND i love loveee it sm omg tysm for writing it u r a blessing to the drought kaneki x reader tag has these days 😞😞😞🙏😞🙏😞🙏😞🙏🙏😞

you’re welcome nonnie, come to me w all ur ideas & i’ll try my best to make something come of it! <3