I May Act Like I'm Okay But Deep Down Inside I Need Min Yoongi To Survive.

I may act like I'm okay but deep down inside i need min yoongi to survive.

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☇ “Keeping your flowers, keeping your pain— it’s already everything you need to move on. How do you move on from things if you’re not willing to accept them?“

➣  pairing: taehyung x reader

➣  genre: hanahaki!au, model!taehyung, weddingplanner(ish)!au  

➣  word count total: ~45k 

➣  status: COMPLETE

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BTS fic recs: February 2024

I want to thank each and every writer on this list for creating such wonderful stories and art - you are truly amazing ✨ All the fics on this list hold a dear place in my heart 🥹

❗Most of these fics are smutty or dark as hell, so minors dni.❗ 

If you read anything on this list and you like it, please leave a comment to the writer or reblog the fic, it might seem like a tiny gesture, but it really means a lot for writers and I can guarantee it will put a smile on their faces💜 Let’s share and give lots of love!

Looking for more to read? Check ‘The Library’ or last years recs 🙂

[index] → jan | 💜 (jhs) | mar (myg) | apr | may | jun | jul | aug | sep (jjk)(knj) | oct (pjm) | nov | dec (kth)(ksj) |

Emoji meaning → angst = 🌩️, smut = 🥵, fluff = 🥰, comedy = 😂, yandere = 😈, thriller/dark = 👻, fantasy = 🪄. 

⭐Friend or Fuck pt. 2 @joonsmagicshop [10k]  // knj x f.reader // f2l // 🥰🥵

📝 Namjoon hasn't forgotten the promise he made you and he's ready to deliver.

🗨️ this part two really didn’t disappoint!!! So fucking good!!! I loved all the tension and Jungkook being the best (teasing) friend 😆 High recommend it— also reading part one first, if you haven’t already ✨

⭐Mistakes we Knew we were Making @btsgotjams27 [1.9k] // knj x f.reader // slice of life, marriage!au (failed marriage) divorce!au, exes!au // 🌩️

📝 young, careless, and in love. that's how mistakes are made.

🗨️ this was beautiful; slightly angsty and a bit heart wrenching, but wonderfully written 🥹✨ loved it very much 🥰

Where’s what I didn’t get to read this month, but itching to lay my eyes on:

The Sheriff @ppersonna

Hammer it Home @gukslut

Mistletoe @belovedkingx

Also, please take a look at last year’s Namjoon recs right here for more 💜

I truly feel so fucking sorry that I didn’t get to read any Seokjin fics this month. I’m a bad bun bun.

Where’s what I didn’t get to read this month, but itching to lay my eyes on:

10 Years @yoonpobs

My Plus One @btsgotjams27

Dream Come True @sugaurora

Also, please take a look at last year’s Seokjin recs right here for more 💜

⭐Things that Grow @violetsiren90 [0.9k] // myg x f.reader // established relationship, idol!au // 🥰🌩️

📝 the idea of having your first ever orgasm by talking to a hot, random stranger through your phone scares the living hell out of you, but maybe it won’t be as bad as you think.

🗨️ it is so fucking beautiful, I can’t even begin to articulate… fuck. I know it’s very short, but dammit I love it. Every single freaking word in this is PERFECTION.

⭐Hard Liquor @chateautae [8k] // myg x f.reader x jjk // business!au, age!au, executive boss!yoongi x employee!reader // 🥵

📝 your dull evening at a bar becomes hopeful when your mysterious, handsome boss min yoongi shows you the ropes on everything alcohol, but shows you much more when he ends up buried deep inside you.

🗨️ it was SO FUCKING INCREDIBLE like I don’t even know where to begin??? The smut??? That has left me in utter need of Holy Water, because DAMN 🥵 The writing, flow of the story was also just 💯✨

⭐Broken, pt. 2 [3tan ongoing series] @kithtaehyung [15.3K]  // myg x f.reader // brother’s best friend!au // 🥵🌩️🥰

📝 the championship game lights up... and everything goes down.

🗨️ I can’t truly articulate how much I adore 3tan (and Ryen) 😭 This chapter was another fucking perfection, and if you didn’t know it was out, this is your PSA 😂💖

⭐Make Me @violetsiren90 [16k] // jhs x f.reader // idol!au, f2fwb, BDSM lifestyle // 🥵

📝 you’ve been friends with Hobi for years, and he’s your comfort zone - but when he gets wind of a dark secret you drunkenly let slip, things between you take a sudden extreme change.

🗨️ oh. My.Goodness. My soul left my body multiple times when I read this!!! It is incredible!!! Really love this one, and if you like BDSM this is definitely for you, but even if you don’t (like me, this was out of my ‘comfort zone’) you will still enjoy it ✨👏💯 

Where’s what I didn’t get to read this month, but itching to lay my eyes on:

Benefits @cutechim

Just Like Christmas @yeoldontknow

Hurricane @floralseokjin

Also, please take a look at this year’s Hoseok fics right here for more 💜

⭐Peaches and Cream @snackhobi [9.1k] // pjm x f.reader // neighbor!au // 🥵

📝 you wouldn’t mind your cute neighbour being such a shameless fuckboy if a) the walls weren’t so thin and b) he didn’t seem intent on adding you as another notch in his bedpost. 

🗨️ I’LL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOOK AT PEACHES THE SAME WAY AGAIN 🥵

Thank you very much, this was so fucking hot I think I’m malfunctioning. And now, I’ve time I’ll eat a peach, or watch other people eat peaches— I’ll forever think of this story 🥵💯✨

Where’s what I didn’t get to read this month, but itching to lay my eyes on:

High on Love @peachypinkygloss

Give me Love [completed series] @writtenwhalien

Secrets by the Shore @chateautae

Also, please take a look at last year’s Jimin recs right here for more 💜

⭐Wanna Stream a Porno [part of the Wannabe Photographer Chronicles] @gimmethatagustd [4.8k] // kth x f.reader // frenemies to lovers, sex work, dub/sub themes // 🥵

📝 at this point, attempting to deny that you have feelings for Taehyung is laughable. Even his subscribers can sense the chemistry between the two of you.

🗨️ not gonna lie, the smut had me dripping 🥵 So fucking perfect like the rest of the series! If you haven’t read it or the series… GET TO IT ✨

⭐A Christmas Fix one & two @yoonia [54.7k] // kth x f.reader // christmas!au, secret baby!au, second chance!au, s2l // 🥵🌩️🥰😂

📝 one-night stands are supposed to be nothing more than just. It shouldn’t have involved seeing those two red lines looking back at you weeks later without a name or a contact number linking you back to your mystery man. Nothing more but his face. The unforgettable face that would sometimes appear in your dreams at night. So unforgettable that you immediately recognise him the moment he walks into your family home at Christmas, hand-in-hand with your older stepsister.

🗨️ this is VERY DRAMA— but fuck I loved every single fucking line in this 😭 My heart was beating fast in my chest at time, times where I was flat out crying or wanting to pull my hair out. But that is exactly what I love about fanfiction and why I can’t recommend this enough!!! The plot was just exceptional, the storytelling was on point ✨

Also, please take a look at last year’s Taehyung recs right here for more 💜

⭐To Give a Helping Hand @oddinary4bts [1.8k] // jjk x f.reader // idol!au // 🥵

📝 when Jungkook comes home from the gym, he goes feral thinking about you.

🗨️ I don’t know where to begin… everything Ella writes is pure gold, why would this short one be any different? 🥵 I fucking loved it; it was hot and Jungkook was so needy! And you know what? I think she’s working on part two!!!!! ✨🥵 (seriously, can’t recommend this enough!!!)

⭐When Worlds Collide [ongoing series] @letjungcoook7 [14k] // jjk x f.reader // college!au, slice of life!au, s2l, fuckboy!jk, virgin!reader // 🥵🌩️

📝 since your mother's passing a year ago, life has been a whirlwind. balancing your passion for ballet with a low-key presence at college, where you’re the top student, was your norm until Jungkook stepped into your world. known for his reputation preceding him, jungkook is the talk of the campus with his casual rendezvous that have the girls buzzing. despite his allure, you're puzzled by his need for your tutoring prowess, especially given his own academic merit. yet, succumbing to his persistent requests, you reluctantly agree, only to find yourself thrust into the spotlight you've always avoided.

🗨️ I was so lucky to read this before it was posted and damn! Jungkook is shady in this one and it is so interesting to follow his relationship with MC. It is morally grey in it’s vibes, so if you’re into those type of things, I really recommend giving this a read ✨💜

⭐You’ve Got a Dog in Me @jimlingss [20k] // jjk x f.reader // food truck!au, s2l // 🥰😂

📝 life is relatively peaceful and productive as a CEO of your own business. You’re thriving. But when Jeon Jungkook sets up shop right next to you — it’s the fucking showdown of the century. HOT DOGS VERSUS CORN DOGS.

🗨️ omg omg omg this was just so fucking cute and funny 🥹🥰✨ loved it 💖 Like I was laughing so much while reading this! Highly recommend it!!

⭐Does he Know? @letjungcoook7 [1.7k]  // jjk x f.reader // cheating!au // 🥵

📝 things can get complicated when you're involved with your boyfriend's brother.

🗨️ okay— normally I stay away from cheating!aus… but this is written by a friend and I want to show my support! And you know what? It was fucking hot! 🥵 A lot of questionable actions, yes. But the smut 👏 I highly recommend this one too 💖

Also, please take a look at last year’s Jungkook recs right here for more 💜

I’m so sorry for not having read enough this month 😭 I’ve been so busy with writing and some personal health issues also came up… that I didn’t even meet my own reading quota and I feel bad 😢

I hope March will be a lot better reading wise, although I’m still writing My Heart’s Home, but after that, I think I’ll take a small break from writing and just go nuts with reading, because I miss that 🥲

If you want more, you’re more than welcome to follow me! I do monthly rec lists and sometimes I post my own writing too (only bangtan). 

Borahae 💜

BTS | OT7 | FIC RECS

Hi guys, it's been a while since I've posted. Exams are finished and I'm starting to write again so I can't wait to share the works that I've collated over the past few months!

But this post isn't about any upcoming works. It's about loving and supporting our fellow writers. In the next few upcoming posts, I've collated fics that I really liked and I hope you'll enjoy them as much! Don't forget to support the writers and artists as well. Whether it is to leave a like, a comment, or follow them, I know they'll appreciate hearing from you.

Some of the fics below contain smut, so read the labels before clicking. If there are any fics that you guys would like to recommend, I would love to hear them as well! 😃

Little do you know, @yoongiofmine (Fluff, angst, smut, playmate au, idol au, ot7 x reader, poly relationship)

Moonchild, @yoongiofmine (fluff, angst, smut, non idol au, ABO, werewolf au)

Emerald Gem, @sweetlyskz (Hybrid Au, Strangers to lovers, slow burn, Ot7 x reader)

Unnatural Instincts, @bangtanflirt (angst, fluff, smut, OT7 x Fem Reader, Human CEO Reader, Human Assistant Yoongi, Wolf Hybrids)

Snow Angel, @daichiduskdrop (A/B/O AU, Fluff, Angst, Strangers to lovers, Ot7 x reader)

Lone Wolf, @sopebubbles (a/b/o, omegaverse, angst, hurt/comfort, poly ot7 x reader)

The Sanguis Duology, @boratha (Fantasy, Romance, Smut, Hurt and Comfort, Vampire!AU, Magic!AU, Polyamory!AU)

Abundance, @angelicyoongie (hybrid au, enemies to lovers/strangers to lovers, ot7 x female reader)

Caramel, @blue-and-grey-army (BTS, Idol AU, poly au, BTS x reader, OT7, OT7 x reader, Idol BTS, Dom BTS, sub reader, angst, fluff, eventual smut)

Cry me a river, @minniepetals (angst, slight fluff, poly ot7xreader, mafa au, poly au, arranged marriage au)

Boyfriend for hire, @remedyx (bts ot7 x reader, angst, fluff, smut, poly au, relationship for convenience, strangers to lovers, long crush, slow burn)

7 hybrids moved in with me, @lillsisamarshmallow (Hybrid!Poly!BTS x Reader, Slight Swearing, Homelessness, Mentions of Violence, Blood, Fluff)