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HEARTSTOPPER (2022 - ) I 3.06 - Body

Imagine being hated so much by your people that the next acting captain’s first thought is to start a dance party
“Life has many ways of testing a person’s will - either by having nothing happen at all, or by having everything happen at once.”
— Paulo Coelho
For the love of GOD, Tommy Kinnard is not historic lgbt rep. White gay characters with no personality are a dime a dozen on network tv. Even Buck's bisexuality storyline, while is groundbreaking for queer firefighters, it's also not historic since "older guy discovers he's bi" was already done in Crazy Ex Girlfriend. Even Eddie's queer awakening wouldn't be historic, as there have been a few "formerly straight-identifying guys with religious trauma coming out later in their lives" storylines on tv. Not to mention, Michael's journey on 911.
Now, Buck and Eddie's relationship would ABSOLUTELY be historic lgbt rep bc we've never had a slowburn same sex romance on network tv, especially with two firefighters (don't just take my word for it, go Google and see it for yourself, we don't have anything like that yet), if they were to go canon, they'll certainly create history. As for what we have right now, a boring relationship with the characters saying one or two lines to each other every third episode, is hardly historic.
You wanna know what's 911's contribution in historic lgbt representation, it's our own Henrietta "Hen" Wilson.

A badass lesbian firefighter+paramedic, who's also been an interim captain, she's strong despite the severe workplace discrimination she had to endure and she's a great mother, she almost became a doctor too, what is it that she can't do? As for her relationship, it's one of the three front and center relationships on 911, her wife Karen is a rocket scientist, and one of the most emotionally mature character I've ever seen on tv, and even though their relationship hit a bump in the first season, they managed to get past the cheating and after that they've had a relatively healthy and happy marriage, and we don't see a lot of that on network tv, especially with two Black women. Hen and Karen never get their dues for being a wonderful queer+wlw representation, and it has only gotten worse since EvanTommy fans have joined the fandom.


…I think I've been like this for quite a long time. But I didn't want to admit it, and… and now it's gotten way worse. So I… I was thinking maybe I could go to the doctors about it. Maybe they could help.
“And when you told me what your favorite book was, I bought it and read it over and over… trying to find pieces of you in it.”
— Unknown






my friend's kissing a girl: 🥹🫶 my friend's kissing a girl: 😟🚨
requested by @unabletocomply
“just quit your job if it’s affecting your mental health so negatively” what kind of disposable income do you think i’ve got. genuinely
oh right. fangs in your neck friday

aesthetistt
“Never apologize for burning too brightly or collapsing into yourself every night. That is how galaxies are made.”
— Tyler Kent White
“No matter how attractive a person’s potential may be, you have to date their reality.”
— Unknown
“In life you will realize there is a role for everyone you meet. Some will test you. Some will use you. Some love you. Some will teach you. But the ones who are truly important are the ones who bring out the best in you.”
— Unknown
My cats wanted to fight again and I wasn't letting them but the passion in their eye contact suggests they started fighting telepathically
“When people treat you like they don’t care, believe them.”
— Unknown
“Being happy is a very personal thing and it really has nothing to do with anyone else.”
— Abraham-Hicks, Getting Into the Vortex


Have you become so addicted to doing what you like that now you don’t even have time to do what you love?