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i will never forgive you for the nights i stayed up crying and wondering why i wasn’t good enough, i will never forgive you for the days where my biggest accomplishment was getting out of bed, you broke my heart and for that there is no space for any forgiveness. But i will sit here and thank you, thank you for showing me i was worth more than you, thank you for giving me the ultimate push to loving myself, thank you for showing me you weren’t the person i dreamt of you being. Here’s to loving yourself after a heartbreak. They leave because you need room to grow

“I cry for the future we lost But I’ll forever be grateful for the past and memories we have and share. I mourn for what could have been. But I’ll smile for what was. To have been embraced the way I was, held, loved and sheltered… I’ll forever treasure every single moment. We might never see each other ever again but your face, smile, laugh, scent and warmth will forever be an imprint left on my heart.”

— To Love is to be happy and free.(Via @spilledinkandtears)

I know you know there’s something between us, but it seems you can’t get past the fear in your head, of what we could be..

He is not the light in my life. He is the moon and I am the night. Because when I am alone and there are only a few stars around to make me bright, there appears a crescent, and he transforms in the beautiful full pale light, and that is when I feel the most beautiful. And when he disappears that is when I start to wait again.

“I don’t think my current self is abnormal, what I am now is what is closest to my true self. That’s what I think. I have something more valuable than ordinary happiness.”

— Haruka Ten'ō (Sailor Moon S, Episode 100).

Favourite Sailor Moon Quote

“When I wake up in the morning, I see how the wind blows through the white curtains of my window. My alarm rings and tells me that it is seven o'clock and I already hear how mum calls for me: ‘Wake up, or you’ll be late for school!’ Still half asleep, I respond to her: 'Please let me sleep for three more minutes.’

Everyday, I arrive at school, being late and the teacher punishes me by throwing me out of the class room. I get very bad grades.

After school, we go to the café. I look at the newest party dresses in the windows of the boutiques.

And all those small things make me really happy.

I would love to live that normal life again.

I would really love to. ”

Sailor Moon {Sentence Starters}

"I won't let you take her, do you hear me? Nobody takes her without facing me first!"

"I stand for love. And I also stand for justice."

"Are you stupid or just incredibly lazy?"

"That's so sweet I'm getting cavities!"

"He looks just like my old boyfriend."

"In the name of the moon, I will right wrong and triumph over evil!"

"Hey, are you guys trying to torture me?!"

"Give me your password for voice-check."

"Go away, you're interrupting our rehearsal!"

"With the promise of cheesecake, they're bound to win this fight!"

"You've got to stop reading so many romance novels!"

"Our recent rash of failures is grating on my calm demeanor."

"In the end, nobody could protect anything!"

"So I won't give up! Never!"

"This world can not be protected by someone who won't fight!"

"It's because of your weakness that all your friends are gone!"

"I know you know how wonderful this world is!"

"Again, my important friends are gone!"

"You're not cut out to be a salesperson."

"Really, you overreacted so much!"

“I used to run away from myself but I started to realize how hard it was so I just stopped and looked up at the moon and that was the first time I ever noticed, the moon only had its own time to shine when the sun was down and it made me feel lonely and sad, should I only depend on others or should I just love myself and shine even brighter on my own” 💓🌙💕💫🌸✨💓🌙💕💫🌸✨💓🌙💕💫

“I just want to be with you”

                usagi: mamoru, please say it once more. mamoru: again? but I’ve said it 50 times!               usagi: please? one more time? mamoru: okay, for the last time. marry me, usagi.

                   ☆.｡.:* 𝓕𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞, 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 *:.｡.☆

Top Ten Husbandos!

I was tagged by @dhades-diaferia @mfm50! There’s no particular order, either. I usually have a “man-meat” for just about everything, so my list is pretty big. I’m just going to work on this little by little while I’m on vacation.

Sid Arnault from “Midnight Cinderella”(gif made for me by @acrispyapple)

Masamune Date from “Ikemen Sengoku”

Ken Kaneki from “Tokyo Ghoul”

Cu Chulainn from the Fate series (mainly “Fate/Stay Night: Unlimited Blade Works”)

Heisuke Todo from “Hakuoki”

Crow from “Deadman Wonderland”

Mugen from “Samurai Champloo”

Ian from “Siren’s Lament”

Diarmuid from “Fate/Zero”

Ban from “Seven Deadly Sins”

“Things have changed I guess. Everything eventually does.”

— Life truths

“I want you to tell me about every person you’ve ever been in love with. Tell me why you loved them and why they loved you. Tell me about a day in your life that you didn’t think you’d live through. Tell me about what the word ‘home’ means to you and tell me in a way that I’ll know your mother’s name just by the way you describe your bedroom you had when you were 8. See, I wanna know the first time you felt the weight of hate and if that day still trembles beneath your bones. Do you prefer to play in puddles of rain or dance in the bellies of snow? And if you were to build a snowman, would you rip two branches from a tree to give your snowman arms? Or would you leave your snowman armless for the sake of being harmless to the tree? And if you would, would you notice that the tree weeps for you because your snowman has no arms to hug you every time you kiss him on the cheek? Do you kiss your friends on the cheek? Do you sleep beside them when they’re sad, even if it makes your lover mad? Do you think that anger is a sincere emotion or just the timid of a fragile heart trying to beat away its pain? See, I wanna know what you think of your first name. And if you often lie awake at night and imagine your mother’s joy when she spoke it for the very first time. I want you to tell me all the ways you’ve been unkind. Tell me all the ways you’ve been cruel. See I want to know more than what you do for a living. I want to know how much of your life you spend just giving. And if you love yourself enough to also receive sometimes. I wanna know if you bleed sometimes through other peoples wounds. I want to know about you.”

—

I’m always expecting people to do the right thing, and I guess that’s where I go wrong.

-Makenzie Hipple

“I don’t want to be a sweetheart. I want to be the fucking love of your life.”

— Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

masterlist

All concepts (blurbs written with you guys) can be found under the tags: 5sos concepts / lu concepts / cal concepts / mike concepts / ash concepts

All asks and blurbs regarding my Luke and Rory series that aren’t included here can be found under the tag: lu n Rory

All writing pieces can be found under the tags: 5sos blurbs / Luke blurbs / calum blurbs / Michael blurbs / Ashton blurbs

My wattpad account can be found here

Personal favourites are marked with a *

Luke Hemmings

One shots

Daughter - song fic

We’ll be fine

Swimming *

Paris *

Fading (link will take you to wattpad) *

Mini fics

Without you - 1 - 2 - 3

Lu n Rory series * (these are posted in order of when they were posted, however, the one shots are not in chronological order in regards to the events that happens in the story. They are all over the place, and I apologize but oh well) 

Lost

I’ll never leave

Lollipop 

Nightmare

Changes

Pretty in pink

Gone

Chapter fics

Queen Uncrowned * - ch. 1 - ch. 2 - 

Calum Hood

One shots

Before - song fic *

Top of the head kisses

Close as strangers - song fic

Distant

Eight months

Tummy time

And then she was gone

Mini fics

Malibu nights * - 1 - 2

Michael Clifford

One shots

Ghost of you *

Lullabies

Ashton Irwin

One shots

Spongebob

Mood swings

Mini fics

Pain - 1 - 2 - 3 

Sooo for anyone who watched Ouran High School Host Club please explain to me why Tamaki’s eyes are blue and not Purple 😤😤

You deserve someone who will tell you every day that you are the best thing that has ever happened to them.

-you do.

“She hides her pain under sweet smiles, graceful laughter, generosity and kindness.”

— tara love

“Love didn’t hurt you. Someone who doesn’t know how to love hurt you. Don’t confuse the two.”

It’s not fair, for you to beg me to love you, for you to then keep tearing me down.

-Makenzie Hipple

“Stop doubting yourself. Stop thinking he doesn’t care, because he cares. Stop thinking you don’t make him happy, because you make him happy. Yes, he sucks at replying. Yes, he’s shitty at being there for you. And yes, he’s never good at telling you how he feels, but he’s trying. He’s trying so hard. Give him a chance. Stop thinking you’re not enough for him, because you are. Stop thinking you’re not important to him, because you are. And don’t worry about what the future has in store for you. You might get hurt- heartbroken even, but you also might get your happy ending. It’ll be a long tough journey, but that’s just the risk you’ll have to take because he’s worth it no matter the outcome. In the meantime, be there for him- while he cries, while he drinks, while he copes and keep him safe from making bad choices. Healing takes time, patience. Be happy that he chose you to be his healer because all you ever wanted was to feel important. So, stop letting your head play tricks on you, because you’re more than just enough in his eyes. In this moment, you’re the reason he gets out of bed every morning.”

— sept. 7, 2016: note to self | Instagram