[1:39pm]

[1:39pm]

Warnings: Pure Angst, Swear Words (i guess), Murder & Weapon use {This is my first work, so enjoy!}

Sitting in the dark bedroom, with no light, but the moonlight outside, you once again, cry from the excruciating pain that’s pounding your chest. You thought that you would be able to trust him during this three year relationship, but in the current events that was happening, your patience was wearing thin.

Jisung would leave at 7:00am every morning, leaving your bed empty and cold on one side. He used to leave a little notes here and there and sometimes you can feel a little funny feeling on your cheek from where he had kissed you before he left. He used to return from work at 10:00pm, when you were cleaning up the last of the dishes from dinner and you would tell him that you left a plate of food for him, so he wouldn’t be hungry. You thought he loved you. Keyword: thought.

You never thought that in the three years you and Jisung were together, he would ever commit a crime so hurtful to you, but meaningless to him. As he walked through that door, you began to stand up to greet him, but the smell of another woman’s perfume, caught your attention. It smelled very familiar as you came to the conclusion of the one person who he could've been with. Kim Ahrin was her name. You saw the multiple hickeys that was scattered across his neck along with lipstick stains from where she kissed him. You felt anger begin to bubble up in your system, and your head began to pound in pain. He said two words that went through one ear and came out the other.

“I’m sorry.”

“Why did you do it? Did I do something to you?”

“You didn’t do anything to me, I-

“I thought you loved me, Jisung! You said on our first anniversary that we would be together through everything and anything, where was that energy? Where is that fucking energy? Fucking hell, you never gave a damn about this relationship, and you never will!

“ I do care about you, y/n, it’s just-“

“What? What do I have to do to make you stay?”

The next words that left Jisung’s mouth had hit you like a curve ball.

“Nothing. We can’t be together. I don’t love you. We weren’t made for each other.”

His eyes were stone cold and dark as you two stood in the living room under the moonlight that shined through the window. Your tears began to seep out continuously as you stared at him. Hatred filled your chest and mind as you stared at him with a cold stare. You turned and walked away, going into the kitchen. You grabbed a glass and poured a glass of red wine. As you drank the wine all you can think of the times you had together. As you swallowed the last bit, you through it against the wall and watched as it smashed into bits and pieces of glass. He didn’t even flinch. You ran into your room, and opened up the one drawer that contained your most prized possession. Your gun. You loaded the gun and walked out of the room. As you walked into the living room, you noticed him sitting on the couch. The 800 dollar couch that you two bought together. The first major purchase of your new house.

“You know, you fucked over me, in the worst way possible. You cheated on me. I don’t know who the bitch was, but I’ll just take this and I’ll check later.”

You held his phone phone up. He looked at you with teary eyes. Pure sadness laced his voice.

“I’m so sorry y/n. Whatever happens we don’t have to breakup.”

You could only laugh. This shit was all a act. This is all fake. 

“What happened to us not being made to be together? We all know now that you don’t want me. So cut the shit.”

You began to walk away. He stood up and grabbed your wrist, but you were quicker. You pointed the gun at him and you began to back him into a wall. He was begging you to not shoot him. 

“Please please p-please don’t d-do this. I’m begging you, i’m so sorry!”

At this point he was babbling incoherent words at you, that you couldn’t make out. 

“SHUT THE FUCK UP! STOP ALL THAT WHINING LIKE THE LITTLE BITCH YOU ARE! YOU NEVER GAVE A DAMN ABOUT ME, EVER!”

You whispered in his ear with such venom and said:

“You should know not to fuck with me. Now I can show you better than I can tell you.”

You cocked the gun and pointed it at him. The next thing you know, the only thing you saw was red. Bullets was being shot from the gun in fiery rage. A total of 12 bullets was shot. The final one was shot through his head. Blood was all over your carpet and wall.

You ended up tampering the evidence enough, so it was Ahrin who had murdered him. You sat at the back of the court and watched as she was kicking and screaming in rage and sadness as she was being charged for the crime that you had committed. She was struggling against the cuffs as the police dragged her away. She was sentenced to death by lethal injection. You decided to watch as she was being tied down to the bed where her life would end once and for all. You said your last words as she was watched you through the window.

“Karma is a bitch. And out of all people, you should know.”

Tears streamed down her face as she yelled curse words at you. 

You chuckled, “Fuck you, Kim Ahrin”

You watched as her cries were silenced with the injection seeping into her veins. 

Fuck you Ahrin. But most importantly, fuck you Han Jisung. 

im hoping 😔

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

Movie Night

{Jongho ~ Ateez}

movie night. something that happened every friday of the week after a long busy week of school and work. you two barely spent time together due to busy schedules, but you founded comfort in each other on Friday nights, to spend time and have cute little date nights. the two of you spend 10 minutes grabbing every blanket you could find in the house to set up the mini fort so you could be comfortable. all of the lights were off and the only light there was, was the television as Netflix played. you two had a variety of foods ranging from, hot wings, to pizza, and to a small assortment of Reese’s and Twix candy. Jailbirds played, and you two were cuddled up with each other. simple really. Your head was on his chest, with his arm wrapped around your waist and his head on top of yours. A soft and comfy blanket surrounded the two of you, since you guys were pretty much wrapped completely in it.He took your hand in yours and he held it. He began to rub little circles with his thumb onto your hand. As the final episode ran through, he turned the tv off. since you guys were two lazy to get up and go to the bedroom, you stayed with each other in the blanket fort.

“i love you so much. your are the most beautiful girl i ever laid eyes upon, and when your eyes sparkle when you’re happy, it makes me swell in happiness. thank you for being by my side. and i will continue to stay by your side.”

jongho began to sing a soft song. candle light was the name. a song by nct dream that surely was the perfect song just for you. soft and lovable. he heard your soft snores as he wrapped up the song and he placed a soft kiss on your head.

“good night, my love.”

𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖟𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞𝖌𝖎𝖗𝖑𝖘 𝖒𝖊𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗𝖘

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What I Plan To Create:

hello again! it’s rayanna! i will now tell you guys what i will create on this blog and therefore, you guys can begin to request for many things.

I will create:

1. Mood boards

2. Drabbles

~i am a bit rusty, since it has been months since the last time I wrote

3. And headcannons

~i do any member of any group, including some soloists.

Again, thank you guys for following me, and lets get this noodle!! 😤🤠

Atiny Anon Project

Hello Atinys! Me and @smol-joong would like to invite everyone who is interested to take part in this fun anon project, to strengthen the community and make new friends.

About the project:

First, you fill out the application form, then you will get an assigned tumblr user and you will be their anon for the time of the project. We will also assign you an anon who will send you messages.

General rules:

Your blog doesn’t necessarily have to be an Ateez blog, it’s enough if you consider yourself part of the Atiny fandom!

Your ask box must be open for anons, and please make sure you allow any tumblr user to send you messages, so we can contact you about your assigned tumblr user. 

You don’t have to follow our blogs to participate.

Please reblog this post, to spread the word.

We know some people might be anxious about taking part in this, but please know that this is a loving fandom, and this is a light-hearted fun game to bring people together. There are no obligations, you can just send the amount of asks to your pair that you feel comfortable with.

This goes without saying, respect every participant, only spread positivity. If you have any problems regarding your anon please contact us.

If you have any questions don’t hesitate to send us an ask.

We will update on our blog about this regularly.

How to participate:

Fill out this application form

Reblog this post

(If any of the links don’t work please contact us!)

Schedule:

You have 3 days to apply, the application ends on 14th of June (at midnight CEST)

After the 3 days, we will organize the pairs, and we will send you your assigned partner via Tumblr messaging, between 16th and 17th of June. Please consider that this can vary.

The messages will be sent by me (@visualsan) and @smol-joong, so make sure that you have your messages open for all tumblr users. (people you don’t follow can’t send you messages if you have that setting on.)

The project officially starts on 18th of June!

The anon project will be going for 10 days, so you can reveal yourself on 29th of June. Of course you don’t have to reveal yourself if you would rather stay anonymous.

To make interacting more fun and easy going we came up with little missions that anyone can freely take part in, of course there are no obligations.  The missions will be posted every 2 days once the project starts, so there will be 5 in total.

We hope a lot of you will participate and we will work hard to ensure that you guys will have a really good time! ♥