A Motivational Sign Designed For Klaus Hargreeves

A motivational sign designed for Klaus Hargreeves

spotted in a boston bookstore today

This is my summary of Midnight Mass

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

Wait are you that person who commented on that extra extra ordinary fic

yep!!!

a favorite ship of mine is enemies to lovers but with a dash of betrayal

like person A goes undercover in person B’s group and person B knows that they’re not who they say they are so they get close to them to try to figure out their secrets and what was first mean banter tm is now flirty banter tm but then finally person A is told that they have to betray them and they have this massive moral dilemma over betraying the person they love care about and person B figures it out and they know that they should be removed because they were right so why are they so sad and now there’s a whole will love triumph sort of thing

Bonus points if person A actually goes through with the betrayal and now they’re both dealing with the aftermath and trying to hate the other person but they still love care about each other

Things i wanna see in s4

The ones that are realistic

Diego and Lila being the ultimate power couple and kicking ass together

Luther seeing sloane again

Ray interacting with the hargreeves sibs

Reggie getting his ass kicked

Maybe some more info about I dunno, Reggie’s an alien?!?!?! Which means so are the 43 kids?!?!

Badass soundtrack (that one’s a definite for sure)

Some cool fight scenes

Power upgrades????

Allison acknowledging that she did some very not cool things last season

Some nice fluffy sibling moments

More Lila and five interaction those two crack me up whenever I see them together on screen

And the unrealistic ones

Five and mr. Pennycrumb (they better not have thanos snapped the dog and thought that they had appeased the fans we need MORE okay????

Klaus and Dave getting some closure?? Like what happened with him?? Will he ever really get to say goodbye??

Founder Five. I don’t think that they’re gonna expand more on that. If they are, well, I will gladly accept the fact that I’m wrong.

The sparrows coming back at least a few times??? Like they left way too quickly I wanna know more about them

Five using another weapon besides an axe (I would go nuts if I saw a chainsaw)

Viktor using his violin to fuck shit up. Like now that he can control his powers? That would be dope.

And lastly, five getting a hug. If not that then he should go nuts and end the world

I think that maybe 30% of those will happen. Now I’ve just got to wait like a year to see if my wishes come true!!!!