Nyx, She/Her, 18+
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i'm such a fan of the charles fell first scenario, because, while i do think edwin realized his feelings first, i firmly believe that charles fell in love with edwin in that attic as he was dying
because you're cold and scared, but this strange boy finds you and gives you a lantern after saying he won't harm you after being betrayed by people who you thought were your friends
you're cold and a little less scared because this boy stays with you and listens to you and answers all your questions and reads to you as if you're not the burden you think you are
you're not cold, and you're not scared anymore, and you're dead, and this boy tells you he knew you were dying but he didn't say anything because he didn't want to scare you and you've never, ever felt so peaceful and safe in your entire life and you never want that feeling to end
but now he's trying to leave, and you can't let that happen, you can't let go of this kind, wonderful boy you've just met, so you ask him if you can stay with him
but he tells you that he just got out of hell, but that can't be right because he's so kind and wonderful and too good for a world full of cruel people so it must have been a mistake, and tells you to follow the blue light
but you can't let go of this beautiful, kind, wonderful boy yet, so you tell him that you're staying with him and when the blue light comes, bathing the boy you're going protect and follow to the ends of the earth in an otherworldly blue, you know you've made the right decision
and if that's not love, i don't know what is
The thing that gets me about Charles' response to Edwin's confession is that that is not a man saying no, that is a man saying "I love you the most in every other aspect of my life. Give me time to find out if, maybe, I can love you the most in this one, too."
best moment from the stream is just dan fully screaming
the way soukoku was ripped apart yet never lost their utter devotion and trust in one another
honestly just kill me now
lost focus and had a consensual workplace relationship
hc that whenever osamu and atsumu are fighting, atsumu likes to remind osamu that he didn't take his first breath until atsumu was born, screaming and crying.
In response, osamu reminds him, that after he was born, atsumu didn't stop screaming and crying until he was put down right next to his twin. It got so bad that they had to share a tiny bed in the hospital's nursery because every time someone tried to separate them, atsumu would scream and cry and wouldn't stop until he was next to his brother again.
hc that Dazai and Chuuya can't give each other normal hugs. They tackle each other and hold one another so tight they can't breathe (when one of them complains, the other just squeezes tighter). The only way they'll let go is if someone forcibly pries them off each other (Mori once got kicked in the face because Dazai didn't want to let go).