!?@?!(@?!?!?! OH MY GOD SECOND PART?!?@?!!!!!!!?M I'M EXCITED FOR IT!!! Hehe Goodluck With The Planning!

!?@?!(@?!?!?! OH MY GOD SECOND PART?!?@?!!!!!!!?M I'M EXCITED FOR IT!!! hehe goodluck with the planning! i hope u do well <33 i'll wait patiently for the part two 😭🙏💐 tysm again for making such a good story 💗

my little girl.| JAY

[ 🎬 ]! ぃ ⸻ 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹

synopsis. you had always had daddy issues, for as long as you could remember. so when jay came along with his caring nature, how could you possibly keep your feelings at bay? not to forget, your roses of love have wilted long before you even knew what love meant but jay, he’s here at your doorstep with a watering can. will you be able to refuse?

or, new neighbor dr jay park is asked to babysit you over the week. ironically the only man you have ever had a crush on. you are so determined to put aside the feelings but jay makes things so much harder. he is way too sweet and caring and you are way too pessimistic and insecure. how is it going to work with you gravitating towards him in inadvertence and jay welcoming your presence with candor radiance? especially with all of your buried issues coming to life more than ever.

pairing. park jongseong(jay) x f!reader

genre. fluff, comfort angst, plain angst, age gap (7 years), neighbors to probable lovers, dentist!jay, neighbor!jay and scenes of babysitter!jay, somewhat strangers to lovers?, (happy) open ending :)

word count. 16.5k

warnings. DARK THEMES: if i happened to miss something please let me know. also please read with caution and check the warnings carefully to avoid any kind of triggering | hints of: daddy issues, attachment anxiety, inferiority complex, abandonment issues, depression, childhood emotional neglect, philophobia, insomnia, social anxiety, hints at emotional/psychological abuse, gaslighting, hints at being suicidal, people pleaser syndrome, mommy issues, thantophobia, atelophobia, atychiphobia, pistanthrophobia, avoidant personality disorder, body dysmorphia.

inspired by. the song daddy issues by the neighborhood and my personal life. STRONGLY RECOMMEND LISTENING TO DADDY ISSUES, FUTURE AND LOVE LETTER WHILE READING THE FIC.

#TEASER

[🗒] NOTE. okay this is like my most personal fic with my most personal thoughts. idk, you could say i wrote this as a coping mechanism thing. please reblog and leave feedback it helps me get motivated and write more efficiently!! ^#^ also this is a part of soul symphonies collab by @prettywon make sure to check out the other stories!! the ending feels a bit rushed but i hope you all like it! ONCE AGAIN FEEDBACK IS HIGHLY APPRECIATED!

“i know how much it matters to you.”

watching him from afar, through your bedroom windows or from inside your parents’ car or during an event in your apartment complex where you stood far off mixed in the crowd. that was your limit. it was all okay till you liked him and just looked at him through veiled glances and secret giggling messes. but interacting with him, having to meet him every week, the said man actually initiating conversations with you from his side. this was not okay, this was not within your bubble of limit. and then falling for him as more than just a crush, this is way beyond your limits, it scares you. but you can’t stop now. you don’t want to.

life was so different just a month ago. or maybe it was just the start of a very big change. a change which you so badly needed but did not want. the reason? you’ll probably find it out after you’ve gotten used to your new normal. because that’s what usually happens, that’s what you’re so familiar with that it scares you when it doesn’t happen. like a planned trip you’re excited for getting canceled or crying to sleep on your special day, or getting an awfully dry response for something you thought you’d get praises for. that’s what you were used to, getting disappointment after experiencing a trifling taste of happiness. so used that even the hurt you felt, felt normal.

it was three in the afternoon, a monday of January: the month symbolic of beginnings and change, when it all started. when the door to change opened. when his door opened.

seated in one of the chairs in the corridor, you were waiting for your turn. you were supposed to get your braces of painful four years removed a while ago. but due to unknown reasons, reasons you weren’t told of by your mother, your assigned dentist had moved cities resulting in you changing your appointment to your oh so captivating neighbor you harboured a crush on, park jay; or jay park as it said on the residents plate on the black wall near the entrance of the apartment building.

building 4 - 13th floor, apartment 1309: dr.jay park. two doors away from yours.

all you had known was that he was new to the city, having overheard your parents talking about bumping into him on their way to work one of the days and how much of a polite man he was. and in all honesty the word ‘man’ just seemed to give you an univitingly repulsive feeling. you hadn’t even seen him yet you already hated him. but that was before you had seen him okay?

you clearly remember the beating of your heart the day you entered the elevator to find him inside, pressing on the ‘door open’ button for you as you rushed in. panting while you took discrete peeks at his features from the corner of your eyes. and how it fastened even more when you saw him sign his name on the time in and out register at the front desk. the thought- so that’s him, crossing your mind as you took an obscure glimpse of him walking to his car. oddly enough, though you were getting late that day, for some reason you still stood in a corner to watch him drive away. and when the next morning you found yourself waiting a second longer in the elevator for him, you knew you were developing a certain liking for the ’man’; or to be more specific, a crush who would turn your life upside down.

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my little girl.| JAY

[ 🎬 ]! ぃ ⸻ 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹

synopsis. you had always had daddy issues, for as long as you could remember. so when jay came along with his caring nature, how could you possibly keep your feelings at bay? not to forget, your roses of love have wilted long before you even knew what love meant but jay, he’s here at your doorstep with a watering can. will you be able to refuse?

or, new neighbor dr jay park is asked to babysit you over the week. ironically the only man you have ever had a crush on. you are so determined to put aside the feelings but jay makes things so much harder. he is way too sweet and caring and you are way too pessimistic and insecure. how is it going to work with you gravitating towards him in inadvertence and jay welcoming your presence with candor radiance? especially with all of your buried issues coming to life more than ever.

pairing. park jongseong(jay) x f!reader

genre. fluff, comfort angst, plain angst, age gap (7 years), neighbors to probable lovers, dentist!jay, neighbor!jay and scenes of babysitter!jay, somewhat strangers to lovers?, (happy) open ending :)

word count. 16.5k

warnings. DARK THEMES: if i happened to miss something please let me know. also please read with caution and check the warnings carefully to avoid any kind of triggering | hints of: daddy issues, attachment anxiety, inferiority complex, abandonment issues, depression, childhood emotional neglect, philophobia, insomnia, social anxiety, hints at emotional/psychological abuse, gaslighting, hints at being suicidal, people pleaser syndrome, mommy issues, thantophobia, atelophobia, atychiphobia, pistanthrophobia, avoidant personality disorder, body dysmorphia.

inspired by. the song daddy issues by the neighborhood and my personal life. STRONGLY RECOMMEND LISTENING TO DADDY ISSUES, FUTURE AND LOVE LETTER WHILE READING THE FIC.

#TEASER

[🗒] NOTE. okay this is like my most personal fic with my most personal thoughts. idk, you could say i wrote this as a coping mechanism thing. please reblog and leave feedback it helps me get motivated and write more efficiently!! ^#^ also this is a part of soul symphonies collab by @prettywon make sure to check out the other stories!! the ending feels a bit rushed but i hope you all like it! ONCE AGAIN FEEDBACK IS HIGHLY APPRECIATED!

“i know how much it matters to you.”

watching him from afar, through your bedroom windows or from inside your parents’ car or during an event in your apartment complex where you stood far off mixed in the crowd. that was your limit. it was all okay till you liked him and just looked at him through veiled glances and secret giggling messes. but interacting with him, having to meet him every week, the said man actually initiating conversations with you from his side. this was not okay, this was not within your bubble of limit. and then falling for him as more than just a crush, this is way beyond your limits, it scares you. but you can’t stop now. you don’t want to.

life was so different just a month ago. or maybe it was just the start of a very big change. a change which you so badly needed but did not want. the reason? you’ll probably find it out after you’ve gotten used to your new normal. because that’s what usually happens, that’s what you’re so familiar with that it scares you when it doesn’t happen. like a planned trip you’re excited for getting canceled or crying to sleep on your special day, or getting an awfully dry response for something you thought you’d get praises for. that’s what you were used to, getting disappointment after experiencing a trifling taste of happiness. so used that even the hurt you felt, felt normal.

it was three in the afternoon, a monday of January: the month symbolic of beginnings and change, when it all started. when the door to change opened. when his door opened.

seated in one of the chairs in the corridor, you were waiting for your turn. you were supposed to get your braces of painful four years removed a while ago. but due to unknown reasons, reasons you weren’t told of by your mother, your assigned dentist had moved cities resulting in you changing your appointment to your oh so captivating neighbor you harboured a crush on, park jay; or jay park as it said on the residents plate on the black wall near the entrance of the apartment building.

building 4 - 13th floor, apartment 1309: dr.jay park. two doors away from yours.

all you had known was that he was new to the city, having overheard your parents talking about bumping into him on their way to work one of the days and how much of a polite man he was. and in all honesty the word ‘man’ just seemed to give you an univitingly repulsive feeling. you hadn’t even seen him yet you already hated him. but that was before you had seen him okay?

you clearly remember the beating of your heart the day you entered the elevator to find him inside, pressing on the 'door open’ button for you as you rushed in. panting while you took discrete peeks at his features from the corner of your eyes. and how it fastened even more when you saw him sign his name on the time in and out register at the front desk. the thought- so that’s him, crossing your mind as you took an obscure glimpse of him walking to his car. oddly enough, though you were getting late that day, for some reason you still stood in a corner to watch him drive away. and when the next morning you found yourself waiting a second longer in the elevator for him, you knew you were developing a certain liking for the ’man’; or to be more specific, a crush who would turn your life upside down.

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DON'T STEREOTYPE ME! - MASTERLIST

synopsis heeseung and y/n - the two notorious players of belift university, victims of a mutual skinny love. too shy egoistical to confess, too similar to one another. but what happens when she secretly takes a liking to her bestfriend's closest friend, jay?

pairing fboy!heeseung x fem reader (eventual hyung line)

genre fluff, angst, slice of life, friends to lovers, mutual pining, expected heart break, possible unrequited love, broken friendships

warnings reader is the same age as heeseung. terrible miscommunication, jealousy, sexual references, cursing, more to add along the way. + characters do not depict the idols behavior in real life

status ㅡ on going ( 22 nov 2021 to tba )

© story is created, written, and published by en-logs | no copying, reposting, modifying the story to any other platforms will be tolerated.

masterlist !

profiles: layla dinner 7pm ㅣ the boyz

prologue.

ep. 1: hee lasts 3 minutes?

ep. 2: it's like im not even here

ep. 3: welcome to beomgyu's kitchen

ep. 4: belift lounging

ep. 5: midnight strolls with hee (+ written)

ep. 6: care to join?

ep. 7: sunghoon is a what?

ep. 8: everybody knows except them

ep. 9: sunoo was right

ep.10: behind heeseung's actions

ep. 11: one sketchy text

ep.12: the party

ep.13: spunchbob and practice

ep.14: baby clothes

ep.15: the losing end

ep.16: lee heeseung's spit jar no more

ep.17: heeseung talks about you all the time!

ep.18: nick wilde is hot

ep.19: this bottle of soju aint shit fr

ep.20: marvins room is on repeat

ep.21: there's something to tell you

ep.22: you want me to share it with you?

special chapter one ㅡ just them being friends

ep.23: it's going down

special chapter two ㅡ the hidden clues, explained

ep.24: new years resolutions

ep.25: y/n is a demon

ep.26: mystery machine

special chapter three ㅡ behind y/n and settings' dynamic

ep.27: yeah right

ep.28: if theres a sign

ep.29: shy? that's different

ep.30: if you adore her, dior her

ep.31: the devil wears

ep.32: something's brewing

ep.33: wouldn't last a minute (written)

ep.34: it's a date

ep.35: jaylor swift

ep.36: park sunghoon is a menace

...

epilogue.

re-blogs with tags, interactions, and asks are always appreciated in order to keep the story going <3

OMG AAAAA HELLO!!! thank you so much for creating this story 🥺🥺 I REALLY REALLY LOVED IT!!! btw i'm fine with the ending! i wasn't really affected with it!! tho i wanna see what would happen if u didn't kept it as an open ending 👀 like what would happen if there's an alternate ending? :0 hehe anyways I HOPE U HAVE U GREAT DAY AND PLS KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK 🥰💐

my little girl.| JAY

[ 🎬 ]! ぃ ⸻ 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹

synopsis. you had always had daddy issues, for as long as you could remember. so when jay came along with his caring nature, how could you possibly keep your feelings at bay? not to forget, your roses of love have wilted long before you even knew what love meant but jay, he’s here at your doorstep with a watering can. will you be able to refuse?

or, new neighbor dr jay park is asked to babysit you over the week. ironically the only man you have ever had a crush on. you are so determined to put aside the feelings but jay makes things so much harder. he is way too sweet and caring and you are way too pessimistic and insecure. how is it going to work with you gravitating towards him in inadvertence and jay welcoming your presence with candor radiance? especially with all of your buried issues coming to life more than ever.

pairing. park jongseong(jay) x f!reader

genre. fluff, comfort angst, plain angst, age gap (7 years), neighbors to probable lovers, dentist!jay, neighbor!jay and scenes of babysitter!jay, somewhat strangers to lovers?, (happy) open ending :)

word count. 16.5k

warnings. DARK THEMES: if i happened to miss something please let me know. also please read with caution and check the warnings carefully to avoid any kind of triggering | hints of: daddy issues, attachment anxiety, inferiority complex, abandonment issues, depression, childhood emotional neglect, philophobia, insomnia, social anxiety, hints at emotional/psychological abuse, gaslighting, hints at being suicidal, people pleaser syndrome, mommy issues, thantophobia, atelophobia, atychiphobia, pistanthrophobia, avoidant personality disorder, body dysmorphia.

inspired by. the song daddy issues by the neighborhood and my personal life. STRONGLY RECOMMEND LISTENING TO DADDY ISSUES, FUTURE AND LOVE LETTER WHILE READING THE FIC.

#TEASER

[🗒] NOTE. okay this is like my most personal fic with my most personal thoughts. idk, you could say i wrote this as a coping mechanism thing. please reblog and leave feedback it helps me get motivated and write more efficiently!! ^#^ also this is a part of soul symphonies collab by @prettywon make sure to check out the other stories!! the ending feels a bit rushed but i hope you all like it! ONCE AGAIN FEEDBACK IS HIGHLY APPRECIATED!

“i know how much it matters to you.”

watching him from afar, through your bedroom windows or from inside your parents’ car or during an event in your apartment complex where you stood far off mixed in the crowd. that was your limit. it was all okay till you liked him and just looked at him through veiled glances and secret giggling messes. but interacting with him, having to meet him every week, the said man actually initiating conversations with you from his side. this was not okay, this was not within your bubble of limit. and then falling for him as more than just a crush, this is way beyond your limits, it scares you. but you can’t stop now. you don’t want to.

life was so different just a month ago. or maybe it was just the start of a very big change. a change which you so badly needed but did not want. the reason? you’ll probably find it out after you’ve gotten used to your new normal. because that’s what usually happens, that’s what you’re so familiar with that it scares you when it doesn’t happen. like a planned trip you’re excited for getting canceled or crying to sleep on your special day, or getting an awfully dry response for something you thought you’d get praises for. that’s what you were used to, getting disappointment after experiencing a trifling taste of happiness. so used that even the hurt you felt, felt normal.

it was three in the afternoon, a monday of January: the month symbolic of beginnings and change, when it all started. when the door to change opened. when his door opened.

seated in one of the chairs in the corridor, you were waiting for your turn. you were supposed to get your braces of painful four years removed a while ago. but due to unknown reasons, reasons you weren’t told of by your mother, your assigned dentist had moved cities resulting in you changing your appointment to your oh so captivating neighbor you harboured a crush on, park jay; or jay park as it said on the residents plate on the black wall near the entrance of the apartment building.

building 4 - 13th floor, apartment 1309: dr.jay park. two doors away from yours.

all you had known was that he was new to the city, having overheard your parents talking about bumping into him on their way to work one of the days and how much of a polite man he was. and in all honesty the word ‘man’ just seemed to give you an univitingly repulsive feeling. you hadn’t even seen him yet you already hated him. but that was before you had seen him okay?

you clearly remember the beating of your heart the day you entered the elevator to find him inside, pressing on the ‘door open’ button for you as you rushed in. panting while you took discrete peeks at his features from the corner of your eyes. and how it fastened even more when you saw him sign his name on the time in and out register at the front desk. the thought- so that’s him, crossing your mind as you took an obscure glimpse of him walking to his car. oddly enough, though you were getting late that day, for some reason you still stood in a corner to watch him drive away. and when the next morning you found yourself waiting a second longer in the elevator for him, you knew you were developing a certain liking for the ’man’; or to be more specific, a crush who would turn your life upside down.

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JUNGWON’S NOONA — A 02Z SOCIAL MEDIA AU

PAIRING — enha 02z line x jungwon’s sister!fem!reader ft lee heeseung

GENRE — smau, angst, fluff, teenage love, strangers to lovers (but not actual lovers) trope, cheating

WARNINGS — cursing at times, heavy angst at times, cheating !!! (reader will not be cheated on)

SYNOPSIS — the 02z, one of the most famous trios in all of belift high. they’re practically stuck to the hip and if together; create a bunch of chaos. so when jake starts tutoring people, park sunghoon gets bored and offers his best buds a bet. whoever wins the heart of jake’s classmate, yang y/n, gets a hundred bucks. it just also happens that y/n is jungwon’s sister, who absolutely despises them.

PROFILES [ 1 — the 02z gang!! 🥶 ] [ 2 — the yangs and friends ]

1 — “I wish I was Jungwon.”

2 — “02z together forever right?”

3 — fight or flight mode.

4 — cheer up hoon

5 — peer pressured.

6 — the woman was too stunned to speak

7 — but baby

8 — we need to talk.

9 — i’ve got this under control (or not.)

10 — head in the game

11 — fight at my house?!

12 — oh.

13 — thanks, but i only accept apologies in the form of cash.

14 — finals (fighting!)

15 — Park Jay.

16 — Jay Cheater Era.

17 — It is too bad.

18 — too busy.

19 — selfie in shawty’s bathroom.

20 — and that made me want to die !!

21 — a yang family discussion.

22 — can’t look at him the same way.

23 — so close yet so far.

24 — what the hell are you up to?

25 — so oblivious.

26 — she got me singing sad songs and shiz!

27 — and the truth spills.

28 — expect the unexpected.

29 — wouldn’t you like to know.

30 — jinja disgusting 🤮

31 — you chose him over me?

32 — S.H who?

33 — lay it on me.

34 — it’s been too long.

35 — HE(E)’S HERE???

36 — Ethan Lee from the states.

TAGLIST CLOSED.

currently on the hunt for enha long oneshots