My Little Girl.| JAY

my little girl.| JAY

[ 🎬 ]! ぃ ⸻ 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹

synopsis. you had always had daddy issues, for as long as you could remember. so when jay came along with his caring nature, how could you possibly keep your feelings at bay? not to forget, your roses of love have wilted long before you even knew what love meant but jay, he’s here at your doorstep with a watering can. will you be able to refuse?

or, new neighbor dr jay park is asked to babysit you over the week. ironically the only man you have ever had a crush on. you are so determined to put aside the feelings but jay makes things so much harder. he is way too sweet and caring and you are way too pessimistic and insecure. how is it going to work with you gravitating towards him in inadvertence and jay welcoming your presence with candor radiance? especially with all of your buried issues coming to life more than ever.

pairing. park jongseong(jay) x f!reader

genre. fluff, comfort angst, plain angst, age gap (7 years), neighbors to probable lovers, dentist!jay, neighbor!jay and scenes of babysitter!jay, somewhat strangers to lovers?, (happy) open ending :)

word count. 16.5k

warnings. DARK THEMES: if i happened to miss something please let me know. also please read with caution and check the warnings carefully to avoid any kind of triggering | hints of: daddy issues, attachment anxiety, inferiority complex, abandonment issues, depression, childhood emotional neglect, philophobia, insomnia, social anxiety, hints at emotional/psychological abuse, gaslighting, hints at being suicidal, people pleaser syndrome, mommy issues, thantophobia, atelophobia, atychiphobia, pistanthrophobia, avoidant personality disorder, body dysmorphia.

inspired by. the song daddy issues by the neighborhood and my personal life. STRONGLY RECOMMEND LISTENING TO DADDY ISSUES, FUTURE AND LOVE LETTER WHILE READING THE FIC.

#TEASER

[🗒] NOTE. okay this is like my most personal fic with my most personal thoughts. idk, you could say i wrote this as a coping mechanism thing. please reblog and leave feedback it helps me get motivated and write more efficiently!! ^#^ also this is a part of soul symphonies collab by @prettywon make sure to check out the other stories!! the ending feels a bit rushed but i hope you all like it! ONCE AGAIN FEEDBACK IS HIGHLY APPRECIATED!

“i know how much it matters to you.”

watching him from afar, through your bedroom windows or from inside your parents’ car or during an event in your apartment complex where you stood far off mixed in the crowd. that was your limit. it was all okay till you liked him and just looked at him through veiled glances and secret giggling messes. but interacting with him, having to meet him every week, the said man actually initiating conversations with you from his side. this was not okay, this was not within your bubble of limit. and then falling for him as more than just a crush, this is way beyond your limits, it scares you. but you can’t stop now. you don’t want to.

life was so different just a month ago. or maybe it was just the start of a very big change. a change which you so badly needed but did not want. the reason? you’ll probably find it out after you’ve gotten used to your new normal. because that’s what usually happens, that’s what you’re so familiar with that it scares you when it doesn’t happen. like a planned trip you’re excited for getting canceled or crying to sleep on your special day, or getting an awfully dry response for something you thought you’d get praises for. that’s what you were used to, getting disappointment after experiencing a trifling taste of happiness. so used that even the hurt you felt, felt normal.

it was three in the afternoon, a monday of January: the month symbolic of beginnings and change, when it all started. when the door to change opened. when his door opened.

seated in one of the chairs in the corridor, you were waiting for your turn. you were supposed to get your braces of painful four years removed a while ago. but due to unknown reasons, reasons you weren’t told of by your mother, your assigned dentist had moved cities resulting in you changing your appointment to your oh so captivating neighbor you harboured a crush on, park jay; or jay park as it said on the residents plate on the black wall near the entrance of the apartment building.

building 4 - 13th floor, apartment 1309: dr.jay park. two doors away from yours.

all you had known was that he was new to the city, having overheard your parents talking about bumping into him on their way to work one of the days and how much of a polite man he was. and in all honesty the word ‘man’ just seemed to give you an univitingly repulsive feeling. you hadn’t even seen him yet you already hated him. but that was before you had seen him okay?

you clearly remember the beating of your heart the day you entered the elevator to find him inside, pressing on the 'door open’ button for you as you rushed in. panting while you took discrete peeks at his features from the corner of your eyes. and how it fastened even more when you saw him sign his name on the time in and out register at the front desk. the thought- so that’s him, crossing your mind as you took an obscure glimpse of him walking to his car. oddly enough, though you were getting late that day, for some reason you still stood in a corner to watch him drive away. and when the next morning you found yourself waiting a second longer in the elevator for him, you knew you were developing a certain liking for the ’man’; or to be more specific, a crush who would turn your life upside down.

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西村力; ᝰꜜ ᩠˚ 𖤐 WISHLIST !

sypnosis: having a famous idol brother had its pros and cons, the pros? well you kind of get second hand fame if you ever go public on social media. the cons? well your annoying brother always tries to set you up with his members, maybe it wouldn’t be a bad thing if he didn’t keep trying to set you up with his groups maknae nishimura riki who you once met and had accidentally spilled coffee on you and then told you to suck it up.

pairing: idol!nishimura riki x fem!reader

featuring: enhypen, txt, itzy, straykids, ive + more

genre: social media au, fluff, crack, enemies to lovers, idol au, brothers bestfriend au

warnings: swearing, my humour 💀

author’s note: WISHLIST came first with over 20 vote 💀 wow anyways if you still want to vote for another one please do its for the future works im going to write i will add more maybe even a soobin smau 😱🤣 lol vote here

release date: after fiesta (will release prologue before that tho)

taglist: (open) send an ASK, replies will not be added anymore

profiles ! :

profile one - y/n’s fangirls + sunghoon

profile two - monster rookies

profile three - gay emo furries

chapters ! :

prologue

chapter one - top 10 txt furry moments

chapter two - picasso the composer

chapter three - deez nuts

taglist: (open) @giyyuzz @mitsukifilms @c9tnoos @rinnqx @hoonieseyesmile @iheartbeomz @stayriki @pshwyfie @afiaaaa19 @heesunki @h4chi @deeznutsriki @soobin-g @ahnneyong @m00nylup1n @chewnotgyu @bbanghoonie @ifsfleur @meowoni @rjxdnnn @spicynlong @bigtittietoji @nshrkilvbt @manaswisingh @fairfairee @143pjs @magssu @maeumiluv @blaaiissee @shysakuno @luviehyck @mintbgyu @jkjkseo @yvesismywife @duolingofanaccount @leeis @cosmiclele @rosie-is-everywhere @hanniesss @nuenn

permanent taglist: @acciomylove-blog @missmadwoman @ja4hyvn @soobin-chois @enloveclub @gold-dragon-slayer @maiwon @one16core @juniblvssom @1-800-lixie @enhacolor

second taglist

open sesame — ft. lee heeseung (masterlist)

some doors are better left unopened.

synopsis: you are uncontrollably, helplessly, and tragically in love with your roommate, heeseung. one night, desperate to learn more about him, you sneak inside his room and discover the reason why he always seems to keep his door closed. and then you realise that some doors, no matter how tempting, are better left unopened.

title: open sesame

characters: lee heeseung (enhypen) x you

genres: romance, comedy, crack, fluff, raunchy

au(s): roommate heeseung, “you have a fat crush on your roommate and he likes to tease you about it” au

contents: hot roommate heeseung in a robe, suggestive content, mentions of sex, teasing, crack galore

warnings: swearing, lowercase intended

a/n: this is my debut story on tumblr! i’m super excited & nervous ;-; i think i’ll continue with lots of enhypen content, so please support this if u enjoy it! :>

MASTERLIST

❝ chapter one: you open his door. ❝ chapter two: you realise your mistake. ❝ chapter three: you suffer some more. ❝ chapter four: you open one more door. ❝ chapter five (final): you leave the door closed.

tracking: #open sesame

please support me via liking, reblogging w tags & interacting! ♡ thank u sm for reading, hope u enjoy this one :> my other works can be found here. edit: thank u sm for all the love on the masterlist :>

TAGLIST

@kflixnet

permanent (open!): @jaeyummies @enhyflirt @kyleeanne @icedcoffeesunwoo @ssolari @skazoo @jjunis @heejake-en @jeongwins @koroktsuya @tinykoi-s

open sesame: @seongies @thejjrl @wanlore@yangrden @bluesoobinnie@yurazuyori @staysstrays @datiny-zen @jayk2025 @hoonbrry @alo-ehas@fqiryyang @datiny-zen @luvishee @simpforsung @sunghoonu @w3bqrl @woniecore @heejake-en @luvlee1313 @t5u @magssu @sarahxy537@markleeisdabestdrug @cyuuupid @rcrystallocks @i44nishi @sseastar-main@neovrse @nikkixpenguin @rae-blogging @gsknikki @msxflower @son9oi@adoredkeiji @aeonghaseyo @kingkaithekiwi @yutaismybf @jjunis @blurryxniki @just-mars-writing @heeseungging @3ye0l @hrrhmay-primaryblog @opaquevity @cosmicsunghoon @moonandflowersfairy @woostea @zhuokomi@timorousvariance97 @kaiii07 @blessed-sky @lullabyinparis @sadchonkks@j4kesworld @en-boyz @alo-ehas @seoli-16 @enhas-bestie @sleepyenhasasha @iwanttohitmyself @iovnyu @h33s @jakesim-p

SUMMARY: When the campus heartbreaker suddenly finds himself in a slump over his ex, he decides he’s ready to do whatever it takes to win her back. The problem? She’s now in a happy relationship with her dream guy. In a battle that seems to be two against one, what can Beomgyu do to show her he’s got way more to offer, even after breaking her heart?

PAIRING: ex!choi beomgyu x f!reader x bf!jake sim

GENRE: social media au, fluff, angst, crack

FEATURING: ENHYPEN, ITZY, STAYC, and NCT

WARNING(S): cursing, crack, dirty jokes, and mentions of death (in a playful way)

STATUS: completed

my taglist is closed!

series playlist

profiles: when we jumpin and popping // bts fanboys // flawed judgement

pt 1 - HUMBLE HIM 💳💥

pt 2 - men (derogatory)

pt 3 - downgrade much 💀💀

pt 4 - take the L 😭

pt 5 - beomgyu get some brain cells challenge GO

pt 6 - phase one BEGINS

pt 7 - wanna analyze me?

pt 8 - MISTYPE!

pt 9 - barackini

pt 10 - boi what the hell

pt 11 - study sesh

pt 12 - ventriloquist

pt 13 - THIN BRAINED TWAT

pt 14 - fila 🤣🤣🤣

pt 15 - downward spiral

pt 16 - off the grid

pt 17 - royally deep shit

pt 18 - wasn’t that a dream?

pt 19 - (in)genuine?

pt 20 - hey check out how hard i can CRY

pt 21 - how impossible it is to train the heart to sit

pt 22 - liam didn’t like that kitten…

pt 23 - smell of jake’s bullshit

pt 24 - BEAT HIS ASS JAKEY BOY

pt 25 - sunoo the undergrown pistachio

pt 26 - uh oh 😐

pt 27 - sufart

pt 28 - bro... 😎

pt 29 - according to plan!

pt 30 - the janitors closet

pt 31 - worlds collide

pt 32 - i forgive you beomgyu 😍😍

pt 33 - i think it was implied ;)

pt 34 - shameless

pt 35 - go away stupid bitch

pt 36 - edinburgh

finale - i think i've got everything figured out

...

current taglist (closed!): @youreverydayzebra @rae-blogging @so-jays @jaemsluvr @icywhatim @sseyk @iuwon @igyus @bluhr @yeoforce @junityy @tar0txsailor @riki-zone @witheeseung @ncityy04 @enhacolor @mykalon @20-cube @cosmiclele @baekhyunstruly @ctrl-ji @tyongolden @milkycloudtyg @shinkailovebot @ddeonuism @softkons @kyleeanne @jayparkfromenhypen @eissaaaa @tyunningfiles @goldenxddeonu @simpforsung @afiaaaa19 @cobzies @xoxojayd3n @jdyunvrs @viscoolreal @papiibuprofen @hobistigma @hobqs @kac-chowsballs @oobsworld @shawkneecaps @heejojo @eternallyhyucks @heefeels @akaashisbunny @yourstruely @taejinxkoya @deezarenotmynutz @hanniesss @imissjuyeon @soobuble @ohmy-fandoms @ilyaera

currently on the hunt for enha long oneshots

pairing: volleyball player!Jay x fem!volleyball player!reader

summary: one may ask, what would happen if you put a prodigy and a hard worker in one room? Absolute chaos. Jay and Y/N absolutely hated each other’s guts. Having been rivals from middle school until present, it’s a cruel twist of fate that they ended up going to the same university years later. To make matters even worse, both have been selected as captains for the men’s and women’s volleyball team respectively.

The coaches, the managers—hell, both teams knew they had to put an end to this ridiculous beef as they were slowly tarnishing the esteemed reputation of both teams, but the question is: how?

genre: social media au, college au, enemies to lovers/rivals to lovers, fluff, angst, humor and crack

warnings: y/n is a bit of a menace, Jay is a bit of a dick, cursing, dirty/inappropriate jokes 💀 and some tension lmao

featuring: ENHYPEN, Stray Kids, STAYC, Weeekly and brief appearances of other idols.

status: COMPLETED

started: october 7, 2021

ended: december 21, 2021

a/n: ages have been adjusted to fit the college setting. Will probably reference Haikyuu a lot… since I kinda did base this au from said anime lol.

bonus content:

set 47 (FIRST DRAFT): say you know me

profiles 1 | profiles 2

set 1: mating ritual

set 2: elevator music and screaming collab

set 3: Jay impression

set 4: right in the kokoro

set 5: demon rat

set 6: twink vibes

set 7: crying.

set 8: I begin to pass out

set 9: man-zoned

set 10: YOU ARE EVIL. (written)

set 11: meat is god

set 12: #brocken

set 13: the zoomies

set 14: fraud and extortion

set 15: brain gymnastics

set 16: coconut looking bitch

set 17: with me***

set 18: Hinata’s wife

set 19: what. (written)

set 20: true crime case

set 21: what are you, 5?

set 22: Siri my beloved

set 23: (starts barking)

set 24: yelling and yodeling

set 25: IMPOSTER

set 26: Jake the wise

set 27: 2 sides of the same coin

set 28: first

set 29: might have forgot us, would you remind me? (written)

set 30: I think…

set 31: I’m swimming in everything you said (written)

set 32: a single mom that works two jobs

set 33: like the whores of babel

set 34: alright fuckers (affectionate)

set 35: SOS for this kitty

set 36: team rocket era

set 37: ooh kinky

set 38: favorite

set 39: it’s Y/N

set 40: mondays (derogatory)

set 41: whore era

set 42: throw me off the deep end (written)

set 43: Sad Girl Era

set 44: cold

set 45: ball smacking

set 46: BOOLIES ૮(꒦ິ ˙̫̮ ꒦ິ)ა

set 47: say you know me (written)

set 48: monstrosity, masterpiece

set 49: dumbification

set 50: plump up those booba

set 51: okay im WORSE

set 52: w word

set 53: this is bribery

set 54: give me all the truth you’re holding (written)

set 55: onlyfans

set 56: couples (derogatory)

last set: no more wasted days between us (written)