Inspired By The Beautiful @illlliiiiiiiili I Hope You Enjoy >_<

Inspired by the beautiful @illlliiiiiiiili 🫶 I hope you enjoy >_<

Warnings: fluff, mentions of injuries, fainting, hot men [YES I DID THAT], panic attack and other bullshit.

Includes: dohwa, eunhyuk, volleyball fem!reader

Dohwa

practicing with your annoying teammates, who were always shouting pass the ball to me! no me! was definitely something you dreaded. but practicing with your annoying teammates and the annoying group of boys talking about you RIGHT behind you? now that just brought you to your last straw. if not for the game you would’ve walked up to them and told them off, but instead you accidently, purely and truly by accident, serve the ball backwards instead of forward and end up hitting one of the boys behind you. you, along with your teammates gasp and turn around to face who you just hit. your face turns pale at who it was though. It just had to be him, didn’t it? dohwa fucking baek.

you continue to look before you felt a hand on your back thrust you forward (most likely your teammate) and you’re met with the gaze of dohwa, who was lets just say… not the happiest at the moment. the way he sat down, man spread, on the bleachers made you feel tiny compared to him (even though you were basically towering over him) one hand on his red and bruised forehead, the other on his lap. He stared up at you, waiting for you to say something… anything to break the pregnant silence.

‘I am…so sorry dohwa…’ you managed to let out at last. you looked on over at his friends, trying to avoid his face. they we’re just as shocked and surprised as you we’re. one of his friends though spoke up, looking at you, his hand on the nape of his neck.

‘I think you should take him to a nurse …he doesn’t seem well.’

no shit sherlock. you subconsciously face palm yourself before you look over at dohwa again, who’s body was now shading you as he got up to go to the nurses office, his fist visibly clenched. oh he was pissed. you decided to follow him down the hall to the nurses office.

after the nurse patched him up, you sat down next to him in a chair. your head down and your hands in your lap with guilt all over your face. again. you two were consumed by the silence once more, but this time it was heavier.

‘does it hurt?’

‘fuck.. yes it does.’ this was the first time he spoke, and oh he was angry. i mean you did ask a very obvious question, but hey! whats bad in just.. making sure?

‘i’m really sorry for.. erm.. hitting you.. well not really? you kinda deserved it. you were loud as fuck, and talking bad about my fucking volleyball skills. again sorry though.’

instead of snapping at you though, dohwa laughed. his laughter carrying the silence in the air. you were confused, but slowly started to laugh too.

‘[name] right? your in my class.. cool. I’ll see you there.”

he said, getting off from the ward bed and stuffing his hands into his pockets, before walking out the door.

‘huh?’ you managed to make out, almost wanting to follow him, but stopping due to not wanting to seem like a complete creep. you simply watch in more confusion than ever.

you soon make it over to class, and your friend starts talking about karaoke and boys blah blah the usual. whilst you only focused on the blondey dohwa. you always tried to not run into people like him, thinking they’d ruin you in a matter of seconds. who knew he’d turned out to be just like this. you smiled at the thought.

‘why don’t we invite him?’ you said to your bubbly friend pointing at dohwa who was listening to a conversation that showed just how uninterested he was

‘what?’ she turned to the person to pointed at

‘what him?’ another one of your friends asked

‘mhm. ill go ask him right now.’ you smiled as you walked up to him, beaming like a ray of sunshine.

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kissing in the rain wasn’t how you imagined your first kiss. especially with dohwa. he had ran up to you, umbrella in hand. well.. not anymore. He had discarded the umbrella as he ran up to you, his hand cupping your face before bringing you into a beautiful kiss. the rain was cold, but the kiss made you burn up inside. you reciprocated his kiss, by kissing back, your lips fighting for dominance in the cold and heavy weather, but who cared? right now the rain droplets pouring on you and staining your uniform didn’t matter. All that did was him.

‘im sorry [name]’ he said, pulling away from his kiss and tears down his eye’s as they went down to trail his cheek, dripping down onto his jawline. you smiled, wiping the tears with your warm hands.

‘your forgiven, dohwa.’ you said gently, bringing him into your embrace.

not even the forces of nature could stop you now. you needed him. no rather…was he already yours from the start? that doesn’t matter. because he is now <3

Eunhyuk

eunhyuk was not only your childhood best friend, but your childhood crush. so every since he started to hang out more with ra-im, it hurt your heart to the point you started having dreams where ra-im was a princess and you we’re a slave inlove with the prince, eunhyuk, and was about to be executed. Blah blah you get the story.

it started to get worst when you were picked to be the striker of your volleyball for a national game and you saw eunhyuk there, sitting with ra-im. they didn’t do anything in particular. but they were in your head. with the rival team winning and your longtime crush mingling with a girl you despised.. you were on edge.

luckily the coach spotted something off and called you over to the bench. you were taking a much needed sip from your water bottle when your coached asked you a question that made you choke on your water.

‘its that eunhyuk boy isn’t it?’ he asked, looking over at eunhyuk with the look of a dad death glaring his daughter’s girlfriend.

‘was It obvious?’ you asked him, wiping the semi-choked water from your lips with the back of your palm. be turned to look at you with his hands on his hips.

‘only for me and the whole goddamn team it is.’ he said with a look of disappointment.

‘damn it….’ you cursed. does that mean eunhyuk might know too?

‘if we win this I want you to something for me.’ you quirked up an eyebrow at your coaches demand. you looked up at him, who was facing the game and paying no mind to you.

‘I want you to confess if we win.’ you shook in fear at the request, but nodded your head anyways. One part of you hoped you lost while another hoping you won.

unfortunately, but fortunately, you guys lost. well it was a tie. so… do you confess? you look up your coach who was sighing, but congratulated the team anyways. he looked at you with a thumbs up and you looked back with a determined look.

back inside of school, your teammates scatter around the gym and you try to push past them to find eunhyuk. you bump into the black haired fellow and immediately drag him from the crowd, his words inaudible due to the people.

you stopped right outside the gym, letting go of the boy’s hands. your heart hammered in your chest so fast it hurt your ears and your breathing went so fast it looked ,like you were having a panic attack. wait. are you having a panic attack? your hands were on your chest as eunhyuk faced your back. he gave you a light tap on your shoulder.

‘[name] are you ok?’

he asked gingerly. you barely heard his words though with your heart beat blocking most of your hearing. before you knew you were hitting the ground with enhyuk’s voice calling out to you before you back out.

you woke up in an unknown location and your head banging. It hurt so much. you sit up, grunting. The door flew open revealing a worried eunhyuk and the school nurse.

‘glad to see your ok.’ the nurse said doing a quick scan before walking to another patients bed.

‘if that’s all I guess i’ll leave you and your friend alone.’

the nurse says. eunhyuk nods before immediately facing you.

‘[name] are you alright? you hit your pretty hard.’ eunhyuk asked worried as ever. you only chuckled, finding him being worried cute which he quirked an eyebrow to.

‘whats so funny?’ eunhyuk asked which you waved him off too. ‘nothing.. nothing.. everything is fine.’

‘I’m good no need to worry.’ you reassured him with a smile. He exhaled deeply. ‘you scared me..’ eunhyuk paused almost as if he wanted to say something. you rose an eyebrow at him. ‘is there a problem eunhyuk?’ you asked him and he flinched a little. it was clear that he was in deep thought, but about what?

‘yeah. I wanted to ask. do you know why you fainted? maybe something you ate, maybe you were panicking, any idea? it’s understandable if you don’t know but-‘ he stopped there to let you answer. you swallowed deeply. was this it? was this how you were going to tell your longtime crush that you liked him? maybe.. maybe not. But might as well take the risk, right?

‘yeah.. maybe because I like you.’ you confessed to which eunhyuk’s eyes widened. ‘you like what-?’ eunhyuk’s cheeks heated up, but he still managed to smirk teasingly

‘i’m not saying it again-‘ you sucked in your breathe as eunhyuk leaned in, resting his hand on the headboard.

‘I like you too.’ he said, his eyes directed at your lips. you look at his lips too and smile weakly.

‘so this mean-‘

‘we’re dating? yes.’ he said closing the distance between you two. he cupped your cheeks with one hand and you leaned in deeper into the kiss.

‘ahem.’ busted. you and eunhyuk immediately parted lips from each other, even though you didn’t want to

‘as you can see you two aren’t the only one’s in the room.’ the nurse said, looking unamused and just sighing deeply. you two chuckled at the interruption, looking at each other lovingly.

Sorry this took so long and it still sucks… I am very indecisive so I changed it so much hope you like it though it took forever 🙏1700+ words bro. longest fanfic or anything i've ever written prolly

twinkle twinkle little star~(BLURB)

warning: FLUFF DUH, cuddling, friends to lovers? afab!reader x sleep deprived!yuta, nothing else really lmao a/n: omg omg omg!!! ITS BEEN LONG BRO- I WAS MAKING TWO FANFICS (gojo and yuta) AT THE SAME TIME. AND I'M NOT EVEN CLOSE TO BEING DONE WITH ONE MAYBE THE GOJO ONE BUT YUTA ONE AHHHHH SO A QUICK BLURB EEEKKKK

anyone who knows yuta would know him very well for one thing—— he was a sleep deprived fool. he would stay up all night, stressed about who knows what.

and you were really worried about him. imagine waking up, and coming to class everyday sleep deprived. you sympathized for the man and tried to help him with his sleep deprivation.

you started with pills. which unfortunately didn't work.. next you got him a more comfortable pillow. that should work, right? it almost did, but then he was worried whether he might sleep so well that he'll come to classes late. man this guy has anxiety....

the next was a plushie.

failed.

massage chair? made him comfortable, but no.

you tried literally everything to make this man sleep, and was about to give up until, just like a light bulb, something switched in your head. you had an idea.

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"y/n, are you sure this is going to work?" yuta asked. you just barged into his room and said you had a plan to make him fall asleep. "yes, yes, now lay down and close your eyes." yuta, who was already visible confused, arched a brow before complying to your words. yuta laid flat, resting both arms on his stomach and his eyes shut.

"listen, y/n, I appreciate you trying to help me, but you don't have to-" yuta gets interrupted when he feels the warmth of another body next to him. his eyes flew open and he immediately turned into a blushing mess when he saw you cuddling him with your head on his chest and one arm wrapped up behind him. "y/nwhatareyou-" yuta hitches. the warmth of both your bodies made yuta suddenly feel drowsy. suddenly, you started to sing a lullaby that yuta was awe-to familiar with. "twinkle, twinkle, twinkle star~ how I wonder what you are—"

"pfft." you stopped singing and your frowned, knitting your brows together. "is something funny, Mr.okkotsu?" you said, holding back your laugh to try and be serious. "no, no—"

yuta turned his body to face you, your faces now inches away from each other, one move could make your lips connect. "your singing is beautiful. the song is just—" yuta put a finger under his chin, looking away to think of the right word to use "funny?" you laughed, beautifully, your breathe touching his face and he smiled at this. making you laugh gave him a little pride.

"funny?" you repeated his words. "yes, funny. its just so, you know, old? so its funny." you chucked. "God, twinkle, twinkle little stars is funny now?" you asked and yuta nodded slowly. "well, it did help a bit. I feel slightly sleepy." yuta faked a yawn and you rolled your eyes. "shut up." you said before yawning. "it seems your the tired one." yuta shifted closer and pulled you in for a hug. "was your plan to cuddle me to sleep?" yuta asked, teasing a bit. "yeah.." you asked, slowly loosing consciousness. "it's was great idea cause its working." yuta said. he watched as you closed your breathe and your chest heaved up and down. yuta smiled down at you, slowly falling asleep himself. he shifted even closer, closing any gap between you two.

"twinkle, twinkle little star... how i wonder what you are.."

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Hi everyone!!! I'm so sorry I haven't written prt2 yet :[ but I'm still in the progress of doing so >_< so just be patient :D while u wait any love and deepspace lovers? Well if there are I made this rafayel fanfic. This was originally for two of my ocs, but I felt like it would also fit rafayel and mc. So, I hope you enjoy! (P.s I feel like prt 1 of the dohwa thing was to cliché and y/nie but ig it doesn't'matter?)also song iggggg this song is literally my fav song omg

Trigger warning : Angst , rafayel lore and some made up events!

"In another world...

would we still be together?" Rafayel asked you without a serious expression. "Huh? Why do you ask that?" You questioned with a raised brow, looking up from your phone. "Just answer..." He mummered with a slight pout. You chuckled before giving him a small smile. "Of course." That was the last conversation we had. The last thing I told him before I lost him. It was almost as if 'we' never existed. At least not in our worlds.

One day, you decided to contact Thomas about this. I mean why wouldn't you? Rafayel had gone radio silent for two weeks, well not after sending you a million text and missed calls, but you were too busy to read them. It's almost as if he never existed.

"Hello thomas?" You said to Thomas who was on the other side of your phone. "Hello? [Name]?" A sleepy thomas asked through the phone. "Woah, thomas, you ok?" You asked wearily. "Yeah. Just haven't slept for some days. Rafayel went missing." Your eyes widen as you almost dropped your phone on the ground.

"Hello?

"I'll call you back." You cut the call, and put your phone back in your bed you sat on. You put your hands on your face. You were shaking. Well, why wouldn't you? Rafayel had gone missing, and you weren't there for him. You got up, still in your pyjamas and grabbed your keys and your phone and ran to the door. Locking the door, you spot your next door neighbour watering some plants. You ran up to her, which startled her. "Hey, Miss. Lee, have you seen this man?" You asked, pulling up a photo of rafayel you had on your phone. Your neighbour, who was obviously still in shock at you running up to her, shoke her head. You thanked her for her time before running to other people to ask the same question.

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After some time of running around and asking people up and about, you came to a stop to catch your breath. You were sweaty, having ran around the whole of Linkon city. You bangs stuck to your sweaty forehead now (sorry if you didn't want bangs) and you had sweat patches under the armpits of your pyjamas. You looked up to see you were now in white sand bay. You walk for a while, feeling the ocean breeze on your skin before spotting someone.

"Rafayel?" You voice called out to him, and the purple hair turned to you with tears in his eyes. You ran up to him, and jumped on him, causing his head to land on the sand. Tears rolled down your eyes as you hugged him and he hugged you back, his hand on your head as he brushed your hair with his hands to calm you down. You felt a bottle of emotions come up. Yes, you were angry, but at the same time happy, all the while being sad. You didn't even know how to feel when you first saw him. At first you even wanted to hit him and yell at him.

Once you calmed down, the both of you sat down on the sand while drawing on the sand. Rafayel talked about his day, and asked about yours. "Well, I started my day with the shock of my life." You rolled your eyes at his question. "Oh?" You almost wanted to beat him up. Why did his oh have to sound sp attractive?

"Yeah. I woke up to find out that you were missing."

"Oh that..." He paused, looking down. Did he feel bad? "Yeah it worried the shit outta me!" You yelled at him, hitting his arm in the process. "Ow!" He exclaimed, pouting his signature pout at you. "Where were you? You had me worried." You looked at him with a sad expression and his face softened. "Give me your phone." He asked looking down at the phone beside you. "Wh-what-" Before you could even protest, he snatched your phone and unlocked it. He pointed the phone at you and showed you the text messages.

"[Name], where are you? I need you..." 8:34 am 15/7/24

"Are you there? Are you ignoring me on purpose? 12:04 pm 17/7/24

"I need to talk to you." 5 am 18/7/24

He pulled the phone away and looked down, with a sad expression on his face. One that looks like he's been holding for decades. You reached out to him, but pulled back. "I-im sorry." You managed to say after to long silence. "It's ok. It's not like I lost my aunt and the person I thought loved me ghosted me." You gasped at the new information. "Aunt talia died?" You asked as you put your hand on Rafayel's shoulder, maybe to give him a sense of comfort. You saw tears from in Rafayel's eyes, but he held back. "Yea.." he said quietly. "I-i-i didn't know..." You looked down at the drawing you two made; one of him and one of you. You looked at him with a gentle smile. "You don't have to hold back. I'm here for you. And I promise that next time I'm busy I'll tell you. I'll make time for you." Rafayel cried at your words. He let go of everything and cried beside you and you comforted him while he did.

Whether in this life time, or the next. You would always be together. Your made for each other, no. Your tied to each other for eternity. Fate would always bring you back to him.

... this kinda sucks... idk man. This was rushed-ish. But idk. I almost cried to this man. If it wasn't for my cousin who was beside me laughing to Pinterest >:[ she doesn't like rafayel cuz he's a fish and "flawless" but he has his his flaws >:( but ig its whateves. Nothing can me hate my little fish boi. Also I advise listen to it with the music, it makes everything better.

SHOUT IT FOR THE PEOPLE AT THE BACK 🗣️🗣️‼️‼️

unpopular opinion but being able to perform well under pressure should not be a required skill for the majority of job applications if not all. why are we normalizing putting stress and anxiety on people who try to make a living and making them think having to work under pressure is something that is "challenging and good" (hence it takes skills to be able to do so) instead of something that the companies should fix?