White Queers Are Always So Damned Certain That "true" Queerness Is For Them & Them Alone. Expressions

white queers are always so damned certain that "true" queerness is for them & them alone. expressions of queerness from Black people (most notably, Black women & those percieved as women) that don't center whiteness & aren't tailored for white audiences are always, always pegged as being unbelievable. all this plus a heaping dose of thay classic "all bi women are dirty attention seeking liars" brand of biphobia. fuck off man

spring🐞

“I want a book with transgender characters!”

“I want a book with a trauma survivor!”

“I want a book with non sexualized female characters!”

“I want a book-”

WELL GUYS, here's an introduction methinks. Characters and who/what their roles are!

Sean: He's like Ford, in a way. He makes a deal with Bill, anything to be the greatest, right? So, he agrees to make a deal in exchange for a portal. Sean then asks Shadow for help (he's an engineer in this au). I mean, freshly graduated from college and he's already making big plans! Surely the world will reward him with something great.

Shadow: Sean's old roommate. Doesn't really like making/inventing stuff, but Sean did promise to pay him great and he needs the money (he is very poor). Anyway, some incident happened (no portal incident like Fidds. Im still thinking what) and he tricked Sean into making a memory gun. He didn't tell Sean its purpose, just lies to him and all that, but he uses it to himself to get out of embarrassing situations or to forget his hallucinations (they are real).

Robert: Childhood best friend of Sean's, basically like family to him. Sean cut off ties with him after high school and then years later (after Shadow quit), he got a letter and went to Sean. Got into a fight with him, nothing too physical, and they accidentally activated the "unfinished" portal and it pulled Sean, who was close, in. Robert tried to reactivate it and it didn't work. He then tried for more months, or years, and eventually made himself a home and a scam shop in Sean's house.

Kim: He worked for Robert because he looked lonely. And he doesn't mind whatever he does. They got really comfortable with each other that all Kim does is annoy him. Anyway, Kim then knew about the portal and offered to help Robert in rebuilding it.

Journals? More like stacks of blueprints and crazed notes from Sean, talking about a triangle.

--thinking of making Ryan and Kiply to take the mystery twins' roles. they moved to the place and found out that Robert was hiring and it looked easy enough and fun so they signed up. Kiply absolutely scams the shit out of people and Ryan studies the binded notes from Sean, discovering supernatural stuff.

ANYWAY, will probably change some stuff.... dunno.

Here's This Year's Ultratober List! (or at least an attempt at one)

since there didn't seem to be a sign of another ultratober list, i tried making a list of my own, to share and practice around with everyone! remembering last years' list being based off characters and enemies, i thought it'd be interesting to have a more narrative (?) list this time, loosely forming some sort of timeline and a rough theme pattern

(if you have any questions about a prompt or anything, please ask! i'll answer asap)

the tags for this year are #ultratober and #ultratober24. i'll try to reblog as many pieces as i can

good luck, and most of all, have fun!

this time on "dialogues charlie slimecicle has given that should be in a movie":

"So there was NEVER a good ending! There was NEVER A TRUE ENDING FOR ME! I WAS ALWAYS DOOMED TO DEPRAVITY, AND GOD HAD RIGGED THIS WRETCHED GAME FROM THE DAMN START."

the delivery on "I was always doomed to depravity" gave me chills, why is this man so good at acting