Theres Nowhere Else To Go.

There’s nowhere else to go….

My first serious fanfiction!

Dazai's escape after Odasaku's death goes horribly wrong...

#need more maid yin yu in this world

paradise manor's worst maid

YESYESYES FUCKING THIS. I’m so scared Asagiri and Harukawa are going to work themselves right into the HOSPITAL at this point. Everyone needs to take a step back and just let them take some breathers.

They need to take a moment, take a long fucking break from anything bungou. Then come back to it with fresh minds. They can revaluate where they want the plot to go next, maybe get some things done ahead of time so Harakawa isn’t as stressed about the deadline and just…

Relax.

You know what I'm actually in a complaining mode (a rant about chapter 106)

Yeah I mean, of course I made jokes about Sigzai soup cus it was just so ridiculous and unexpected I couldn't help but laugh.

But my problem is that it was indeed SO ridiculous it feels almost mocking.

The story hasn't progressed, AGAIN. We got to see Aya's backstory, and I was interested in it!! It felt like finally seeing a bit of what BSD originally was, with the themes of abuse and breaking the cycle and healing in despite all of it, to then cut to the "the water caught fire" shit.

I made a fucking list of unfinished stuff the series has going on with my friend while I was complaining about the same things yesterday's night, AND LOOK HOW FUCKING LONG IT IS.

+ "where's Tanizaki" cus I forgot both him and Kunikida are still strapped to fucking hospital beds doing God knows how and in God knows where. And now that I think about it, there's also "where tf are Haruno and Naomi" and "when is the ADA gonna trade a member to the PM" since they made the deal. That makes at least 13 UNFINISHED THINGS.

I'm so. Tired actually. The Hunting Dogs arc wasn't my favourite- but God, now everything has become so stagnant that I'm THIS tempted to drop the manga till it ends and then speedrun reading the last chapters and be done with it, and it makes me sad cus I'm very attached to the series and I'd be mad if something like that happened like it happened to other series I loved (looking at you Beastars and WEP).

Is Asagiri enjoying writing any of this actually? Atp it just looks like he's throwing things at the wall to see what sticks. Just. End. The fucking. Arc. It has been dragging on for SO long.

I hope anyone else can sympathise with me cus I swear, I'm banging my head against the wall.

Self-indulgent Ultra Despair Family <3

(I can’t even tag this, I’m sorry for tagging, ugh…)

YALL NEED TO START CENSORING YOUR SMUT FANFICS GOOD GOD PLEASE JUST CUT IT 💀💀💀

IM HORRIFIED

19 & writing about gay men and women

Aka happy birthday to me~