Aaaah Soobie )): My Heart Breaks For Him - Tumblr Posts

"he stands there, against the tree, watching as your eyes and smile light up his world. the sun of the world might be setting, but the sun of his world just greeted him."

woah

— confession under a cherry blossom tree..?

warning: soobin x gn!reader, beomgyu is mentioned, angst, just a lil thought i had

soobin standing under a tree in the middle of the field, going to lean back against the trunk, patiently waiting for you to arrive. 6pm you said, and he made sure to be there early. he didn’t want to have you waiting on him or anything like that. he checks the time on his clock constantly, as if it’ll magically be 6 within a second. after a while, he sighs, giving up on the act and going to stare up at the flowers.

it’s cherry blossom season.. the perfect season for confessions, but he still had no clue why you wanted to meet up with him. was it to confess? or was it to break off your friendship nicely? or maybe tell him you’ve met someone else? his heart races at the possibility of you becoming unavailable and he doesn’t notice you approaching, too caught up in his head.

you tap his shoulder and he turns around a bit startled but it turns to relief once his eyes meet yours. a beautiful color in contrast to the whites of your eyes, he could stare into them all day. he greets you and you smile at him widely before twirling as the wind catches onto the petals of cherry blossoms, making them fall onto the ground gracefully.

he stands there, against the tree, watching as your eyes and smile light up his world. the sun of the world might be setting, but the sun of his world just greeted him. he lets out a chuckle, one he only lets out when you’re around because it makes him vulnerable— its a small laugh of adoration that he’s never had the opportunity to give until now.

he isn’t prepared for when you open your mouth. and he wasn’t prepared to answer you when you finally spoke aloud.

“i think.. i think i want to start seeing beomgyu.”

beomgyu.

not him.. not soobin, but beomgyu..?

his best guy friend since his school days. you want to see him of all people?

soobin’s heart crushes. he can’t tell if its your words that do it to him, or the way you looked at him so naive, or maybe even the way he knows its his own fault. he should have made it clear to his friend that he was interested in you. he should have been more forward with you, more flirtatious.. literally anything that would have given you a damn hint.

but he stands there, soul ripped in two, with a smile on his face because he can’t ever gain the courage to say no to you.

“tell me more about it while i walk you home. it’s getting late, love.”