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The realization>>>

“but yn knew that she would do whatever it took to see Minji like this again”

(AHHHHHH- akong paboritong linya FOR SURE.)

𝐩𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐭 → brain cells at work

miny/n's one-month (not real) anniversary!

WARNINGS ; n/a

TAGS ; takes place during "38. realizations", THIS IS IT WHAT WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR, minji is so sweet, y/n develops brain cells but she gets really angsty at times, miny/n go brrrrrr

GENRE ; angst, fluff, bonus cut

minji felt like she was going to puke.

she would have never expected to react like this over something that the past minji wouldn't exactly care about. she was never one to care for stupid 'milestone' anniversaries, but she still ended up planning this night for the entire week.

luckily, she managed to play it off like it was spontaneous, something that she knew y/n enjoyed.

hearing the doorbell, minji jumped out of her skin before running to the door. she quickly composed herself and opened it, only to be face-to-face with y/n dressed in an olaf sweater.

minji couldn't help but smile.

"minji!" y/n wrapped her arms around minji tightly.

minji hugged back, hearing her heart beat out of her chest. "unnie, hi."

y/n pulled back, her face slightly red from what minji assumed was over heating.

y/n entered minji's dorm, putting her shoes to the side as the younger girl closed the door behind her. minji could feel the anxiety building up as she watched the older girl turn around.

"i'm ready." y/n smiled.

"i can tell." minji was sure that her face was about to break in half from smiling so much. "you dressed so..."

y/n looked down at her clothes, suddenly feeling slightly embarrassed. she had been so excited that she grabbed her favorite sweater, which happened to be the one that sakura had gifted her to match with eunchae (sven the raindeer) and kazuha (marshmallow the snowman).

"is it weird?" y/n mumbled, missing minji's panicked face. "sorry... i got excited."

"no, it's not bad." minji reassured, biting her cheek as she stopped herself from 'aw'ing. "it's cute, i mean."

"really?" the older girl smiled, feeling her stomach do a somersault. she grinned at minji, clutching onto her shoulder bag. "you're cute too!"

minji almost choked.

"oh." minji awkwardly smiled, trying her best not to panic. "thank you."

y/n frowned, noticing that minji's face had dropped. she didn't want minji to feel uncomfortable in her own house. "sorry, i'll stop for today."

minji frowned. she didn't want y/n to stop complimenting her. unlike how she usually felt with compliments, she looked forward to the older girl's. it made her feel like she was back on their first 'non' date, back when y/n had managed to make minji like her.

she didn't want her to stop.

"no, unnie," minji nearly begged, hating the frown that y/n was sporting. "it's fine—"

"can i put my bag in your room?" y/n cut her off, just wanting to forget the interaction.

minji bit her lip. so far, the night was going the exact opposite of how she planned it. she should've been making the older girl laugh, not making her feel like she didn't want her. that was the exact opposite of her goal.

still, minji humored the older girl. "right away?"

"why?" y/n squinted playfully, a small smile appearing back on her face. "are you hiding something?"

minji's eyes widened, confirming y/n's suspicions. the older idol's eyes lit up. she opened her mouth to ask.

"no! just," minji cut her off, clearing her throat as y/n smirked at her. "just stay here."

y/n giggled, sitting on the couch as minji hurried to her room. she closed the door carefully, making her way to her closet. opening it, she stared face to face with the cake that she has ordered for today.

she opened it, the blueberry cake staring her in the face. happy that everything was intact, she picked it up, sneaking out and running into hanni's room to hide it in her closet.

"minji! hurry up!" the girl heard from the living room. "i miss you!"

minji stiffened, covering her face as she silently squealed into her hands. the young idol swore under her breath, her entire face turning bright red as she continued to freak out. after a could seconds, she had managed to calm down.

she was just thankful that there was no one around her.

minji walked out seemingly intact.

"sorry, i took long." minji smiled, sitting down next to y/n. "my room's just the first door to the right. c'mon."

y/n nodded, following minji as the two made her way into her room.

y/n grinned, the room exactly how she imagined minji's brain was like. the walls were white, and the walls, though filled with posters, were obviously categorized into specific sections. minji's desk was in the corner facing towards the window. her bed was also white, but a singular stuffed rabbit had stared y/n back at her.

y/n hated that stupid rabbit.

she quickly put her bag next to minji's closet and the two walked out to the living room.

"do you want to watch a movie?" minji asked, turning off the tv and dimming the living room lights.

y/n hummed. "i wanna watch barbie and the nutcracker."

minji wasn't sure she heard the older girl right. she wouldn't watch a movie that hyein would watch... would she? "i'm sorry?"

"barbie and the nutcracker?" y/n looked at the younger girl, wondering if she knew what movie that was.

"no way!" minji protested, earning an offended gasp from y/n. "that's a children's movie."

"you have no taste, kim minji." y/n frowned. she watched minji stare at her with a blank face. "fine. what do you want to watch?"

minji looked away, trying to think of an entertaining movie that she had watched that y/n would enjoy. "the kissing booth."

"you want to watch the kissing booth?" y/n stood up, now offended. "why?!"

"it's a good movie!" minji continued to argue, her eyebrows furrowing together.

y/n scoffed, sitting back down as she crossed her arms. "barbie is better."

"no."

"please!" y/n whined, turning to minji and pouting.

minji quickly closed her eyes, knowing that she would be swayed as soon as she opened them.

"i'll love you forever." y/n teased, slightly feeling a tug in her chest as she said those words.

"oh, um," minji's face turned a bright red and suddenly she was grateful that she had dimmed the lights. she cleared her throat, opening her eyes. "okay, we'll watch barbie."

"yes! thank you!" y/n engulfed minji in a hug, one that the younger girl gladly returned. "i actually love you so much."

minji was sure that y/n was trying to kill her.

"uh, yeah," minji whispered, earning a smile from the girl. minji just wished she could tell her. "me... me too."

the movie was turning out much better than minji had expected, even distracting her from the fact that she had fully wrapped her arm around y/n's waist, a goal that she had set when she had been planning for this night (and a goal that hanni and haerin laughed at her for).

she had completely missed the full panic that y/n had been going through because despite having the movie completely memorized, all she could focus on was the warmth of minji's arm and how minji seemed to squeeze her waist whenever something interesting happened.

she looked over to the younger girl, deciding that minji looked prettier than ever before. she wanted to have minji hold her like this, and bring her to some weird corner store that had the most obscure western food that they could find. she wanted minji to look at her feeling the way that y/n felt when she looked at the younger girl.

y/n just wanted minji, and that scared her.

the two girls jumped, hearing minji's phone alarm go off.

"why do you have an alarm?" y/n tried to look at what it said, but minji covered her phone before the older girl could see.

"no reason." minji swallowed, sending a somewhat (not really) reassuring smile to the older girl. "i just have to go to the washroom."

"okay but don't make me wait too long." y/n frowned.

minji found herself smiling at the older girl once more. "are you a dog or something?"

"no." y/n rolled her eyes, a grin stuck on her face. she could hear her heart in her ears as she whispered. "i just like being around you."

"i won't be long, unnie." minji squeezed her waist. "i promise."

"i'll be waiting."

minji pulled away, making y/n immediately frown. the older girl missed her presence. she knew it wouldn't take long, but she wanted to be around minji as much as she could.

y/n bit her tongue. she was starting to feel like what she felt for the younger girl wasn't normal. she didn't feel like this around her members or around yujin and hanni. it was only with minji.

y/n frowned. she couldn't actually like minji... could she?

minji cleared her throat, both scaring y/n and bringing her out of her thoughts. y/n turned around to find minji standing with a cake in her hands, a singular candle illuminating her face as barbie played in the background.

"what the hell?"

"sorry you hate to wait so long." minji apologized, her face clearly bright red. she gripped the cake tighter. "i prepared this whole speech in my head but i got so nervous i forgot it so i had to rememorize it."

y/n could feel her heart swelling up. "you didn't have to..."

minji smiled, crouching down as she placed the cake on the coffee table. she sat on the ground and gave y/n a party hat, minji sporting her own. she ushered her to sit. the older girl followed, her eyes shiny as tears started to build up slowly.

"unnie, i'm sorry that i never reached out to you when we were trainees." minji whispered, her eyes trained onto y/n's. "i'm sorry that i let you hate me without showing you who i really was and i'm sorry that i put you in such a shitty position."

"it's okay." y/n nodded, trying her best not to cry. "it's not your fault."

minji continued to smile softly at the girl.

"even though i'm sorry, i'm glad that i ended up in this situation with you. you've been so nice to me, and sometimes i feel like i'm in l—" minji coughed, her eyes widening. she had no idea where that had come from, considering that was not what she had planned to say in the first place. she shook her head, trying to not think about it too much. "sometimes i feel like we were always meant to be friends."

"minji..." y/n's tears fell slowly and for the first time in a while, she truly felt like she was loved. "you're gonna make me cry."

minji felt water welling up in her eyes as she smiled. she leaned over to y/n, wiping her face as more tears continued to fall down the older girls face.

"i'm sorry i have such a hard time saying it back, but i do love you." minji pulled back, playing with her fingers. "thank you for spending this time with me."

y/n gave a wavering smile. "thank you for letting me."

"blow the candles out and make a wish." minji looked at the dwindling light, watching as the cake illuminated with a pink light coming from the tv.

y/n nodded, closing her eyes and wishing for the thing she wanted the most in that moment.

i wish to be as happy as i am now with minji forever.

she blew the candle out, turning to find minji grinning back at her. y/n felt the air escape her lungs.

"thank you minji." y/n whispered, finding it hard to look into the younger girl's eyes. "you really didn't have to."

"it's okay, unnie, really." minji grabbed y/n's hand, giving it a light squeeze. "you're definitely worth it."

y/n looked up and saw minji happier than y/n had ever seen her. she couldn't believe that she had caused that, but y/n knew that she would do whatever it took to see minji like this again.

she looked at the cake once more.

oh, y/n thought, i think i like minji.

SYNOPSIS ; y/n didn’t hate kim minji. they just never got along. now, because of some idiot who decided to out their ‘relationship’ (or lack thereof), she had to do what every idol dreaded. she just hopes that she can get through this without any problems.

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