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Well, that is very beautiful and deep

I believe it's time for my very silly answer,you know , to balance it out

I am superstitious but like for the stupidest things? I don't care if a black cat crosses my path ( they are cute af ) but I will never ever no matter the circumstances walk under a bus stop sign

It started in such a random way , on the way to school my friend very drammatically stopped me from walking under a bus stop bc otherwise the next day I would have been quizzed by one of my professors and then somehow it evolved in me believing bus stops are just generally bad luck

I'm so adamant about not walking down one that one of my friends is also like this now bc of me lol

Uh I also have this thing where I never cross out a day on the calendar before it's over otherwise it's like I'm giving up on it (?) I'm saying that the day is already over so I won't be able to be productive in the time I have left (?)

Ah yes, I am a little insane , thanks for noticing :)

Tried super hard to come up with a question and the Asks Gods blessed me with this

Are you superstitious ? Or do you have some specific "rituals" you always follow to stop bad things form happening?

( yeah the asks gods could have done better, I know )

Yeah totally am, idk how to explain it rly or what i actually think of it, but mh as a kid my mom used to tell me that god is in everything and hears every wish or smth so you could whisper smth into your hands and then release it into the sky to be heard, I would look up in the sky or smth ehen it was sunny with clouds and say "if i should do x, show me a sign (aka let a cloud fly over me/disappear above me)" things of that kind

I dont rly do that anymore, nor am I christian rly anymore but I think the sentiment of wishing and whispering things into the wind, wishing upon shooting starts, dandelions, when you loose one of your eyelashes, etc still remains

It's a deeper thing of manifesting things into existance by believing in them and putting them out there into the "field", law of attraction and some idk if it's spiritual, esoteric, new pagan... things...beliefs

I keep being stuck between a hypocrisy of wanting to rationalize and explain the world scientificly but also believing that science is clueless and stupid to make it its own "religion" in a way, and that there's things that science cant explain and that theres more things that science cant explain yet, what is rn still being called stuff like "magic" and whatnot idk its complicated