And Juyeon Asking Him If Hes Okay Just Like He Did At The Start - Tumblr Posts
"he wondered if he would have liked it better if they called him out for lying instead."
o man the mixed feelings that come with this. wanting people to either catch ur lie or avoid, yet both possibilities hurt.
"For the first time in a month, Changmin had smiled, laughed even."
my poor boy:( the guilt be so real. loved how you perfectly explained the the true feelings that come with feeling any other emotion apart from sadness and grief.
"Ghana crawled into his lap now, warm mass like a hug. It was the only thing grounding Changmin to reality now."
pets are such a blessing 🥺 im so happy he's had Ghana throughout this process as they can sometimes be the only thing for us.
"How were you supposed to comfort him through your own death?"
this part 😭😭 I felt so bad because as much as she wanted him to move forward, its the hardest thing ever. esp when she's a dead person.
“You can be happy. You’re allowed to feel these things, and you’re allowed to smile and laugh.”
this made me tear 😭😭🥺 I am so happy she was with him for these 7 days.
“Thank you,” he rasped. “Thank you for being here. For coming back. It probably wasn’t your choice, but thank you for choosing me in life and in death.”
the last part 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
nonidol!ji changmin x bff!fem!reader
after the death of his best friend, changmin’s been left to grieve and wallow. but when you suddenly come back to him in the form of a ghost, he realizes that this might be his chance to right some wrongs. (aka; changmin has seven days with your ghost to figure out why you’ve been returned to the land of the living.)
▷ genre, warnings. childhood friends au, you are literally dead./major character death, mentions of a car accident, implied past bullying, swearing, fluff, comedy as a coping mechanism, angst, comfort/hurt, grief and survivor’s guilt, so much crying that you might get tired, just telling you now it is not meant to be a romantic plot but there r hints bc i’m a sucker, i’m not religious but ur a ghost(?), getting over one’s best friend’s death is not easy folks so that’s why y/n goes ghost B)
▷ total wc. 16.8k </3
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a/n: hey hello! ik this prob won’t get a lot of interaction bc it’s a tbz fic and non-romantic main, but it would mean a lot to me if u reblogged and shared this :’) otherwise, hope u enjoy, and here’s some mood songs: yellow (coldplay), last (dvwn), & let’s hurt tonight (onerepublic)
DAY ZERO
JUYEON wasn’t really the best at approaching people in this way. There was something about sad people that made him feel helpless, and the fact that this was Ji Changmin, one of his closest friends, the helplessness had collapsed into a sinkhole in the pit of his stomach. Even Chanhee, someone who was arguably closer to Changmin, sat silently after Kevin’s proposed question.
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