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Would it be annoying if I made another one?

Yes actually it would, this has been a scheme to get someone to light me on fire cause my every thing HURTS, it has been a day of physical activity, six flights of stairs up and down three times, Terry Fox run and helping my mom move in furniture PLEASE KILL ME.

Anywho, note post!!!

1- I don’t know? I lack the motivation to do anything, why do you think I’m doing this? I guess I’ll save up to get more piercings. Im probably doing this anyway, all my money is going towards ear stabs. Just wait until I can get tattoos (ONE YEAR) and then it’s all over. It’s all fucking over. S T A B S. Guess I’ll just stop being such a little bitch about it (im scared of most needles all needles and all things involving sharps on my flesh)

10- I’ll finish writing my song

20-I’ll start trying to stay awake in science class, i keep passing out and my grades are shit.

30-I’ll start actually learning French

40- I’ll start making animated lore videos and putting them up on YouTube

50-I’ll record my song

60-I’ll SUBTLY tell my family and friends Im aroace

70-I will clean my room. High on this list because I lack motivation.

80-I’ll go to a doctor for my garbage lungs and possible allergies (I don’t enjoy the lack of airflow but if I go to the doctor my mom will make me start taking adhd meds again and I don’t want to)

90-I’ll learn how to draw better (learning anything reminds me Im not good at stuff and make me despair I don’t make the rules)

100-I’ll make longer animations.

1000-Aint no way this will happen but I’ll write the first chapter (and keep up a regular posting schedule) for Envy’s Angel before June.

5000-Impossible. If y’all somehow manage this I’ll get help for what is either autism or a very serious issue. High on the list because this dumb brain of mine could get me hospitalized, especially with who my parents are.