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୨୧˚♡* ♱    starter call, accepting.    ( @slaughtyr​ )

                "  we  used  to  be  good.  "    she  sobs  into  her  hands,  the  first  thing  she's  felt  in  weeks  besides  numbness,  blistering  cold.  and  it's  this.  some  wild  thing  thrashing  in  her.  she  begs  it  to  stop,  to  quiet,  to  sleep.  sleep  like  jackie,  gone  into  a  cold  winters  night.    "  we  used  to  be  good-  we're  sinners,  we're  hungry,  i  see  it  every  night,  ever  since-  ever  since-  "    javi  gone,  misty's  mushrooms,  a  downpour  of  hellfire  from  the  sky.  she  talks  to  Him,  every  night,  but  nothing  since  then.  it's  like  ...  He's  gone.  but  it's  thoughts  like  those  that  keep  them  here.  it's  her  that  keeps  them  here.  her  throat  aches,  peels  like  dried  paint  and  cracks  like  forgotten  wood.  when  was  the  last  time  she'd  spoken?  to  anyone?  maybe  she  had  fallen  asleep  like  jackie,  like  javi.  somewhere  deep  in  the  snow  and  they'd  all  forgotten.    "  what's  wrong  with  us?  "