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song: use me by bill withers

Chan is nice- cordial, rather- to you in public but behind doors he’s all over you

He doesn’t hate you and he isn’t rude but he doesn’t speak to you much, especially with all your mutual friends around. he barely says two words to you but behind closed doors, or when enough people aren’t paying attention you let him do what he wants. including but not limited to

- sticking his hand between your thighs at a gathering

-fucking you against a wall in the back of a club

-making you suck his cock in his studio when you're waiting for your other friend or you wont be touched for 2 weeks

-his hand around your throat while he edges you for hours

all of this while degrading you and leaving after you're cleaned up, putting on his indifference towards you in front of others.

One day he brings it up, asking if it hurts you or if he needs to pull back

you smirk and crawl slowly toward where he’s leaning against the headboard. you take his hand and bring it up to your throat. “if it feels this good getting used just keep on usin’ me until you use me up”