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Toy(Kyung-Block B)

I don't want anything more from you, if I can see you filling with me.

"Y/n, if you don't tell him now you'll miss your chance and be miserable and I don't want to see that."

"I know," you whispered, "But I-i'm scared. I love him too much to risk losing him being in my life."

Y/f/n sighed and rubbed your back. "I know, but you have to try right? You never know, he may secretly love you and is too shy to tell you."

Bzzt. Bzzt. You both looked at your phone on the coffee table where it was vibrating. Unlocking it, you realized it was an incoming call from the person who was the cause for your current bitter emotions.

"Kyungie..?" You answered the phone trying to sound as chipper as you could, not wanting to give your emotions away.

"Y/n? Ca-can we meet up?"

"Y-yeah, I'm at my house. You can come over."

You heard him sniffle a couple times and then heard him say, "Thanks, y/n. I'll be over there soon." Then after saying goodbye you hung up and silently waited for kyung to show up.

I can give it all to you, will you take it all from me?

A couple minutes later you heard a knock on the door and you, now alone, practically ran to open it. On the other side was a devastated Park Kyung who honestly looked awful. His hair was a mess, his clothes were disheveled, and his eyes were red and puffy from crying.

Silently you turned and walked into the kitchen to make some tea, knowing he'd follow. After it was finished you placed his tea on the table in front of him, then you sat and watched as he stared solemnly into the dark beverage. "Kyung, what's wrong?"

He sighed and his voice cracked when he said, "I love her, but she said she doesn't love me."

If love is a joke, then use me ruthlessly.

Tears formed in your eyes and your chest started to hurt. "W-who?"

"R/g/n." He didn't look at you once, instead finding his tea more interesting. "I..." What he was about to say had been forgotten as his phone started to ring. After looking at the screen he quickly answered it, walking into the other room to have some privacy. Oh how you wished you hadn't had heard the name he said before he left, "R/g/n?" You forced the tears not to flow as you put your hand on your chest.

Now you know all you need is me, I'm your toy.

Kyung came back into the kitchen, this time with a smile on his face. "She wants to meet up. Said she can't stop thinking about me and what I had told her." He rushed towards you and pulled you into a hug. "Thank you."

You looked up at him in question. He chuckled and pinched your cheek lightly. "For being my gajang chinhan chingu and always being there for me. Remember, I'm always here for you too. Anyways, I've got to go meet r/g/n. Bye y/n." And with one last hug he was rushing out the door to where a girl who had stolen his heart was waiting for him, a girl who was not you.

You finally allowed yourself to let the tears out and slid to the floor crying. I love you, you thought, and I don't think I'll be able to stop loving you. But no matter what I'll be by your side, because I would rather be your friend and love you than have you leave me forever.

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gajang chinhan chingu- best friend(korean)