Bobas Thoughts - Tumblr Posts

1 year ago

home is sleeping on my friends beds or resting on their shoulder. for my birthday a couple yrs ago, a friend got me a keychain with a picture of us and a scannable spotify code for the song i promposed to her with in grade 12. i call my friend at 1am, anxious and spiralling, and they talk to me for a full 2 hours even though they have a 7:30am class. a friend brings me food after travel, enough to feed me for several days. my friend recently moved and i saw her mom and she said 'i miss you, come home'. my parents consider my friends their own children, an extension of our family. from my friends, i get forehead kisses and handholding and the honour of being held tenderly in arms that love me. what can romantic love give me that platonic love cannot. i dont understand


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11 months ago

anxiety is crazy bc either im feeling totally fine and get smacked with unrelenting dread or i wake up and exist in every moment feeling like my heart is going to burst open


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11 months ago

craving soup so bad rn


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