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Sooooo...
This art is a part of Julia (name of hunter) original. We all know that Lies of P has three different endings. So I thought that if, after the first ending, time rewinds back and the story begins anew, but with a different final, while Julia retains all her memories (something like the things from Undertale).
And what if ending "Real Boy" is repeated, let's say, 39 TIMES? And why? Actually, Julia does not know this, but she really wants to get out of this loop. And all this time she tried to be a human, but on the 40th attempt she decides that's enough for her, if the events happening to her do not want her to act like a HUMAN, then she will become the HUNTER who went through the night of hunting hundreds of time.
Thats just one of my thoughts that i decided to draw
So why loop is repeated? Let's say that curiosity is a terrible force...
A hunter that never showed his real face, how does it looks like? Isn't this curious?.. Especially for one puppet...