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temptation creeps from the corner of his view, and there’s a second there—bitter, held in time like the world seen from the bottom of a lake in which sirius considers truth and the possibility of speaking out. you know, just telling him. say plain and honest that yes, he’s been fooling around between quidditch practices and increasingly dumb ideas to keep him on the move; constant buzz and roaring laugh. that he’s been making every living effort to avoid the thoughts in his head, the last screaming rounds with his mom and the way his father’s words on paper felt like he was getting there; the very end of his patience, at last. 

so yeah—he’s been doing things, and there wasn’t a thing in the world that could trick him into thinking that the boy sitting in front of him wouldn’t care or understand. nothing that can make him have any less trust than the ungodly amount he already feels towards him. and yet—when he opens his mouth ( tentative, a breath drawn in that never finds its way out ) what makes him abandon every intent in that direction is the look in the other’s eyes—the growing mountain of gold and colored papers that had once contained his chocolate stash, the sigh he allowed and over all of it—quick, yet deep installed at the base of his chest where once had been all his worries, sat guilt. god, how was it not his fault? they’ve known about the full moon nights for almost three years now; time enough to do the right maths and not be the worst friend in the whole history of hogwarts and beyond. 

❝ oh you know, keeping things interesting out there now that you’ve decided to make some confectioner’s dream come true. shouldn’t they make you part of the staff to this point? you have like half of the store in here. ❞ wide smile and a little laugh that made his shoulder tremble, especially after summoning one of the wrappers to his hand with the sole intention of making an elegant throw towards his head ( softly, playfully ). sirius made his way to his bed, letting himself fall in the space beside remus with arms crossed and looking at him the way he only allowed himself when it was the few of them; sincerely, with less barriers. a little of his own guilt peeking over from his slightly arched brows. ❝ any way i can help make the stress go away? ❞ he wonders, a moment of silence before another hushed laugh dares to escape the cage of his mouth. ❝ assuming you don’t have plans to spend another three romantic hours with a chocolate bar hidden somewhere for when i leave, which—i guess i can’t understand! but—i mean, we could… go stretch our legs? maybe nap? ❞ a look down, then up most innocently. ❝ ...see if we can charm every chair in the library so they start screaming and running when someone goes trying to sit in them…? it’s exam season, moony. i mean, try to picture that one. ❞ 

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@choicelesshope​​ asked: “ i’ve been too busy. i should’ve noticed. “ ( sirius to remus! )

      You know what you shouldn’t do on the day of a full moon? Stress. You know what also you shouldn’t do either? Stress-binged on chocolate. Exams were coming, and Remus couldn’t stop stressing over them, and then he doubled up the stress by stressing over the full moon. He had no idea of the impact it would have on the monster inside of him. But he’d eventually will find out soon enough. But right now, Remus was throwing away his thirteenth chocolate wrapper into the bin. 

Remus sent Sirius a look before sighing. “No, this is normal. I always eat my entire stash in one sitting…” He murmurs sarcastically. “I’m just stressed, not your fault that you didn’t notice.” Remus shrugged. It wasn’t his fault, but that didn’t stop Remus feeling a bit jealous of the fact that Sirius hadn’t noticed at all. “What were you doing anyway that made you too busy?” Revision? Nah, Sirius usually leaves it at the last second like he does with his homework. “Come on, mate, you can tell me.”