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God, why not me? I did what I was supposed to. I was good, at least I think I was. And I tried a lot. But why does it hurt still. Why am I not all better now? I thought you were supposed to protect me. But you’re just letting this happen
No
I know you
I know it’s all in my head again
I can never really change can I
My sins can only be committed by my own will
By my own red stained palms
Por mi culpa
Por mi culpa
Por mi gran culpa
I do it to myself
When if ever will I stop
I know your not there but if you can see me, I would pray you give me mercy. Will you think of me, care for me, change for me. Am I not worth saving anymore, have I doomed myself to damnation.
I don’t even know why I continue to pray anymore, I keep showing up for services in hopes of something else but if god is real I know he forgot about me and it’s all my fault.
Please god, come back to me. Take care of me. Remember me.
Amen
Nothing will be better than putting on my chain with my crucifix, miraculous medal, and St. Michael shield and referring to it as a my ✨Jesus Protection Drip✨