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then what in gods name is Chiffon and Chlownzy
clownzy are men yuri & chiefzy are men yaoi. thoughts?
I wonder how the newer Clownzy fans would react when they find out that Chief is not only into Branzy but has also canonically married Clownpierce and Rekrap in his videos
YES!! THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING @_@
he’s got it all of it but can’t see it and just needs some soft cuddles and sentimental love <33
i like the idea of chief never feeling like he's loved. he very obviously is - outcasters adore him, he has not one, not two, but three boyfriends!!! (one of them is his forced husband, the other one is queerplatonic but still) and other people whom he met from other smps and projects all shower him with praise. but chief never quite feels like it. like he deserves any of it. he's just a simple guy, what could he possibly offer to all of these people? but they still love him, and it's almost... forced, in a way? so chief tries to do anything he possibly can to help everyone around him, to be nice, to be perfect, because love is something to earn and to gain. yet it's never enough for his own eyes. no matter how much other people appreciate him, he can never appreciate himself. and that's why all of this love looks to him so fake and forced. why would anyone love him if he can't love himself?