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my Fictionkin, Otherhearted and Otherkin types 💕

Do be warned I talk about being a system, just putting this here so you don't get jumpscared as soon as you read that 💗

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WARNING!!!: Mentions of abuse for the first half and also mentions of panic attacks in the second one, alongside fear of anger issues in the third one and depersonalization mention in the otherkin part, please click off or skip if that makes you uncomfy and absolutely no shame for doing so! Take care of yourself before anything ♡

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my fictionkin's <3

ྀི Alois Trancy

I was actually quite surprised when I found out I was a Fictionkin and identified AS him but came to the conclusion that it's okay to have an otherwise "problematic" kintype. I did get harassed a lot because people genuinely thought my kinshift's meant that I would become abusive which, wasn't the case but I genuinely thought that for awhile so I kept it hidden until like days ago.

ྀི Ciel Phantomhive

I was also surprised when I ended up being a Fictionkin of him, I first simply just suspected it but never really knew if I truly was until I began getting kinshift's of feeling his eyepatch or began acting like him for no reason why I was. I got really scared because I thought it was another alter and I actually had a panic attack because despite how on my Picsart of how I usually used to happily introduce alters, I actually panic a lot when I developed more alters especially fictives because it's scary that I could get fakeclaimed because of being a fictive heavy system that seems so happy to introduce new alters. But be secretly terrified of it because I was scared an alter I don't know would front and hurt me and the body or the others around me. I soon just again, came to the realization that my feelings were simply out of fear and finally became comfortable with the fact I was indeed a Fictionkin and he was one of my kintype's.

ྀི ANOTHER ONE I WAS SCARED TO ADMIT. When I played the game, I immediately felt a spiritual connection to him, saw myself as him, and believed I was him in a past life, and I again didn't know why and it was only a few days ago I figured I was a Fictionkin. My kinshift's are really scary though because I'm scared that I may lash out on someone I love even when I never have which is the sad reality for me. Thankfully, I have at least somewhat gotten a grasp on my moods during kinshift's but I'm still scared of the aforementioned. Though, it isn't all bad as i have been comforted by many Fictionkins alike that reassured me that, my fear was valid and that it was actually fairly common for people with kintype's similar to mine.

ྀི Cogimyun

I actually first thought I was just otherhearted with her but no.. I am a Fictionkin and I identify AS her rather than with her. Also, she's my favorite character still despite me identifying as her.

ྀི Lain Iwakura

I watched the anime and I genuinely saw myself as her and I first thought that it was simply me relating to her but that wasn't the case because it was stronger and I believed I was genuinely her in a past world that I very vaguely remember. This most certainly caused a bit of a crisis but I'm fine now and I'm fully comfortable with who I am now.

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my otherhearted types (hearttypes) ♡

ྀི Elizabeth Midford

As soon as I saw her on the screen and saw that she was just trying to make Ciel happy again I immediately said "I identify with her!" (I'm paraphrasing since it's a lot more easier and shorter).

ྀི Kyōka Izumi

I literally said "She's just like me fr!" (Again, paraphrasing, I was going through a lot more thoughts than just that but I want to keep it short and simple). I have never identified with a character so much like I've identified with Kyōka.

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my otherkin types!!!

ྀི Ghostkin

I fr thought it was just my depersonalization but apparently not, it was straight up a kintype. Shocked I didn't know until like 1 year ago.. I love going around underneath a white bedsheet, it makes me happy and euphoric honestly 😭

ྀི Dragonkin

Never knew I was a dragonkin until at the very least 2 years ago, another one I'm confused I didn't know about earlier. I don't have very strong shifts though and that made me feel kinda fake but I just got used to it and now I don't feel like I'm faking anything that was listed here and I want to thank the otherkin users who reassured me, ily guys sm ❤️ /p

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That's all I think?? baiiiii :3